* \\_Its just another chapter to the story of my life_// *

2010-01-15T17:54:00.002+08:00

its been the longest time that i last updated my blog. and i dunt think anybody really cared. hahakz!

aniways, its already 15days after 2010! HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR!
its january, it also means..its gona be my BIRTHDAY soon...! 8more days...and i'll be 21! can watch R-rated movies! ahahakz!

remember when you're turning 16..and you get excited coz finally can watch NC-16..then you turned 18..it was M-18 movies..and also CLUBBING! and now, R-21! wo0ts! older, older, older.... (-__-)" then, you'll realised..you're getting too old for this..HAH! scary..

I GOT GOOD NEWS~!

i finally got the IR job. i'm damn excited but scared at the same time. i guess, i got used to working at JQ ( its been a year plus oready) i dint tot i could stay that long in a company working FULL-TIME! seriously....but aniways, I GOT A NEW JOB! new year...new job...new friends...greater challenges! its scaring the shit out of me..but i can't wait!

i've been wanting to travel for so long....to PARIS especially! my dreams might actually come true soon..somewhere before june..HOPEFULLY! *cross finger* and in june, ery going boston for 5weeks to study. and i hope to visit her during her stay there...SHOPPING SHOPPING! i'm trying to save now..to get a car and enough money to travel! hahkz! pelan-pelan kayuh ida...patience is the key!

but for this year, my resolutions wun't be a long list...its just, 1) further studies 2) LOSE WEIGHT...thats all! coz i think i have everything else that make me happy. i got a job to keep me occupy and financially stable....a supportive family.....and the greatest boyfriend anyone could ever asked for! I'M A HAPPY GIRL! ((:

i pray that this year gonna be a GREAT year for you and me! enjoy the little things in life before its gone....if the scientist is right, we will only have 2 more years before its the end of the world! SO ENJOY! (:

♥

2009-06-20T02:15:00.003+08:00

GUESS WHO'S BACK......?!!

BALI was greaaaatttt!! dah mcm zoom bali lah gitu kan...!

coz me and my friend only brought limited amount of money...so from the 3rd day onwards, we were like survivors!

we ALMOST canot fly back to singapore! but we did it! ahahakz!

it was one memorable trip for me..though we didnt go most of the placest there due to time constraint and also our budget..we still manage to have fun! maybe nxt time, we'll be more prepared! coz the trip was kind of a last min planning..so yeah!

i'll definitely go there again..but next time, wif zaini baby maybe?

the club scene there very the happening! we made many new friends..!

and it was so much fun! and the places we visit were damn nice!

dah mcm kat grand canyon seh..! so nice and romantic! ((:

i want to go to BALI again!!
but my nxt destination is to.... PARIS here I come!

((((:

2009-06-09T14:41:00.002+08:00

i'm sad! this morning, sent zaini off to NS. 1 and half hour journey from tampines to the academy. at first, i was very excite! hahakz! but after sending him off...then travel back alone..i wanted to cry. but like wat zaini say, its only 2weeks! then i can see him every wkends, HOPEFULLY. so for the nxt 2wks, i'll be waiting for the sun to set and wait for my baby's call! ((:

i fucking miss him oready...!! my michael scofield! ahahahkz!

ahhh..! cant wait for his call!! (((:

♥

iloveyou zaini....!

2009-06-01T11:08:00.002+08:00

as usual, its been so long since i last update!

been busy with work and spending the last few days with zaini before he go off for NS.

:'(

so sad!!

but anihoos, i'll be going to BALI with A friend on the 15jun!

wo0hoo! excited gillerrrr...!

OK BYE!

♥

2009-05-01T14:31:00.002+08:00

yesterday was great! after work, went to meet zaini! we went to watch X-MEN: WOLVERINE at tamp mall. the movie wasnt that WOW lah..i give 3/5! the movie ended at 10pm i think...then we went to buy macd and sat at the playground while waiting for my colleague to pick me up. coz me and 6 other colleagues (ashikin, siti, connie, mark, kang wei and azlee) going clubbbing.

zaini didnt want to follow..so i dance alone again! -__-

when kak ash reached oready, shameer who was suppose to pick zaini up havent come. my dear zaini waited for him i think more than an hour sia....i feel guilty coz i made him miss his last bus..if it wasnt bcoz of me, he wud have reach home early. sorry darling....

aniway, me and my colleagues went bellini grande coz our 'mama-san' a regular there. shes 40+ with 2 kids. but she dunt even look 40+! she's our hot mama! hahakz! it was my first time at bellini grande. and the place was not so bad but got quite a few chi ko pek ah! they look like apek taxi sia.. we stayed till 4am..then we went living room next.

unfortunately, zaini didnt work on that day. but we still got free drinks! thanks to zaini's friend, clement! (:

and the place was so fucking pack sia! full of M&M and SPGs! and as usual, if theres a group of malays in one place, theres bound to be fights! and suddenly the place like more spacious...coz most people when out to watch the fight! ahahkz! like show like that... and when the groups went off oready, then the police came! SO SLOW! we stayed till about 5am coz it was too crowded.

after living room, planned to go RAV..but everyone was so tired! and some of us are working the nxt day, so we went home! me, kak ash, kang wei and mark went to eat prata near my place, then home sweet home!

♥

2009-04-27T21:27:00.002+08:00

oh yes! my internet is finally up back. after a few mths of MIA.. i'm so-called back! ahahakz! i wonder if theres still people reading it. ahahakz! aniways, beginning to feel lazy updating the blog. when theres somthing interesting to share..i'll probably type a whole page about it..and then it bcomes boring. so hah! i dunoe! maybe from now on, i'll just update pictures. IF i have any. so give me a few days(or weeks) to collate all the pictures, and i'll post it up.

i got work later at 10.30pm. BAH! i brought pizzas! ((:
aniways, this is to ery...PLEASE MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE! IT ALL DEPENDS ON YOU...! AHAHAHAHKZ! you only have till end of may to decide........! good luck! ahahzk!

It was zaini b'dae yesterday. but we didnt celebrate much coz both of us busy working. we dunt even have time to meet each other for quite some time lor.....so sad sia! but i got to see him this morning after work. ((((: we had long john's ULTIMATE BREAKFAST! but ours was ULTIMATE OF THE ULTIMATE BREAKFAST! hahakz! so niceee...! then he stayed awhile at my house and then cabbed back home! so happy to see him..so aniways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN! (:

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2009-04-27T02:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY DARLING...!!

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2009-04-05T10:16:00.003+08:00

ok update! alot of things happened since the last time i blogged. but i'm too lazy to type it down. and currently, i dunt have pictures to show. not until fadz and my aunt sent me the pictures! ok?ok!

aniways, i want to show you my new boyfriend....

cute or wat! fadz and az! this is the guy that i say cute giler! mike lewis! *drools* ahahahkz!

ANIWAYS, yesterday was our 27th monthsary! happy 27th ruzaini hashim! imissyou alot alot alot alot.......!!! ((:

till then, BYE!

♥

2009-03-19T00:54:00.002+08:00

its been a freaking long time since i last update my blog. and i dunt think anyone still reading it. ahahakz! but oh well.

this month, celebrated my 26th monthsary, as usual. ok. we dint really celebrate it coz both of us have work. and its been effing long since i last meet the boyfie. wen i finish work, he just about to go work. and when he finish, its my turn to go to work. -__-!! irrriiitttaattiiinnggg...!!

then, celebrated joti's b'dae! her boyfie had a surprise party for her at a haunted house in changi! ahahakz! the chalet was damn secluded! and when the 4 of us reached there, it was so dark and quiet. scary like shyte. shiva was so sweet. he carry joti up the stairs. awww....so touching! we didnt stay long coz we dunt know most of them! so we stole abit of the chocolate cake, then we left! oh! it was nab's b'dae too! and me and ery called her and sang her a b'dae song! ahahkz!

nothing much happen. been busy working. with the new OM, its been pretty strict around here. its 1am and i just finish work. tiring!! OK BYE!

I MISS MY RUZAINI BIN HASHIM!!

♥

2009-02-28T02:44:00.002+08:00

time checked. 0300hrs. and i just finish work. i think i can die anytime now. tomorrow i'm gona switch off my hp...so that they can't bug me to come work. coz i'm soOoOoOOOoooo effing tired. i need a good longggg sleep. then maybe afternoon meeting gemok before he go off to work. and that depends if he wakes up early. -__-!

when he come back from work, i just wana go work...when he wana go work, i going to work again! ahahahkz! HOW TO MEET LIKE THIS?! but i'm so looking forward to tues. double..triple..four-ple date! ((: i need to be somewhere other than the airport please.

and today was fun! towards the evening, the ones left working were the malays! and surprisingly, the january babies + one tersesat guy. ahahkz! we ordered sarpinos pizza for dinner. so kenyang.

i miss my gemok so the very much! i want to see him ah....should i wait for him to finish work and meet him to have breakfast? or should i just go home and sleep!? i think i'll go home and sleep. ahahkz! mengantok pulak.

OK BYE!

i need to go home now.

♥

2009-02-27T08:45:00.003+08:00

i'm back! so-called. i'm at work now...so yeah! anyway, edison chen or whatt..? ahahkz!

aniway, many things have happened for the past few weeks. i got a so-called job offer for an event company. the other day, i picked up this lady who happen to be an event manager. then she said she was looking for someone to work for her. which will be based in singapore coz she stays in florida so she cant be in singapore all the time. and she asked if i was interested! ahahkz! of coz the stupid ida didnt say yes. so she passed me her card and told me to give her call when i changed my mind. she was such a nice lady! i really liked her! ahahkz! ok tak important.

the other day, had a small 1e4 gathering. very small gathering. but a very fun one! i'll upload the pics when my home internet is connected back.

actually, i got nothing to update sia. its been a very boring and fun life. boring because i'm always at work. ALWAYS. i've been working 9days straight. sometimes split-shift. like today. i came at 5am...and later on i'm coming again at 5pm! i might as well change my address to here. i'll be starting my full-time 1st march! yayness?? ahahkz! i can start saving for a car!! ahahkz! in my dreams lah...wait 10years then have money for car! but i'm saving mostly for my "further" studies and my shopping habits! ahahkz!

and my life have been fun thanks to the people who surround me almost everday and of coz my favourite gemok! ((:

starting nxt month, hopefully i get to meet my friends and gemok often. since i'll be able to know my off days. yayness!

OK THATS ALL FOR NOW.

bye!!

♥

2009-02-12T00:46:00.002+08:00

HELLO! its been so long since i last updated. my home internet got suspended cause my mum dint pay..and now shes pushing the bill to me. BAH! i got so many stuff to pay..so no matter how hard i work..i'm still gona be broke at the end of the day! and i just finished work. cheebye. now i have to waste money on cab.

aniway, it was my 25monthsary last week. HAPPY 25MONTHSARY RUZAINI BIN HASHIM! (:

and AND! we got ourselves our 3rd couple phone! samsung OMNIA! ((:
1st was the N73, 2nd was the K850i and this tyme, samsung OMNIA. it takes time to get use to the phone. very frustrating and irritating at first. but getting the hang of it.

and my workplace getting chaotic with backstabbers and stuff. so many gossips everyday. my friend even call me at 10am to tell me about it! ahahakz! i already have a few good friends which for now, i believe i can trust. but still, you never know. so i'm just gona listen to all the stuff and just buat bodoh onie..! its better not to get involve.

so yeah! nothing much happened. OK BYE! i want to go home coz my head hurts like fuck.

2009-01-27T15:37:00.002+08:00

was looking for a pet to adopt and i saw this...

ahahahkz! wtf. omg! i'm a bitch! ahahkz! geddit? female dog..is called a bitch right?

so yeah. i'm a bitch. ahahakz!

ok random.

2009-01-26T13:26:00.002+08:00

i had my belated birthday treat from my cousin. he got promoted recently so he decided to treat us to this lebanese restaurant at one fullerton. there were 6 of us, and we cudn't fit into my cousin car. so we send my uncle to work, and i drove my uncle car. when we reach there, the restaurant was oready on lease! ahahakz! so i suggested we went arab st. we ate at amirah's grill. the bill went up to 107bux! but the food was nice, especially the big prawns! damn shiok.

then my grandma didnt want to go home. she say she want to go jln-jln. so we brought her to marina barrage. since it was drizzling, we dint stay there long. after my cousin went to meet up his friend at katong, i sent all the ladies back home and drove back with my mom. and this morning, supposedly pick my uncle up, but i was damn sleepy, so my parents went to pick him up. so yeah!

i finally did the french twist! i've been trying for the past 3days!

so proud of myself! ahahakz!

my maklong and nephew.

ahahahakz! they didnt want to post for a picture, so i just snap!
my mother face damn retarded sia!

my cousin and my camera shy grandma!

the only 2 pictures of the food i took.

ok thats all!

♥

2009-01-26T12:57:00.004+08:00

my new quite short hair!

and a b'dae gift from zaini! he also gave me flowers yesterday! ((:
thank you darling!

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2009-01-24T09:17:00.002+08:00

i'm at work again. where else right? i started at 6am today..and i'm so-called done for the morning. so now, after blogging this, i'm going home to continue my beauty sleep till 4pm..and go to work again. coz my very good friend, jean. took mc. and i had to replace her! i'm so gona kill her when she comes back! ahahakz! oh wait! i'll take back my mango i bought for her the other day!! ahahkz!

see lah...planned to meet up with the girlfriends again but i had to work till 10pm later! grrr....they should seriously hire more part-timers! gvasghf%3^%#&%!!

aniway, yesterday was fun! met up with zaini at hougang and hang out there. wanted to shopping spree there but tak menjadi...! then went back tamp and i went to cut my hair, like finally. coz last night i cudnt sleep, so i cut my own hair. it started with just the fringe..but i still cudn't go to sleep, so i decided to cut the whole hair. which turn out quite uneven. so i decided to go to the saloon. i love the hair now, but i think the fringe is too short and irritating for me! stresssssssssssss.....

then i followed zaini to pasir ris to play soccer. while waiting for the girls. we later met up at about 9pm..then went to eat at downtown! we got discount from ery's boyfriend! ahahkz! after fadz came, we stayed there and talk crap. when we were about to leave, fiqah came! so we went burger king and just hang out there. then ard 12+...home sweet home! ((:

i hope we get to hang out again soon!! can't wait for nxt nxt wed!! i'm so the looking forward! ((((:

and zaini got a job already! sigh. looks like we wunt be able to meet often. haiyah....!

♥

2009-01-23T04:45:00.003+08:00

What day is it today?

IT's MY FREAKING 20th BIRTHDAY, duh!

gerek or whatt...! but got no freaking plans on how to celebrate it! mayb shesha-ing with the girlfriends later tonight..OR out with the family for dinner! and of course during the day, out with the boyfie to nowhere, as usual. BAH! but being with my loved ones is good enough! i'm happy as i am and what i have now. 2009 seems to be a good year for me! i seriously can't wait to turn 21!!!! so what if i'm turning older...i get to enjoy things that i dint get to when i was 16! ahahakz! okaaayyy. tak interesting langsung. but yeah! i have the best boyfriend ever, great friends who are truly understanding and the 2nd best workmates(1st would be at ami's) and of course the forever-insane parents of mine . what more can i ask for, right?

I'M A HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY GIRL!

and thanks for the wishes ya'll! ((:

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2009-01-21T00:25:00.003+08:00

my birthday coming sooooooooon....!! the big 2-0! hopefully, i dunt have to work on that day eventhough they said i dunt have to work. they always say that. i've been working from 11jan- 19jan w/o any off days. seriously. and today i beg them to give me off cause i seriously need a break.
oh! and simon fuller is in singapore again! i was assign to pick him up today..but too tired to go work. so i had my friend to replace me today. thankfully! so maybe, when he departs from singapore, i could sent him! and my friends called and said that simon fuller was looking for me cause he wanted me to pick him up instead! ahahakz! cheebye! i not so stupid to believe lah, duh!

the other day, my workplace had a mini celebration for the january babies. i bought for the babies tobleron chocolates! and connie got for us ferrero rocher. she was so nice to cook for all of us spring chicken and some kueh from philipines. and annie bought pizzas! she cannot eat beef but she can eat pepperoni! ahahakz! wth.

today, i accompany zaini for his interview, which end up a waste of time. coz the manager wasn't in. so we went back tamp to watch movie, but all damn lame so we ate delifrance then home sweet home.

oh wait! i want to complain. some people are so selfish. doesnt mean you're in first class, you get what you want. but if the plane is already freaking full, how the hell do you expect us to change your seat! everybody want to seat by the window. everybody want to seat alone. then how? we built one chair exclusively for you outside at the wing or top of the plane, you want?

it almost 1am now and i got work later at 6am! so goodnight.

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE JANUARY BABIES!!

♥

2009-01-16T23:04:00.003+08:00

fucking nice or what?!! and theres only 300 pieces of it!

and its in red!! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! i can stare at it one whole year!

ah fuck! why do i have to be so poooorrr...! WHY?!! ahahakz!

oh oh! you know, the other day my colleague sent me home in his dad maserati spyder!

damn cool or what! and he speed like as if he owns the whole road. the harder i pray, the faster he goes! ahahkz! he open the car roof thing..and then blast the music! and it was ard 12.30am that time. but it was a fucking cool experience. fucking cool.

I WANT A CAR.....NOW!!!!!

you guys share money buy for me car on my b'dae, can?!

then wrap it with a big red ribbon! awww....and i'll pretend to be surprise!

((((((;

2009-01-14T03:30:00.004+08:00

havent been updating for awhile. due to work and laziness! i've been so caught up with work that i havent meet my friends for more than a month and my boyfriend for a few days. i think i see my workmates more often than i see my boyfriend. like seriously.

the other day, i worked for 16 freaking hours! from 9.30pm till 8.30am. and since i was driving on that day, i sent my colleague home which was at woodlands. then after sending back the car to my uncle, by the time i reached home, it was about 11am...slept for 3hours and had to wake up for work at 3.30pm till 11.30pm! and i stilll had to go work the nxt day which was yesterday at 3pm. crazy i tell you. i might as well sleep there! but i finally get to see my boyfriend coz i finish at 7pm. so we went to eat, hang out for awhile and then home sweet home! and i got work later at 4.30pm! madness.

and the other day, i had to disappoint ery and fadz. coz i was supposed to meet them for dinner after work. but after i met ery and we were walking to downtown, my work called and told me to come back! tried to come up with reasons but no choice. so i cabbed back to work. irritating or what! sorry girls. we go out soon! my birthday ok?!!

work aside, last sunday i went out with my mum, aunt and my nephew! initially, we wanted to go choa chu kang but something happened. so my uncle let me use the car and gave us some money to go rounding2! and its been awhile since i last drive a manual car. so as usual, my changing gear still sucks and i still stall once in a while! ahhakz! but aniway, my uncle even refuel the car full tank for us kiddies! ahahkz! we wanted to go marina barrage and see the singapore flyer. but we went round and round to find the marina barrage. coz i only know how to get there by ECP and not KPE...so yeah, we got lost. but we managed to see the flyer though. we gave up and when marine parade and bought nasi ayam penyet and ate at east coast park! then i had to go off for work. luckily, my uncle let me use it to work. coz they usually wouldn't allow me to drive alone moreover, i'll be back in the morning so they were worried if i might sleep while driving back home! but yeah.

and there was one time, while driving back home, i was on gear 5...then i had to change to lower gear. but i was scared that i might go to the reverse instead so i lower it to gear 1! ahahahkz! stupid nak mampos. the car jerked for awhile then i quickly gear-up. ahahkz! luckily there were no car behind. i think i'm one of the worst woman driver. oh well. i'm still alive! OK BYE!

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2009-01-09T02:38:00.004+08:00

nothing much happened. 2009 has been so far so good! ((:

turning 20 in a matter of days and i think i've definitely matured. or maybe, i'm too occupied with work to be insane or think about other stuff. i want to do night shifts again. OH! i'm NOT working on my birthday!! conferm shyte! means,i can go meet up with the bitches. its been awhile. so yeah!

and i damn slow lah can. i just realised the other day, i served SIMON FULLER!! SIMON FULLER lah!! he's the creator of american idol, spice girls, s club 7 and so you think you can dance, etc... like serious shyte. and i've only realised it now! actually, after he went off for his flight...but yeah! i google his name to see if i was correct, and i was!! ahahakz! oh well. and on that day, he almost missed his flight. but luckily, the pilot waited for him. ok thats all i want to update! ahahkz! OK BYE!

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2009-01-04T02:41:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY GEMOK!!

so fast 2yrs oready, can trade in new one...i don't want to recontract! ahahakz!

iloveyou like alot alot..and i swear, i'm still madly,deeply in love with you..

you still make my heart go "gedebak gedebuk", you know.

and sorry if lately we hardly meet because of my work schedule..

you still the love of my life...

my only one. ((:

♥

2009-01-04T02:01:00.004+08:00

YOU KNOW, that time on 1st jan..i had to work early in the morning about 6.30am..

and guess who i saw!! a cross-dresser! not bapok...his a man in a dress. he even wore a bra and a wig! he also wore thick makeup. he conferm not bapok coz his legs and hands were damn hairy and he looks like typical apek. and he walk past the bus stop like heck care.

i think he finds pleasure walking ard tampines early in the morning dressing like a woman because he knows not many people are out that early to see him dress like that. like seriously siol. if i work morning again, and i see him...i'll take a pic of him! ok?ok!

the other day, we helped shameer spray his bike. which of course, now look so much better than the original state! ahahkz! which look so the motor malaysia. we spent 4hrs wrapping and spraying the bike.

Before..

during..

after...

end result nice or what.... ((:

and today i made a friend with a china gerl. she was going off to australia to further her studies and i was assign to send her for departure. and she was damn hyper because it was her first time out of china. she damn cute ah. and before we went off, we took a pic together! ahahakz! too bad, i dunt have the pic.. but oh well! hope to see her again!

ok bye!

2009-01-02T00:04:00.003+08:00

Siloso Beach Party!

ida ugly, zaini fat!

got foam in my eyes thats y my eyes like dat. ok?

eh, rhyme lah..

2009-01-01T08:35:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2009!!

last night, we went countdown at siloso beach party. zaini, me, shameer and wan. to me, it wasn't that worth it coz it wasn't so happening like what you expect it to be. but it was still fun. we were later join by shakeer's friends. i dunoe what their names! but by the time they came in, it was ard 1am?2am? they bought drinks..then lepak..dance abit. then dah! i had to go. coz i'm working in the morning. but we all left together. cabbed home. slept for like 1hr. and off to work! luckily, my dad sent me. so now i'm at work! waiting for my flight which is landing at 9am! BAH~! thankfully, i only got 2 flights. at 9am..and at 12noon. then aft that can go home!!!! woo!! i can hear my bed calling me sia......ahahakz!

i'm so fucking sleepy. ok bye! i'll upload the pic when i get home later. ((:
cheers!

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2008-12-31T00:17:00.003+08:00

last night, at 3am..zaini came over my hse aft he went to play game at his friend hse. and then we watch youtube and see a video on ducati bikes. fucking cool ah! its faster than lamborgini sial! then we slept till 2pm..coz i had to work at 4pm. we went to eat then visit faisal at TM. then off to work.

and finally, got my pay oready! yayness! but after paying all my bills and help my mum pay some of hers too, i'll probably left with less than $100 to spent for myself. BAH! coz both my parents are self-employed, you see. so i'm helping my mum with some of the bills. the sucky part of being the only child!

and today, at my workplace they had some x'mas and new year gathering. i didnt plan to go coz i was new and conferm it'll be an awkward moment for me. but i had to work. so in the end, i went for it. and i'm glad i did. they had lucky draw and the 1st place was a ticket to japan. gerek or wat! but i won a samsonite wallet instead which i gave it to my mum, and my friend got the tix! damn lucky lah. but the dilemma part was, it had only one ticket..and she was ard my age. so she can't go alone right....so she was in total dilemma whether to give it to her newly-wed brother or sell it to my other collegues. kecoh!

then they had gift exchange. i thought i wudnt get any coz i dint plan to go rite...but skali i got 2! dunoe from who also! secret admirer ah....! ahahakz! one of it was a mug and the other something like a notebook. my manager got 3panties for her gift. ahahakz! and we forced her to open it infront of all of us coz we knew what was in the gift. to sum up my day, it was super fun day!

1more day to 2009!!

MAY 2009 BE A BETTER YEAR FOR US ALL! ((:

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

cheers!

2008-12-28T06:14:00.003+08:00

ZAINI ZAINI! this is the watch i told you about!! the esprit one, i mean. pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.............. (insert puppy face) ahahkz!

but if you want to get for me the armani exchange one oso can...........if both, lagi best!

can or not,gemok....?

2008-12-26T03:38:00.002+08:00

i cant sleep. and i tink zaini is asleep oready. hmph. aniway, do you know that in italian, "bello" means handsome! ahahkz! so random. and and, i got work later at 5pm. BAH! tiring man. but its ok, i enjoy my job.

happier news, nxt wk is our 2ND ANNIVERSARY! i'm so happy that we manage to go this far! (:
i got so many plans in mind. but zaini dunt like it if it involves alot of money. eventhough i volunteer to pay for it. -__-! haiyahh....so i think i'll just stick to sweet and simple home-made dinner together by the beach. maybe. we'll see bout that. OK BYE!

♥

2008-12-25T15:40:00.005+08:00

some of my friends have been complaining that i have been MIA-ing. its because i got work okay people. i dunt have a schedule. so i dunt know when my off day. like today. hahakz! but dunt worry. starting from nxt mth, i'll have a proper schedule where i know when my off day. so i called u guys up when i'm free okkaaayyy?!

and yesterday, i managed to meet up with sad, ifa and sha at airport! the pri schmates. ifa just landed from her flight and sad was there to meet up with her. sha was with her friends there for i dunoe what, and i was there for work. duh! and we all met up at t3 coz i've just sent my passenger there for departure. and we reunite for 30mins! ahahakz!

after all that, i went back to my terminal. my collegues were all worried why i took so long. i said the passenger had to do a last min shopping. ahahakz! then, my dad fetched me and went for supper at changi and off to meet his friend at the beach. coz they were there for fishing. stayed till 3am..and home sweet home!

so aniway, MERRY X'MAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!

♥

2008-12-22T00:18:00.005+08:00

the other day, these 2 sweet dudettes send me off to work. fadz and ery. ery wanted to find a job at airport too. so met up with ery first. and she was lost when she was at T3! ahahakz!! then we went to check out the crowne plaza hotel where we met fadz. we hang out at the toilet coz ery wanted to cut her fringe. so we all went in one cubicle. ahakz! now she look cute! thanks to me! (:
then we went to polar to eat. and they send me off to work! i love them sehh! ((:

the lost china baby! ahahkz!

work was tiring. i had morning shift for past 2 days. on saturday, work was at 7.30am..but i woke up at 7.30am! ahahkz! so had to cabbed there and by the time i reached, its 8am. (i did bath ah!) and i had to rush to my flight. and it ended till ard 6pm. after work decided to cook for zaini aglio olio then went to meet him. lepak till 10.30pm...

and at 12.30am, went mustafa with my parents and her friend family til 2.30am. damn chaotic sia at there. the parking there was damn hard to find. luckily, i didnt drive there. kecoh nak mampos. then, we went supper after that. and then suddenly i got sms, i had to report to work at 5am!! wtf. by the time i reached home it was 3am. and i only managed to fall asleep ard 4am. but i had to wake up at 4.15am! cheeeebyyyyeee. thankfully, my dad was sweet enough to sent me. and my mum damn funny ah. she follow along eventhough she was damn sleepy coz she scared to stay at home alone! -___-!!

work made me feel more sleepy-er coz one of the flight i had to wait from 9am-12nn! 3hrs of boredom. luckily, work ended at ard 2pm. so i went home and slept til 11pm! damn shiok siol! so tmr, i planning not to go work if they tell me to. i want to go meet my "cute" boyfriend. ok can? BYE!

♥

2008-12-18T23:51:00.003+08:00

Nazi Hunter: Wiesenthal File

i've bought another thick book! ahahkz! initially, i bought it for zaini coz he wanted to read about "memoirs" kinda story..or about nazi..so when i bought this book for him, he said it looks boring. so he told me to read it first and tell him if its interesting. -__-! and now, i'm only at the 3rd chapter. and to me, its pretty long-winded but there are some really interesting stuff. like the reason why hitler hated the jews was because he got syphillis from a jewish prostitute! ahahakz! wth. so yeah.

you know, i miss my friends. after reading my long ago testimonials at friendster, i seriously miss the good ol' days. and when i read it back, it still makes me laugh. oh well, people change. somehow i think i'm more anti-social now. or maybe i've been one. but i find myself very talkative around zaini and my girlfriends. other than them, i'm more into my own world. even when my job requires me to talk more, when i'm in the lift with the guest, theres always this awkward silence. or when i'm driving them back to the terminal. i just dunt know what to talk about. so i just keep quiet look at them and smile. the only thing im good at. smile. (:

and why does the full-timers always bully the part-timers ah?! not fair you know. sometimes i think, part-timers work harder than full-timers. therefore, i'm gona change to full-time so that i can bully the part-time. ahahkz! ok set.

BYE!

♥

2008-12-15T00:17:00.003+08:00

"not without my sister" : the true story of three girls violated and betrayed.

so recently, i bought another book. and i'm now at 21/29 chapters. its about a religious cult called "children of god". its pretty interesting. like how these religion managed to brainwash its followers. and in this religion, sex, incest, polygamy, child abuse was okay because you're sharing love. and so on.

aniway, been meeting zaini the past few days. we went nowhere except walking around tampines mall or walk around town. and thats pretty much what we do everytime we meet. but i still enjoyed myself at the end of the day! ((:

and i didnt went zoukout at the last min. coz zaini knocked some sense into me that it really is a waste of money. i was disappointed at first, but somehow, it didnt really bother me anymore. atleast i still had fun with zaini. eventhough it was just a walk a tampines mall. ahahahkz! ((:

OK BYE!

♥

2008-12-12T15:16:00.003+08:00

BIG MONEY BIG MONEY..ahahkz! in 10days, i've worked 65hours! fucking tiring. thats the most no. of hours i've worked in less than 2 wks. wah piang. thankfully, today i manage to escape from work! actually, i dunt really mind working everyday coz i seriously in need of money!! and you think being the only child is fun. BAH~! wait till you know the suckiest part of being the only child.

tmr 'zout out' or whatt! last night, argue with zaini about it coz he thought it was a waste of money. but then its a once in a year event, right? skali skala ape salahnye....then he nag nag nag nag. if i put the phone one side oso he dunt knoe. ahahakz! "roger roger" i use your line. ahakz! inside joke. aniway, hopefully he change his mind. coz i really look forward to it sia. *insert my trademark sad face*

OK BYE!

♥

2008-12-09T16:48:00.003+08:00

yakuza moon: memoirs of a gangster's daughter

so yeah. i've finished reading the book in 2days! i'm starting to read more books. and this is the first book i bought! ahahakz! tmr i want to go buy another. ((:

aniway, i think my life is back to how it was when i was working at ami's. no life. yesterday was hari raya haji. but guess where i am?! AT WORK. i work for 11 and half hours! and to sum up the day, it was a FUCKED-UP DAY! 3 of my passenger went missing. but 1 of them was completely missing! coz the other 2 i managed to find them. and to find them was not easy okayy. i was enduring the whole day with heels and then i had to go search the whole terminal for the passenger. irritating right?!

and i think, to be in this job you have to be high and loud! coz everytime i missed my passenger, they complain saying that there was noone at the gate. CHEEBYEE!! i wait long before the plane landed okayy. and they say there was noone! angry lah sia! i think they should make the uniform so ridiculous that will make people turn and look. or give me the speaker so that the whole terminal can hear me! grrr....!! i'm so fucking angry.

and dear zaini had to endure my complains. coz when anything happen, i always call him. ahahkz! OK BYE!

♥

2008-12-06T02:40:00.003+08:00

ok. if you're at orchard towers and someone tell you that you look like a philipine...is it an insult or a compliment?! cause yesterday followed zaini to ipanema to collect his pay. and his ex-workmate, a philipine gerl said i looked philipine. and i dint know how should i react. ahahakz!and the other time, met his other ex-workmate at ipanema too..and they look at me one kind. ahahkz! so how? compliment or insult?

♥

2008-12-04T03:39:00.002+08:00

work ended late. ard 1am..but i had fun! and guess wat, i missed my passenger just now. wtf. i reached the gate damn early okay..so obviously i didnt missed my passenger bcoz i was late. but its either becoz the passenger didnt board that plane or he didnt realise i was there. oh well, shit happens.

and and, aaron kwok or whattt..! incase some who dunt know who he is, he's a hongkong actor. so aniway, he was at my terminal. i got to see him real life! BAH~! ok tak important. then when i look at the guest book..WAH! got fergie, mel gibson, the F1 racers...gerek or what?! should have work there earlier ah..then can meet them. ahahakz!

aniway, i'm so fucking tired. i want to sleep.OK BYE!

♥

2008-12-04T03:24:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 23RD MONTHSARY GEMOOOKK!!

iloveyou and i'll always will..

sorry for all the things i did that made you mad..

i swear you still the only one i love..

((:

yours truly,

iida

♥

2008-12-03T00:15:00.004+08:00

Monday

met up with zaini and went jalan-jalan. supposedly send his phone for repair but by the time we reached there, it was closed. so we went hougang back, and lepak with faisal, shameer, fir and a cat. then i went back zaini place to eat asam pedas while waiting for shameer to pass me money. so continue to lepak with zaini til 3am. then cab back home!

Sunday

zaini was fucking drunk went he came back from work on sunday. and i came to his rescue w/o him knowing. its called the girlfriend instinct ah. hahakz! coz he called me aft work, but while talking to him, his phone teroff. i sensed something not right ah..coz when i ask him a qn repeatedly, he will get irritated. but that day, he like happy like dat. ahahakz! so conferm got something wrong with him. so i cabbed to hougang and waited for him at the mrt station. then, i saw him..so i walk up to him and realise he was fucking drunk. so i walk him home. along the way, he damn noisy. ahahkz! leg pain lah..want milo lah..lyk budak2! ahahkz! damn funny ah. after sending him home.

i went lib to do my fyp. then the irritating ery came to accompany me. people read book in the lib, she sew inside the lib! macam mak nenek! ahahkz! then we went to have dinner and went to play this game at the funfair near tamp mrt station. then home sweet home!

btw, you'll going zouk out nots?! go ah bodoh~! if you going then calling calling ah...ok?ok!
and i think i'm quitting school. stupid, i know. coz i supposedly graduate this january. but i have to repeat alot of modules. so i think i'm quitting. or either, i'm waiting to get dismiss. thinking of changing my job to full-time. so that i can save money and take up part-time dip at kaplan! $3700 only. BAH~! hopefully, things go the way i plan. if not, i'm doom for life! ahahkz!
OK BYE!

♥

2008-11-30T01:34:00.003+08:00

aniway, its my 4th day at work. and FINALLY i get to do service. yayness! the past 3days mtf bored lah. stay at the reception..walk around the lounge..play internet..thats all i did. but today, i got to do the service. i was damn excited and full of energy. i think i'm getting familiar with the terminals. coz i got to drive around. ahahkz! and i've been driving barefooted all the way. coz my heels a little too high, and i can't feel the amount of pressure i press on the accelerater. ahahakz! heck ah. so far so good. and and, i got my first tip! ((:

havent met zaini for 2days i think. when i got back from work, he just start his work. how to meet like this? but luckily, tomorrow both of us not working. can meet him! ((:
i miss my gemok!! OK? bye!

♥

2008-11-28T15:00:00.005+08:00

I HATE FRIDAY.

UT later..then work.. (-__-)! fucking sleepy lah. i couldn't sleep last night. so i stayed up til 6.30..then got ready for school. and i was just told that i had work later at 5pm. now i have to fucking rush to work. coz got UT til 4.45pm. and i didnt bring my white tank top. luckily i left my uniform back in the locker....urgh. woodlands to changi airport! wtf. i just planned to save money. but now, have to take cab! cheeeeeeeeebbbbbbyyyyyyyyeeeeee!!!! WHERE IS THE CAR WHEN I NEED IT!!

i just want to sleep right now. luckily, work is only 4hours. i think. BAH~! still under training mah~ so yeah! OK BYE!

♥

2008-11-26T17:42:00.002+08:00

btw, i've started work already. so if you're working in the airport...call me ah!! can go break together-gether! i'm still very the jakun okay..and i'm nearer to terminal 2! so yeah...
ok?ok!

2008-11-26T17:02:00.010+08:00

the outdated pictures...

at the chalet

khairil lah seh~!

my car! *winks*

i know...you know..they dunoe! ahahkz!

erma missing!

sentosa

yoga-ing

cool or what?!

ahahakz! macam anging..! ahahakz!

ery's family picnic

my hair nice or what?! ahakz!

she got stressed up while playing this game..

♥

2008-11-24T04:07:00.005+08:00

you know, eventhough zaini is not so romantic or sweet like other people boyfriend. which sometimes make me feel very jealous. I still think i have the greatest boyfriend in the whole wide world! i fucking swear. and he makes me love and appreciate him so so so much more. ((:

aniway, my weekend were well spent. went rounding2 with ermm..almost everyone. ALMOST.
from fri-sun. btw, i think its gona be a long post. so get ready to be bored. i warn you oready ah.

friday

went to chalet with zaini then around evening fetched shaz's mum to the chalet. and i stayed till 12 i think. oh! zaini and helmi went in the boot of the car. ahahkz! stupid. coz the boot was spacious and they wanted to try how it feels to be inside. so they sat inside and after driving 1 round they came out perspiring! aahahkz! then sent shaz home and then i sent myself home!

saturday

i was like the chaffeur of the day. fetched fezra and went to the chalet. then in the afternoon, went to zaini's grandma hse to take some stuff. then fetched his parents and send them to the chalet. then went out again, fetch faisal and syaf at pasir ris and off to east coast! coz it was wan's birthday. after we left the pit, sent faisal and syaf. the rest of us went back to the chalet. the WHOLE of their family were there. paiseh sia..! but got the others girlfriends too. among all, hisyam's girlfriend is the most stressed out! hahahakz! damn funny sia. later at night, as usual, i had to sent some people home and sent myself home!

sunday

went out with my 2 bitches to the sentosa! went to fetched them and off to sentosa. luckily, i know the way. and we managed to got in for free coz we used to work there. it was kind of a wasted day coz it started to rain heavily. we end up playing stupid games at the shelter. and by the time the rain stopped, it almost 7pm..so we packed up and went to ami's. met sandy, maghrib and fandi! miss them sia... we're sure that they missed us too! we got free food. pasta, soup of the day and the creme caramel.

ery wanted to go sentosa cove, so we drove there and the place was damn scary! coz we were like the only car there. on the way back, we went through town. luckily, we dint get lost! ery wanted to go see bapok, so we went changi. but it was still quite early, so there were none. then we drove along the changi beach..and ery still didnt want to go home! but in the end, sent her home and fadz home. and i went back to the chalet again to fetch zaini.

after helping the family to pack up and stuff, me and zaini went buangkok to eat! because zaini didnt want me to drive alone back from hougang, he decided to sleep helmi hse so that its nearer for me to go home and i wunt be so alone! aww...! iloveyou, gemok!

so yup. i'm home sweet home! got work later at 2pm..and i'm still not asleep yet! BAH~! i'm missing the 'gemok' oready.....aniway, i'll upload the pics soon. OK BYE!

♥

2008-11-20T10:14:00.004+08:00

yesterday. went rounding2 with ery and my uncle. first, went to fetched ery cause she wanted to do her pdl. but when we reached there, the counter closed! so we went back my grandma hse to get my 'P' plate from my another uncle car coz i was drving w/o one. then we went out again to sent my cousin for his taekwondo..and off to simpang bedok. ard 9+ fetched the cousin again..sent ery back home..and sent myself home! ahahakz! coz we cudn't decide where to go to and i was already damn sleepy.

and i survived school 2 times w/o any sleep. last monday and wednesday. good ah...! atleast i dint get cranky when i dunt get any sleep unlike zaini! ahahhakz! he'll nag nag nag nag.......very noisy you know. ahahkz! but my brain definitely think slow-er! OH SHYTE! i just remembered now, sad having her b'dae party tonight at le noir. ah shyte~! i'm so damn lazy lah....should i go?
-______-!!!

AND YOU KNOW!!! i just found out that the makcik which is living with me..have been bringing home her other relative when there was noone at home! like wtf kan...! if you want to bring your relative home, atleast make sure there's someone home. cause its NOT your house at the first place. i guess my parents just found out and i guess they got into an arguement with the makcik and thats why..the makcik havent been coming home. BEST! if they move out...LAGI BEST! i seriously canot tahan them anymore sia. now, my parents advised me to lock the rooms. irritating sia this kind of people...! grr.......

ok. on the bright side....tmr's FRI! i'm so excite! ((:

♥

2008-11-20T08:22:00.003+08:00

celebrating with the november babies..

one night stand. ahahakz!

after fiqah blew her candle..

ery is still wishing...

wishing...

and still wishing! ahahakz!

more pictures coming soon....

2008-11-19T22:31:00.003+08:00

some outdated pics with the pri. schmates..

simpang bedok

HARI RAYE!

more pictures coming soon...

2008-11-19T06:10:00.002+08:00

60 things most girls dont know about guys

guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a hoe)
"hey, are you busy?" or "are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.--guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
a guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
guys get jealous easily.
guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
giving a guy a hanging message like "you know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. and he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. so they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. but it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway
girls are guys' weaknesses.
guys are very open about themselves.
it's good to test a guy first before you trust him. but don't let him wait too long.
your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
if a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. you don't need to give advice.
a usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
guys will brag about anything.
guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. we rarely use beautiful.if a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.
no matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
guys think way too much. one small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
try to be as straightforward as possible.
if the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
if a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
when a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. guys rarely say that.
when a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "please come and listen to me."
guys don't really have final decisions.
if a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. it doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
if your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
when a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. it makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
when a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
guys like femininity not feebleness.
guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
a guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
don't be a snob. guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
everything in moderation. put on makeup, wear perfume. just not too much.
guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more. if you are going to reject a guy, just do it. don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.
guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are mad confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
a guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
no guy can handle all his problems on his own. he's just too stubborn to admit it.
not all guys are assholes. just because one is a jackass doesnt mean he represents all of us.
we don't like girls who are too skinny.
we love it when girls talk about their boobs.
always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....
believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...
when a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..
guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...
guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.
when a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

so guys, is it true?

2008-11-17T00:26:00.003+08:00

Hypothetically - Lyfe Jennings

i like this song. to some it may be slow and boring but i really like this song lor. if you listen to meaning of the song. its something about whether somethings are better left unsaid. hmm, i dunt know how to explain lah. listen to the song to understand. i think i'm gona get addicted to lyfe jenning plak. coz all his songs are damn meaningful sia. i love songs that i can relate to then listen to it over and over again..then sedih sendirik. ahahakz!

aniway, i actually wanted to blog about something else. but i want to blog it with pictures. and the 2 gundus havent sent yet. so i'll blog it when i got the pics!

OK BYE!

♥

2008-11-15T00:40:00.002+08:00

♥

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY BITCHES!

ahahahkz! the rest of us are turning 20..they just turned 19! ahahakz! how fast time flies...the next thing you know, there'll be wedding pictures! but aniway, may all your wishes come true! have a happy happy birthday! ((:

2008-11-12T18:47:00.004+08:00

ok. zaini finally got his barblades! all thanx to me! nice right.....!! and i got my VS package too! yayness! and i still think osman's barblade is nicest.

aniway, zaini got another job. at orchards tower but different bar. i accompany him to the 'downunder bar'. at first zaini didnt want to go cause the place like so dead. but while we were eating at sakura, the person called and asked him to come down to the bar. ahahahakz! so zaini had no choice but to go for it. and of course, he got the job ah. and he's starting on friday. now the both of us got job! which pay the same rate too! cool ah...

oh! and i got another job offer. same position as the airport one but this is more to the hotel line. its under the marina bay sands company! skali get to work at the upcoming IR. who dont want sia! but i'm not sure if i should go for the interview. i still havent start on the airport job btw. and the interview is on a school day! shyte sia~! i thought maybe i could just give it try. but i canot skip school oready.....so how? and if i dunt go for the interview, skali they blacklist me. then in the future i canot apply for the job. then wasted opportunity right? think ida think.

aniway, i just found out about the 'most hated family in america'. wah! damn extreme sia. they go to soldiers who died in iraq funeral and said they deserve to die and they despise gays. and even set-up websites godhatestheworld.com , godhatesamerica.com....and i dunoe sumore got what ah. although whatever shes preaching is quite true..and shes only doing it according to the bible. but still, who is she to say that we will all burn in hell? they even said that heath ledger is burning in hell because he was gay in brokback mountain. like stupid lor but interesting. so if you got nothing to do, go check out.

OK BYE!!

♥

2008-11-11T06:13:00.002+08:00

this was done by zaini when he was still madly in love with me! ahahahhakz! but now not animore.............................!! gemok, i very angry you know!

my eyes are like so fucking itchy. i wish i could take it out and scratch it! ahahkz! and now its red and swollen..! irritating...

slept quite early last night cause my laptop lag like fuck. so fucking slow that i fell asleep. zaini called at 1am..but i cannot rmbr what we talk about. ahahkz! then i woke up at 5.30am. dunt know why also! and now, i cannot sleep back. so i'm just gona blog about random stuff till i get bored and fall asleep!

yesterday i went to school,like finally. it was my 4th day in school! ahahahkz! wtf. and my 2nd time for yesterday class. i fucking force myself to school. and i dint even sleep the night before. and my stupid laptop died on me again. some stupid file was missing so it couldn't start windows. so sent it to IT helpdesk. waited for 2 fucking hours!! and they said they had to reformat it. so had to wait another 3hours! irritating siolz. so to summarise my day at school yesterdae, it was boring and i dint do anything! but, its a good thing i came for yesterday class coz maimunah said the next few lessons gona be about hotel..casino..something that i'm more interested in.

and i just rmbr something. i didnt do evaluation and rj. oh fuck. now i'm gona get 'D'! school still sucks!

and i'm suppose to have school today but i oready go an 'N' grade. so for what come right? luckily, its FCM. so i dun't have to wait till 2nd semester to retake the module. means, i can take a diff module next semester..which also means, i got 2modules to retake nxt yr. BAH~! can someone go school for me please?!!

aniway, my VS package coming soon! wo0tz! hopefully by this week. btw, how long does it usually takes if use international shipping ah? coz zaini's barblade taking centuaries to arrive ah!they use ship eh? fucking slow lah can. zaini been waiting for it since he got job to now, jobless! ahahakz!

ok. i think i getting sleepy oready. maybe meeting gemok later. ((:

OK BYE!!

♥

2008-11-09T22:00:00.005+08:00

today

accompany ery to akiff's gig. we got lost trying to find the place. when we finally found the place, we ran up the stairs cause we thought we were already late for his performance. but it turns out, it just started and akiff's band was the 3rd one. all the bands were quite good actually. we stayed and watched till the 4th band then we went to eat at mac cause tong seng closed! then home sweet home!

saturday

met up with the pri schmates. we went to eat at simpang bedok. there were 10 of us including zaini. we talked and talked for 3hrs i think. then took many pics while waiting for the bus. then zaini walk me home then he went off to watch soccer at helmi's hse.

p/s: shahidah and sharifah, sent the pics!!!!!

♥

2008-11-08T01:00:00.004+08:00

ahahkz! some random picture for viewing pleasure. coz my blog seems too plain w/o a pic..ahahkz!

aniway, i'm very excite! i got the job. yayness! i'm not broke anymore.but theres bad news too. now zaini the broke one! ahahkz! then he so sad..that he almost cried! ahahahhahahahkz! like girl ah..ahahkz! actually, he dint cry lah..but he like so sad like that. you know why? coz he cannot work with his gay partner/scandal oready. ahahkz! haiyah...dunt sad anymore ok, gemok? (:

btw if you want to know why zaini got 'retired', i tell you why. he so stoopid, he go fight with the manager. but the manager stoopider ah! fire people over small things. so today, zaini plan was to talk to the manager to vent his anger about how the boss treating the staff with no respect and about smoking break. so i followed him back to work..and waited outside while he went in. then after lyk almost 1/2hr..he finally came out and walk out the club. step fighter only this guy! ahahkz! so now he's jobless for being a hero! but pau called him and said," BECAUSE OF YOU, EVERYBODY CANNOT GO TOILET!" ahahahkz! just like how pau say, hero always die first.

so aniway, yes! i got the job! but now i'm not sure if i'm free on 21nov-23nov! shyte~! but its ok. if i got work, i'll try ask for the morning shift. then can still go out aft that! ((:

the job is GUEST RELATION OFFICER at airport. i still not sure the job scope though and dunt worry, i dint quit school! just incase you thought i did!

OK BYE!

iloveyou..
♥
zaini last word,
"can lose anything but cannot lose face"

2008-11-06T21:25:00.002+08:00

i've got an interview tomorrow at 3pm and i'm oready feeling nervous about it. i think i wunt get the job coz they probably want a full-timer. but then, i've put in my resume that i wanted a part-time job and that i will be graduating in 2009 but they called. so wtf~! just go for it. if i get the job then good for me! i wunt be so broke then. moreover, its quite near! and if i dunt, then too bad! i have to go look for another..BAH~! and guess what, i dunt even know what the job scope is. i only know the job tittle, but i dunt know what it does! ahahkz! i'll keep you people in suspend what job it is ah..if i get the job then i tell. ahahakz!!

and zaini got his pay yesterday! yay! can go shopping! ahahahhakz! aniway, the other day it was zaini's first ride with me. ahahahkz! it was a manual car btw. we went to take the car and go fetch my mum. after dropping him off, i ask him how was it..he said "pecahh rabak" ahahahakz!! but hey, i manage to drive that car till KKH okay...and it dint stall in the middle of expressway or hit any car. means good enough! (: i can't wait for 21,22,23 nov!

ok bye!!

iloveyou,gemok!
♥

2008-11-04T02:20:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 22ND MONTHSARY!

thank you again for the stupid, crazy little things you do

that made me hate you and love you! ahahkz!

iloveyou fuckloads!!

yours truly,

iida

2 :45:00AM

♥♥♥

have you ever wish you dint know the things you know now? like how somethings are better left unsaid. would you tell the truth that draw a tear or a lie that draw a smile? have you ever thought, if you dint do it that way..that things would have been better? have you ever wish you dint say the things you said?

i'm only 19, but i feel like i'm already 40. so many responsibilities, worries..! i guess i've been having the sleepless night due to too much thinking. everynight i'll think of random things. from money to death..to relationship..to friends..everything. then i'll suddenly cry. ahahkz! maybe its just PMS. but i feel like i've been living my life with full of regrets and it frustrates me that i can't do anything to the past. all the " if only...."! sigh.

and some random thoughts,

why some people delete their blog when they have a breakup? maybe its a way to forget the memories..but you know how you will forgive but not forget? and then when you have a new partner, you open another blog..then break, delete. like irritating kan? i'm not directing it to anyone in particular..but its like a trend nowadays!
why some people who love to brag about their life and they don't get it why they have haters. its like they obviously asking for it.
why some people are proud of things that they shouldnt be proud of.
why say you're proud to be a muslim, and you're proud to do things against the religion?

i dunt understand this kind of people, seriously. and i dunt even know why i bother to think and wonder. hahakz!

aniway, theres 1hr more before zaini finish work! yay! (:

imissyou, gemok! ♥

2008-11-01T17:43:00.002+08:00

so many things happened in oct. but now, oct have past. hopefully, this month things will get better.

aniway,
i think i'm addicted to online shopping. whenever i go online, conferm go shop for clothes! even if i planned to just see..later i'll end up buying it. and a few daes ago, i got my package from VS! ahahkz! happy happy! (: since i'm using my mum's card, i can pay her back slowly. for now, i'm damn broke. i seriously need a job!

i think i need sleeping pills. for the past few weeks, i can't sleep. i'll always end up sleeping at 4am or 7am. luckily, still holiday. nxt wk sch reopen how? cannot skip oready sia. i dunt want to repeat another year. for now, i know i need to repeat another semester. but hopefully, not another year! bah~!

our 2nd anniversary coming soon!! and i seriously can't wait to spend some romantic time with zaini! ahahakz! i dunt want anything..i just want to be with him! (:
2 more months...((((: iloveyou darling!

lastly, HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY ERMA! ((:

iloveyou...
♥

2008-10-29T20:19:00.002+08:00

well, my grandfather passed away last night. it's the first time i saw someone 'tgh nazak', it's the first time i kiss the 'mayat'..and its a very emotional moment for me! eventhough i wasnt close to my grandfather, seeing him in that state is scary and sad.

due to that, havent had a single sleep since yesterday. coz he passed away at 11.30pm..so called everyone to come and all...by the time i reached home, it was almost 4am...then woke up at 5.30am..get ready coz the 'mandi mayat' is at 8am...since my dad is the oldest son, he have to reach first..everything ended at 4pm...

i left and went to meet zaini since my nenek hse is at hougang too. lepak with him, faisal and shameer. then home sweet home!

i got dark circles oready.............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-26T00:12:00.002+08:00

how come we're afraid of dying but we're not afraid of doing all the sins?

the other day, i had a dream that i broke my tooth. old people say, if you dreamt you broke your tooth, it means that someone around you will die. so when i had that dream, i thought it would be my grandfather. coz he's been really really sick for the past few months. and now, he's like on his deathbed. moreover, his been uttering 3-digit numbers. the other day, when i went to visit him, he ask " no. 102 dah balek?". we'll just laugh it out and said "dah".

so anyway, when i had that dream, i thought it would be him. but i dint tell anyone. then i started worrying what if it was someone close to me. like zaini...or my parents..or my friends..! then this morning, i got a call from nadia, my pri sch friend. she said 'sardine' mom passed away! (innalilah wa innalilahi rajiun)

'sardine' is my pri sch bestfriend. her real name is sadrina btw. i was fucking shock ah. just a few days ago i asked her how her mom, she said she's doing fine..and suddenly, the mum gone! sedih kan...

then i started to think, what if it happened to me..confirm i cry like shyte sia eventhough i dunt like my mom. you know, like the person you see everyday suddenly not there anymore. and some more its your MOTHER. if you get what i mean. sedih lah sia....

i hope 'sardine' is strong enough to go thru this. and hopefully, she will change to a better person! less clubbing, less drinking, less sex! ahahahkz!

okbye!!

iloveyou..
♥

2008-10-23T03:26:00.003+08:00

i think i'm gona hit depression anytime soon.
i hate the feeling.

2008-10-22T18:04:00.004+08:00

If I Were A Boy

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they think that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don’t understand (and you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy…

2008-10-19T00:47:00.002+08:00

it feels good to have my girlfriends again! so nowadaes, been meeting 2 of my pri sch besties. ifa and sad. the other day, we went shopping at far east then went shesha at arab st. and just chill together! its good that we're trying to make time for each other..catching up and stuff since we usually see each other atleast TWICE A YEAR! so imagine when we meet, confirm got alot to talk about. its fun!

and i like it when people asked how long we know each other. and we will say " since primary school" at the same time! ahahkz! time flies so fast, and i realise i've known ifa for almost a decade! long or what~! ((:

eversince i met my pri sch friends, i realised i really have changed alot! i know i've changed..but not that alot ah..! so to have people you so-called grow up with saying how i used to be and all, made me realised. they said i used to be decent nonsense..but now, ermm..wild? hahakz! but i think i've only changed on the outside and not the inside. besides the fact that i've grown strangely quiet since the start of poly. other than that, i pretty much still the same me. i guess. hahakz! oh well, i'll mature.

and i miss my zaini like alot alot! i wish the time would go faster so i can meet my zaini now..
OK BYE!

iloveyou..
♥

2008-10-17T15:12:00.004+08:00

wednesday

went out with 2 of my pri sch besties. ifa and sad. since ifa had her off day and sad wanted to enjoy b4 sch reopens, we went clubbing at butter factory. met up with ifa and had our dinner at ramen 10. after sad came, we went mini shoppynk coz ifa wanted to look for a top. bought the top and we cabbed to robertson quay coz we didnt know where butter factory was! ahahkz! we searched the whole robertson quay and finally found it! the place look empty! but we just went in anyways.

inside, we were approached by a few guys. we hot stuff or what~! ahahahhakz!! this bald guy bought us a jug and expected us to go zouk with him. he danced with us..drink with us...but we still dint want to go with him. after he left..another 2 guys came. they danced with us..and bought for us another jug. one of the guy was all over ifa and sad went missing to god knows wer..so i chat with the other guy. then i went to look for sad. she was outside chatting with this guy..so i joined her..by then, the club was closing. and the guy friends came. there were 6 of them. sad left me and ifa and she went off with her ex. so we hang out outside the club together. we hang out till 4 i think...then we went to eat at river valley. one of the guy was driving.

then zaini came after work. coz i told him i was with ifa and 6 other guys. he got angry! so i cabbed back with ifa. only to realised i dunt have enough money! so i dropped at hougang..and waited for zaini under his blok. we talked and stuff..after some tears, hugs and kisses. we ok oready! stayed at his house for awhile to watch "friends" then home sweet home!

thursday

met up with zaini coz initially, planned to go dbl O with his workmates again. but cancelled. so we went pasir ris. wanted to watch movie but none was interesting. we packed subway and off to the park. stayed till 1am..then home sweet home!

and ifa scolded me wen she found out about my "zainida"..she nag nag nag! ahahkz! and a few guys at the club also ask me what it means. and i proudly told them its my boyfriend name and my name! ((:

iloveyou zaini, and trust me, i wouldn't cheat on you! we've known each other for almost 5yrs.. you should know what kind of person i am. and you should know how much iloveyou! you'll always be my only one! i fucking swear!!! ((:

iloveyou..
♥

2008-10-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

today was hmmm....went to school halfway! actually, didnt even step into school. i took 168 to woodland, then last min decided not to go! ahahkz! stupid, i know.

so i took the bus back to tamp and went my grandma hse to take a temporary hp coz mine was sent for repair. stayed for awhile there, when my uncle suggest we go fetch my aunt at toa payoh and have lunch with her because he wanted to see me drive. so i drove the uncle and the grandma to toa payoh! sanggop he buy for me the 'P' plate coz mine was left in my dad car.

my uncle car was manual!! so wth~! the car stall alot of times even during u-turn! ahahhakz! so the journey to toa payoh was full of panic and shouting! ahhakz! i tink now i prefer my dad than my uncle. my uncle damn noisy lah...! but the journey back to tamp was rather smooth coz i kinda got used to the car oready. AND AND! my parking improved! straight seh~! (:

so now i can drive my uncle car coz he told me to leave the 'P' plate in his car just incase i wana use the car! ((:

so whoever wana go rounding with me, please buy insurance first. and before you go in the car, mengucap and selawat banyak2! ahahkz!

and and i bought myself a dress for this wed! do you how long ive not shop!! freaking long ah! coz i've been damn broke..still havent pay my bills. i was walking alone around tamp looking for a shop that sells charger, but i stumble upon this dress. the best part, it was on sale! so i bought it! i'm a happy girl! ((:

after this, i dunt think i'll be shopping anytime soon. have to pay bills and pay ery back. -_-!!
and i'm freaking jobless!!! BAH~!

iloveyou..
♥

2008-10-11T17:41:00.004+08:00

WEDNESDAY

this is only half of us..

the only 2 pics i have..will upload more soon..!

SATURDAY: jln raya

THURSDAY: dbl O

FRIDAY: WOC raya

more coming soon....

2008-10-11T15:48:00.003+08:00

for the past 3days, my days is packed with activities!

wednesday:
hari raya with the pri schmates. it was AWESOME! coz 3/4 of the malay peeps in the 'class' turned up! all the long-lost faces..like shahidah begum and liyana! everyone havent really changed and most of the guys already got their bike license..but since me and ramadan dint drive, the guys left their bike and took the bus together! jiwe mah..! sadly for me, zaini dint come along coz he was tired and had to work! grrrr............!! we jln raye till 12..then home sweet home!

thursday:
dbl O with zaini and his workmates! it was fun! before that, me and zaini went to highlight our hair. now we look like mat rep and minah rep! ahahahkz! aniway, we stayed at dbl O till lights on..aft dbl O, we went RAV club to continue drinking. by then i was damn tired oready sia! stayed till 7am...then home sweet home! zaini sleepover my hse till 2pm.

friday:
jalan raye with the WOC! so aft zaini left to changed, at 4 they came to fetch me..then fetch fezmi and off to syaf's hse! shameer drive lorry! ahahhakz! it was fun! at night, it was freaking cold and when we were at the expressway, the wind was so damn syiok! can sleep sia. we jln raye till 2am..then home sweet home!

pics will be uploaded when i have them! ok?ok!

iloveyou...
♥

2008-10-06T23:20:00.003+08:00

i love marie digby!!
i think i'm starting to get obsess with her. her voice damn nice ah..and she damn talented! and all her original songs are so nice! the lyrics are very meaningful. i think tmr i wana go get her cd. ahahakz! sanggop....!

this is one of her song. love it!!

go listen to all her original songs. consperm you like sia! very nice! ok?ok!

BYE!

iloveyou..
♥

2008-10-04T23:40:00.004+08:00

GOOD NEWS!

i got my driving license oready! ((:
BUT! my parking still fail terribly! ahahakz! went out with my parents awhile ago to get used to the car. i drove to lau pa sat then back home..but when it comes to the parking part, my dad was damn frustrated with me! ahahhakz! reverse pergi..reverse balik...the car still senget! then he angry! ahahhakz! leks ah father..! atleast i nvr hit any car wat...! kan? kan? good enough oready!

so if can, tmr driving the boyfriend and the bestfriend around! he gave the green light earlier on when i asked, but after tonight, hopefully he havent changed his mind! ahahhakz! shyte~!

aniway, this wed jalan raya with the pri schmates!!!! YAY!! miss them alot alot! this tyme, i heard, the response were better than last yr. so hopefully, theres no last min back out!! if not, we'll end up at sha's hse again watching dvd and ordering pizza! ahahkz! wo0tz! can't wait!

then on fri, jalan raye with the WOC! wee~! its either me & shameer driving or we take the public transport! still havent decide! so we'll just see how it goes on fri..wo0tz!

and i feel like quitting school!!!!! eversince school reopens, i only came to school 2 times!! wth~! actually, i didnt want to skip for the last 2 weeks. but that time kena hospitalized from mon-thurs...then the following week, hari raye! ahahkz! self-declared holiday ah sia! but i promised myself to come from nxt wk onwards. if not, i have to repeat another yr! tak sanggop..!! so yeah, SCHOOL! HERE I COME!

and before i forget..........

HAPPY 21st MONTHSARY DARLING!!!

3 more months, can trade new one oready! ahahahkz!

iloveyou! muuacks!

ok bye!

2008-09-30T20:20:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
yay! yay! dah raya...!!!

i'm happy that i got my fringe rebonded and it turned out the way i want it. had my hair coloured though the colour ain't so obvious. got my henna done! and i've lost weight!! i lost like 6kg! ahahkz! alot or what! but i still look fat lah sia.. but still i'm satisfied!

we got our couple baju raya! very happy! i dunnoe what colour it is ah..but i think i'm gona wear it alot of time! it was love at first sight! so yeah, i'm very very happy! but, i havent have the money to buy my makeup stuff! coz i still have alot of stuff to pay!! shyte man...means, most of my collection money will be used to pay the bills. -_-

last night, ery came my hse to bake! she came ard 9pm...we make chocolate cookies, honey cornflakes and chocolate cornflakes! and most of the chocolate cookies end up toasted! ahahhkz! but still edible! then i made marble cake, which dint turn out the way it was supposed to be! so tonight i want to try again! aniway, we stayed up till nxt morning baking and playing SIMS 2! ahahhakz! damn funny ah! we made the sims look damn retarded then make it damn hot and then came out with stupid names! ahahkz! by 6++ we were like dead fish!

i was supposed to have my car prac at 7am...but luckily, postponed! i was motherfucking tired oready sia! after ery left, i bath and sleep till 5pm! so good luck to me ah on thurs! ahahkz! HOPEFULLY, i pass! wish me luck! ((:

ok bye!

iloveyou..
♥

2008-09-26T18:58:00.001+08:00

i miss my baby...

thank you for being there for me when i was in great pain and boredness!

thank you for the food you brought everyday, which end up 'basi' because i dint eat it!

thank you for making me laugh everytime!

thank you for staying with me through the night until the nurse 'halau' you..!

thank you for the hugs and kisses!

thank you for giving me the strenght to go thru it when i felt like giving up countless times!

thank you for wiping my tears!

iloveyou darling..i swear i do! i wouldnt want to trade you for anyone else or for a million bux! ((: no words can describe how much iloveyou and how much you mean to me! iloveyou ruzaini bin hashim! hahahkz!

muuacks!♥

2008-09-23T16:09:00.002+08:00

pain. sleepless nights. bored.
god, please give me strenght to go thru this.

suddenly, i miss home!

2008-09-21T20:34:00.002+08:00

i want you to know, i always love you and i'll miss you! thinking bout it, i feel like crying already. all the mixed emotions. i feel like backing out, but i can't. so for these last few hrs, all i want now, is to spent a little more time with you.

aniway, my hp is partially spoilt, again! when i press the '4' keypad, the screen will go blank! so if you msg me, and the werds i reply are all jumble up, go figure ah! this is why, i prefer nokia phones! i want to go get a new phone oready ah! zaini darling, our 2nd anniversary, we go get new phones ah!! ok? ok!

BYE!

iloveyou..
♥

2008-09-20T15:33:00.002+08:00

yesterday was damn damn tiring. went for the checkup. met up with zaini at hougang and cabbed to the hospital coz we were late! the appt was at 9.55am..but we reached a few mins late. we were there from 10am-4pm! we could have spent a shorter time there but we had to meet the tak-perlu people there and talk about the same thing! ahahkz! and also wait for the porter! ahahahkz!! damn slow lah sia! might as well just tell us where it is and we go there ourselves ah..
after meeting the doctor, thought can go home oready..skali have to meet this person then do blood tests...haiyah...leceh! after we were done with the whole thing...

cabbed back home to changed. met up with syaf and erma at paya lebar and waited for fezra and helmi. the rest were late! we ended up breakfasting by the road side! when they finally came, we walked ard geylang till 11pm...then bused back to hougang and i cabbed home from there!

and today, breakfasting with the sec schmates! yayness!

oh! i'll be MIA from mon-wed! so dunt look for me in school or at home! ok?ok!

hari raye coming soon!!
ok bye!

iloveyou..
♥

2008-09-18T12:43:00.002+08:00

its a boring day.
and yes, i'm in school. ((:

iloveyou..
♥

2008-09-16T13:11:00.002+08:00

i think some people are being so inconsiderate and thoughtless.
sesungguhnye aku berpuase!

aniway, i'm in school like finally.. and its theatre appreciation module today. not bad. the faci is so hyper and cute. she's like jumping ard. i hope this module doesn't require role-play! i hate to act.
tmr no school! so i probably go my prac. coz i'm left with 2more weeks before my tp! dammit. and i only have my wkends free..and wed, if i got no fyp meeting.

i'm so looking forward this friday! break fast with the WOC..hopefully that idiot shameer rent a car or lorry so that we dunt have to take the bus! and this friday, me and zaini wana get our 2nd couple baju raye! still not sure what colour though. wo0! excited!

i'm sooo hungry! didnt sahur today. so later after school, i want to go home and sleep till buker time! ahahkz!

ok bye!

iloveyou..
♥

2008-09-16T08:31:00.001+08:00

i'm in school lah seh~!

2008-09-12T23:20:00.002+08:00

cheeeebyee.......!!

who change my rp school password!!? irritating sia..when i smangat want to go school..something had to go wrong. 1st, the laptop charger which exploded months ago. 2nd, cannot login to leo because havent pay school fees. and now, my password kene changed! shithole. making my rp life so much harder! ahahkz! i have to reach school early to go line up and loan school laptop. now, i have to go IT helpdesk to reset my password. leceh ah!!

today, luckily i opened the letterbox. got 2 letter from school. of course about my attendance. if i dunt go school by 17 sep, kene dismiss frm school! wth~! i onle miss 6 lessons seh~! 2 times for 2 modules and once for the other 2 modules! alot meh? baru start skolah..lek ah..!

the other day i dint go coz i dint know what class! the other day because initially i had to go checkup. today, go accompany zaini pay his fine coz he dint know the place. the other days, i lazy! ahhahkz! so i only lazy 3days wat~! why they so like dat?!

aniway, finally got to meet zaini yesterday and today. yesterday i got so mad at zaini, i took a bus to vivo! ahahkz! emo there ah..while eating long john! then when we ok oready, i went to meet him at hougang. hang out with faisal, fir, wan and shameer till 1am+...then cabbed home.

today, luckily he didnt overslept again! so we met up early, went newton to pay his fines then we walk ard orchard. went home at 3pm..coz he had work at 5pm. i'm a happy girl. hopefully, i get to meet him tmr morning again to go check up! been postponing the checkup since last wk. so zaini, you better not oversleep again!!!! MUST go sia.

today, i finally went to go visit my grandfather. just me and my dad. my grandfather got his bed! the hospital bed! so cool ah! then, he was craving nasi briyani. so the 3 of us, me, my dad and my granfather went out to go look for one! we went changi and bridge road but the place was renovating. in the end, we bought at 'zam zam'! then, he wanted to see geylang. so my dad drove past geylang to make him happy! then back to my grandma hse..eat..and stayed for awhile. then home sweet home!

now, i want to sleep! my much needed beauty sleep! ahahkz!

ok bye!

iloveyou..
♥

2008-09-09T23:23:00.003+08:00

i miss my zaini..!! havent seen him since last sat. i wonder how he look like now..ahahahkz! maybe got misai oready! ahahahhakz! ugly sia! to zaini, you better go shave it the nxt time i see you.

well, supposedly meet him today. but that idiot sleep like there's no tomorrow. called him like 72times! i thought mayb after we go to the place then maybe i can go break fast with him before he go work..but all my dreams and hopes shattered! its been so long since we last have a good long talk. sometimes i wait up till he finish work to talk to him. but always got distractions or he too tired. and other times, he's rushing to work. damn sad ok.

why is my boyfriend always so busy!!!

aniway, tmr hopefully i get to break fast with the bitches! coz havent meet them wayy longer. but my dad just told me today that the doctor say, my grandfather might not be around for long. and he told me to go visit him tmr before its too late.

eventhough i'm not close to my grandfather but to hear that news, its like damn sad ah. i feel bad that when my dad ask me to follow him go meet my grandfather, i'll give excuses not to go. but now, i hope he gets better soon.

and now, i want to complain!!!
doesnt mean they live in my house they dunt have to do the chores or do some helping out atleast. and the only thing she do is hang out the clothes. for all the months they live here, they like not helping at all. and now the ramadan period. she could have atleast help my mum cook. but nooo....she sit in her room dunt know do what, when buker time, she come out..eat..then go back in the room. didnt even help to clean. damn frustrating lah! i thought if got this makcik, then atleast can help keep the house clean ah..since you know..old ppl they like to do housework..like my encik. but no!

the cucu lagi worst. dah lah tak puase! the only time i saw her puase was the 1st day! that one fine ah...now since there are 5 ppl in the hse, my mum tend to cook alot. but they sanggop buy outside food and eat. like irritating giler sia. esp. si shasha, ngada-ngada nak mampos. dah lah tak tolong langsung in the house. then shout here shout there mcm mak bapak dier nyer rumah!

i find this kind of ppl very irritating sia. my parents let them stay for free pon..atleast do something pleasing ah. the least thing i expect the makcik to do for now is to help my mum cook for buker time. she nvr go help my dad at his shop anymore, and she stay at home all day so dunt tell me she tired ah! and the least thing shasha can do is help me to serve it on the table. is that like so much to ask?! sometimes i wish i could tell them off seh. grrr...make me damn angry ah.

when i was living at my aunt hse for 6mths, i still help her cook and clean the house. eventhough she is my aunty, you are living at people hse what..not your own hse. you know what i mean?

seriously, i cant wait for them to move out. i'm not being selfish or whatsoever. but i tink my family is much much happier just the 3 of us. theres so much i want to complain but i tink it will be toooooo long!

ok bye!

iloveyou..
♥

2008-09-08T03:32:00.002+08:00

a few more mins till zaini finish work.
and its the 8th day of ramadan.
22 more days to go!

skipping school today and tomorrow for a reason.
but i'll go school thurs onwards. ok?ok!

2008-09-07T02:35:00.002+08:00

thank you darling for the shopping today! (:
i feel so bad seh..coz you spent quite alot on me..especially for this month. thank you once again!

yesterday we went out buker with fezra and helmi at geylang. dear zaini dint sleep one whole day and he still have to go work at 10pm just now. kesian dier~! and when we were at geylang, got this lady looking for her missing child. siallah. how to find sia..! if it was me, i oso kanchong spider sia! dunt know if she have found her child yet..but gud luck ah!

aniway, during buker time, we were joking alot. and zaini damn talkative when he's tired! talk talk talk! ahahahkz! but damn funny sia! with his face expression! you should see sia! irritating nak mampos..! ahahkz!

but yesterday, he was like the sweetest thing. bring me shopping, then still send me home when he is damn tired and quite late for work. awww....iloveyou seh! ((:
ahahkz! so yeah, hopefully he survive at work! missing him oready...

ok bye!

iloveyou..
♥

2008-09-06T02:38:00.002+08:00

awak! got this bridal competition..'feed & eat' can win $2000 or $4000 cash if i not wrong! ahahkz! nak? i just need to feed you 1kg of cake and you eat it as fast as you can! then can win oready liau! ahahkz! you the only fastest eater i know on the surface of the earth. everybody else will agree too. ahahahkz! how? (:

2008-09-06T00:33:00.004+08:00

i got 4modules this semester. which means, if i get GPA 2 or higher for this semester, i only need to repeat 1module nxt yr for the 1st semester. yay?

aniway, when i think again, even if i graduate by jan, i dun't think i'll immediately go find a job. and if i want to go uni, the nxt intake is ard sept. so i still sempat rite? see, always look on the bright side! oh! plus i have extra time to complete my CE pts! ahakz! i need 13more pts!!! idiot.

anyway, i got to eat bubur masjid for the past 2 days! happy but disappointing coz the bubur wasn't that nice! but better than nothing! and its already the 6th day of ramadan! time flies so fast..soon it will be HARI RAYA! hope i get my license by then..!

my nxt tp test is 2nd oct! pray for me! this time i'm gona use my lucky slipper! ahahhkz! coz the past tp test, i used this shoe which i end up having blisters. stupid rite! in the end fail! idiot!
i think i can only drive barefooted coz when i use shoe, i canot feel how much pressure i'm putting on the clutch. so yeah, wish me luck on 2nd oct! (:

eh! check this out!

cool or what!!

ok bye!

iloveyou..

♥

2008-09-04T21:48:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 20TH MONTHSARY!

thank you for the 20mths of pure hell and heaven too! ahahkz!

iloveyou darling..!

((:

2008-09-03T21:03:00.002+08:00

orang kat geylang kecoh kape?! ahakz! luckily didnt go geylang today. coz its raining lyk shyte! but, the worst part is i didnt get to meet zaini today! now i have to wait till sat to meet him...haiyah..! but i hope i get to see him tmr..awhile oso can ah! coz tmr our 20th monthsary! ((:
happy happy!

and this morning i went to school to meet my module chair....! good news, i wunt have to repeat 12modules IF i get a GPA 2 or higher for this semester...but i will need to repeat both my 'E' module nxt yr for 1 semester! like what yanti said. and she trying to put me in another elective class so that nxt yr i only need to repeat 1module! worst come to worst, i repeat 2 module nxt yr! therefore, please remind me to stop skipping classes!

tmr start school oready sia! excited? not really! lazy got ah! and i still havent buy my laptop charger!! how? have to loan school laptop again! and now got 3 diff class! conferm 1 day i go wrong class! ahahkz!

ok bye!

HAPPY 20th MONTHSARY DARLING!!
iloveyou..!
♥

2008-09-01T20:33:00.002+08:00

who want to go geylang with me?! i want to go ah!! stupid zaini working...then i got no one else in mind! coz some might be going terawih. beep me leh~!

aniway, since today is the first day of ramadan, and to stop me from feeling hungry, i slept till 6pm! ahahkz! so when i woke up, i bathe..play game..watch korean drama..then dah buke! didnt feel hungry at all! and now, i'm so damn bored at home!

btw, how to know if you need to repeat the modules ah? coz i got 'E' for 2 modules..but when i check my school schedule, i only have 3 modules nxt semester! as in, new modules ah..then i check email, they never say anithing...means wat? no need to repeat or what? or isit because i got too many modules to repeat, they gave up on me!? ahahkz! haiyahh...leceh ah!

ok bye!

iloveyou..
♥

2008-09-01T00:10:00.002+08:00

went baybeats yesterday. met up with ery, nab, fi, shaz and jason at the esplanade. saw a few others, some pretend not to see..some pretend they don't know you! so the kanak-kanak..! i think you should know who you are..!

but aniway, i had fun! and nab brought her camera which can zoom zoom your face till can see the pores! ahahkz! (camera kau kalah ah faisal!ahahkz!) then we watch this australian band performed at the arena.. then after nab left, there were me, ery, zaini, hamdan and fi. we left esplanade and walked to raffles. ard 11+, we trained back! coz again, zaini wana go catch his soccer at 12am..! so home sweet home!

and today, my cousin treat me to seoul garden coz since its gona be the fasting month tmr and he's going back to france soon! something embarassing happened, it was the weekend, so the price was 18.99++..and he only got 40bux while i only have 2bux! skali the bill came up to 55bux! ahahkz! kanchong skejap! but luckily, he got his mastercard ah! we really ate all we can sia. we sat there like 3hrs! but its not like we ate alot..we were eating slowly! fucking full ah..then he told me he farted along the way! ahakz! oh! he also brought tupperware and smuggle dimsum!! ahahhakz! of all thing he can take, he took the dimsums! typical singaporean sia..

tonite is the beginning of the ramadan! yayness! lose weight time! and and, i waited one whole year to eat 'bubur masjid'!! ahhaahkz! so i think you probably gona see me lining up for one at darul gufran everyday or the al-isghtifar! wah!! can't wait!! or it will be great if you kind enough to deliver it to my house! ((: ok?ok!

oh! alamak! cannot hold hand with zaini, cannot kiss him, cannot hug him oready ah... for one month! haiyah.....batal puase!

kepade umat-umat islam, selamat berpuasa! puase! jgn tak puase! jgn macam sesetengah org..beli roti prata kari ikan campur, makan bawa blok pakai plastic! ahahahkz! dan jgn nak step uzur! ok?ok!bye!

iloveyou..
♥

2008-08-30T02:09:00.002+08:00

i'm having this feeling! wonderful and excited kinda feeling! actually, i shouldnt be feeling so..instead i should be feeling worried and scared. I was at first, after i read about it..but after i read this particular post, i have this i-wish-it-was-me kinda feeling! haiyah...i wish i could say it here...but i can't! ahahakz!

aniway, i got to meet zaini yesterday! happy but damn angry lah...1st, he had to go work when he supposedly have his off day but luckily he start at 9pm...2nd, he bubble me again!! so that left me with just a few hrs of quality time with him! OH! 3rd, he never share his chocolate biscuit with me!!! ahahkz! LOKEK!

despite the little time we have, i still enjoy myself! ((:
i love love love love love him alot! and the thought of him makes me blush and smile like crazy!

ok bye!!

iloveyou
♥

2008-08-28T18:12:00.004+08:00

results are out. and lets just say, i think i wunt be graduating by jan! kwang..kwang..kwang..! coz i think i need to repeat 7modules altogether! from yr1 till yr3! and the shytiest thing now is, i dunt even know my 2nd semester modules and my class coz i havent pay school fees! hahakz! idiot sia! i so hate school! feel like quiting sia...! the good thing is, i pass my fyp 1! and out of the 4modules, i still manage to pass 2! but i think still need to retake! coz D+! cheeeeeebyyyeee!!

you know, i'm thinking of taking private school. course in hotel management and i check out, the raffles academy, the course fee is only $7,800, 8mths institutional training! or camford business school but it takes 18mths! haiyahh...please tell me what i should do?!! confuse!

aniway, tmr i finally get to meet zaini after 5days! yayness! and and, i got a freaking sunburn on my nose! stupid ery wana go swimming the other day. we ended up toasted! ahahahkz! not really toasted ah...but quite toasted! ahahkz! ok bye!!

iloveyou..
♥

2008-08-24T18:16:00.002+08:00

yesterday was fun yet disappointing! met up with zaini to accompany him back to work to collect his tips. then we went to eat with his workmates at lido kfc. talk talk talk laugh laugh laugh. then back to orchard towers. coz some of them had to work while i and zaini went to follow 'wildbeardevil' to teach him how to use messenger. ahahkz!

before we knew it, we were late for the firewerks. while rushing to the mrt station.....! zaini had to broke his slippers! of all timing in the world, he had to broke his slippers!! wah..damn annoying sia! so had to go far east and bought new slippers! ahahkz! stupid sia!

by the time we walked out of far east, i can already hear the sound of the firewerks! i was so damn disappointed ah!! its always like dat!! and the most annoying thing is, i always missed the firewerks if i'm with zaini! suay ah! ahahhahakz! i got angry with him for awhile. he still got the cheek to cheer me up by saying " u still get to smell the firewerk nyer asap!"

when we reached cthall, we went to look for ery and the others. we ended up going one round before meeting them at raffles city! met them for awhile then trained back coz zaini wana catch his soccer at 12am...! so yeah! home sweet home!

it was a fun day but deep inside, i was damn sad! ahahahkz!
ok bye!!

iloveyou
♥

2008-08-19T23:31:00.006+08:00

Today had lunch with ery. Supposedly to go do hair treatment..but i was late! and she have tutoring at 4pm. So we went marina square to play pool/bowling..but because i was damn hungry, we went to eat first. we ate at pizza hut! by the time we finish eating, it was 4pm! ahahkz! and joti was on her way meeting us. We met joti for awhile then she was off to school! She university oready mah...! so cleaver ah that bitch! ahakz!

Aniway, me and ery trained back..and i head home! and shes been pestering me to go swimming with her since the other day! fat pig! hahahakz! i hope she find a boyfriend real soon! *cross finger*

i miss my zaini. even if i get to spend one whole day with him. i still misses him a whole lot. and the worst part is to miss him even when he is right beside me. now that he is busy with work and even if we communicate most of the time on the phone, its not the same. you know what i mean? haiyahh....i hate his job! wait! i hate HIM for choosing that job. but what to do, as the girlfriend, i have to support him since that is what he is interested in. and if you know zaini, you will know that he is one stubborn person!

and eversince he started work, i have been staying up all night till he called or reached home. that explains why i can't wake up as early as i used to! this is also a way to avoid myself from getting angry too. coz whenever we planned to meet, he will always be late! but now, although he is still late, the duration i have to wait for him is shorter coz i now wake up almost the same timing as him! ahakz! clever ah...!

you know, being in the longest relationship for the first time, i'm learning alot and definitely sacrifice alot. i'm of course beyond content that this relationship lasted longer than i expect and i wish we will still be together 100years down the road. but i think i havent set my priorities right. i'm always thinking of someelse's happinest and not mine.

i've neglected school to be with zaini. i've neglected my friends to be with zaini. so now that zaini don't have the time for me, its time that i take this chance to change. now, i need to learnt time management! i don't want to be the typical girls who live for their boyfriends! i used to hate girls who forget their friends when they got a boyfriend. and i don't want to be that girl. i want to be the girl who can juggle everything perfectly. school, friends and boyfriend! i know, easier said than done. i really hope i can change. and i think i will! (:

on a different topic, HARI RAYA less than 2mths! yayness! ok!bye!

imissyou fuckloads!

♥

2008-08-16T23:48:00.003+08:00

i think i'm a selfish person. i don't like to share stuff with people except for some. but i got quite angry when my mum told me that shasha( my so-called sister ) borrowed my cardigan. wtf lah~! borrowed my stuff w/o even asking for my permission. i was damn irritated ah. entering my room w/o my permission was worst enough. luckily my mum didn't allow her to use the jacket that yanti bought for me for my b'dae. if not i'll be damn pissed off sia. and she damn clever ah...want to borrow my clothes when i'm not at home. she know my mum would give her choose herself..so she wait till i went out..then ask my mum! irritating or wat!! the next time, i think i'll lock my closet! ahahakz! yes, i'm a very selfish person when it comes to borrowing my stuff to unknown or people i dun't like! grrr........i'll get more angry when they want to borrow my favourite stuff! mengamok siol! maybe i should label some of my clothes " not for loan" ....

by now, you should get a hint that i dun't like this so-called sister of mine. for many reasons. ery and zaini would know why... if you want to meet her, come my house! that is if you lucky enough.

i am very very very angry now!

ok bye!

iloveyou.
♥

2008-08-14T15:47:00.003+08:00

ahakz! the 10bux shoe!!

yesterday was very eventful! Shaz came my hse at 11am..coz she was sleeping over. we damn mangkok sia. we watch video from 11+ till 5pm+....from candyman to the blob..then watch power rangers the movie! ahahkz!

we got ready and left at 6+...we took a bus to bugis..coz shaz wanted to look for her shorts. walk for 1hr or less..couldn't find one. we went to eat at tong seng! coz i was craving for fishball noodles! then we were off to zaini's workplace! btw, we didn't dress up! we were in slippers! so obviously, we didn't have the intention to go clubbing. when we reached there, the dress code was "no slippers/no sandals"! we rushed to far east..and luckily there was one shop still open. we bought identical shoes for 10bux each! ahahahkz! we look as if we stole some mannequin shoes ah! after dat, we were damn broke!

we changed our slippers...and when we walk back, the bouncers that saw us previously with slippers were outside smoking! ahahkz! he was looking at us from head to toe sia! ahahkz! we got in the club...went to the bar zaini at. then me and shaz walk around the place, stand one corner and look at the girls! it wasn't a sight to enjoy but more of..disgusted but entertaining! the gerls were trying so hard to hook up with the angmoh guys. damn funny ah! OH! we got free drinks! thnx darling! and that was the only drinks we had after that! coz we were too poor!

after awhile, we were off! and we went clarke quay. we got approached by this grp of guys..then by this angmoh guy...damn scary ah. then we decided to go MOS. went in and saw a grp of my coursemates! like setop-it sia! turn left, right, front and back..all from RP! me and shaz only follow them for awhile then we were on our own! we stayed till 3+am...then went out coz our legs were damn sore!

we were so broke that all we can afford was cup noodles! ahahhkz! so sad! then we walked to cthall and catch the first train. we thought we the first one..but we were not! when we reached home, shaz wanted to stay up...but in the end, we fall asleep! then at 3pm...she was gone to meet jason!

we were like homeless, lost and poor girls yesterday! now we know how it really feels like to be damn poor! ahahkz!

to my fyp team, sorry for being MIA! i dint know got meeting! really really sorie!

ok. thats all!

iloveyou zaini....

♥

2008-08-11T21:57:00.002+08:00

maybe you don't know..
but you mean a whole lot to me!
and it hurts when you say it like i don't even exist.
i understand.

Aniway, i didn't get to watch the firewerks!!! This always happen when i make plans with the dudes. I remember 2 or 3yrs ago.. they were late! And this year, they wana hang out at tamp. wth~~!

Zaini had to go for his work meeting till 7pm. So i met up with helmi coz he wana go do his hair!wait...wait..wait...zaini called and said he went to eat with his workmates at town first! walaueh!! So i force helmi go town ah. Still in the end, too late to catch the firewerks! After reuniting with zaini, we just hangout at PS with hafiz. Then went to meet faisal and friends at downtown. I stayed till 3.15am then i was off! it was a mendak.mendak.mendak. national day for me.

And today, my darling is sick but he still have to go to work. I hope he doesn't faint there! saper mau layan.. ahahkz! I hope he get well very soon. imisshim alot!

Anyway, the fasting month is coming soon! yay! I can lose weight. I want to redecorate my room! I love the IKEA. Eventhough they say the stuff there won't last long. oh well.

ok bye!

iloveyou..
♥

2008-08-09T01:39:00.002+08:00

so luckily,
zaini reached home at 2am yesterday..
but guess wat!
he dint call me that he have reached home!

do you know how serious that is!!
it is VERY VERY serious!
having a girlfriend like me is troublesome..(i admit!)
i think and worry alot..
to the point where i can go psycho!
seriously.

so yesterday,
i stayed up till 5am..
crying and wondering where he is...
i start to imagine all the nonsense stuff..
like maybe they went clubbing..
then he got drunk..and fuck another girl..and then slept with her!
ahahahkz!!
and i was thinking like maybe this is the end of the relationship..
and stuff...
then i imagine, maybe he got beat up to death..

and to make matter worst,
when i called his hse at 6+am..
his mum said he havent reach home!
imagined how psycho i got!

then i called again at 12+ i think..
and nobody answered!
i thougth his parents mayb went to the mortuary to identify his body!
ahahahhakz!
but seriously sia...
my brain hurt like hell..
and my eyes were already damn swollen from all the crying..
i'm turning psycho!

and at 2pm i think,
he called!
i was so so so relieved!
but angry at the same time...

so zaini,
don't do that next time!!

AND!

i think i need to go for a checkup real soon..
i think my bladder+kidney problem is getting worst..
or maybe i'm having the appendic thing shaz said..
cause i went to pee just now..
and there was this pinkish reddish thing..
and it was quite big!
like half the lenght of your thumb!
i can't even make out what the fuck it is..
but it have happened twice!
but this time bigger!

i used to have this bladder+kidney problem
cause i like to 'tahan kencing'
i know its not good..but i think it became a habit..
i stop going for checkup cause the medicine they gave
became useless!
each time i go, they give 4 big syrup medicine..
even when you tell them you havent finish the rest..
they still give u...
and you have to pay like $80-$100+ everytime!
at the end of the day,
i have like 10btls!
so i decided not to go anymore ah..

and now,
i think its coming back..
when i cough too hard..
my abdomen area will have like this very sharp pain..
and sometimes when i'm just sitting down..
i will experience this short sharp pain..(the 'ngilu' feeling)
and i still have my headaches and nausea..
i really think i need to go checkup fast!

ANYWAY!

HAPPY 43RD SINGAPORE!
feewwiittt....dah tua seh~!
ahahhahakz!

dear zaini not working..
so i hope i get to catch the firewerks today!
(;

2008-08-07T23:25:00.002+08:00

today went out with dear ruzaini,

we went cthall to get these Lord Of the Rings ring

which zaini have wanted it for a long time..

since the price was enough for 2!

we bought 2!

thank you darling! (:

then we went to simei to wait for shazrina

coz we wanted to go visit helmi!

he was hospitalized!

macam2 penyakit ah si dekni...

we bought for him MAXIM mag and a choc!

ahahahkz!!

cause it could be the last tyme he can watch porn!

ahahahkz!!

we stayed till 9pm..

then zaini cabbed me back home

and then he cabbed to orchard to meet his workmates!

i'm feeling a litte angry, disappointed and worried.

i can't contact him cause his sim card is inactive

and i don't even know where the fuck is he..

or what the fuck is he doing!

and all i can do now is wait for him to reach home and call me!

how frustrating can that be?!

and how am i not supposed to feel worried?!

sometimes guys just don't understand!

i get so angry thinking about it!

grrr........!!!!!!!!!

he better be home as soon as possible!

if not, i'm not gona cook for him aglio olio anymore!!!!!!

angry!!

2008-08-03T23:12:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 19th MONTHSARY!

happy happy!

((:

iloveyou darling..
more than anything and anyone in this whole wide world..
besides my another scandal! (you know who)
you know you will always come 1st!

and,
thank you for being so understanding and patience
eventhough i'm being unreasonable AT TIMES!

iloveyou darling..
you will always be my only one!
♥

muaacks! (:

yours truly,
ida!

2008-08-02T00:45:00.005+08:00

My personality: I am a sensitive doer.

Sensitive Doers like to work alone; if they are part of a team, they do not get involved in competitive or power games and prefer living and working together harmoniously and openly. Sensitive Doers are completely satisfied with a small, close circle of friends as their need for social contacts is not very marked. Here, too, they avoid conflicts - quarrels and disputes put considerable strain on them.

As partner, this type is loyal and reliable and is willing to invest a lot in a relationship. Mutual respect and tolerance are very important to Sensitive Doers. They like to look after their partner with attentiveness and small gifts and are very sensitive to the partner’s needs - often more than to their own.

http://www.ipersonic.com/test.html

Blood type A

Advantages:
obedient, careful, sympathetic, empathetic, self-sacrificing, polite, willing to compromise, honest and loyal.

Disadvantages:
worries a lot, emotional, weak-willed, indecisive, introverted, anti-social, wishy-washy, nervous.

Traits:
Reserved calm, even tempered, introverted, sensitive to public opinion, responsible, reliable even tempered and takes charge when others are in confusion. May be introvert, standoffish or shy. May feel nervous or ill at ease with others. Sensitive to surroundings and others. Hesitant to change. May feel misunderstood. Nature lover and prefers suburbs away from crowds. Needs a private space for refuge. May be accused of being a pessimist. Because of their fear of change many are artists or creative types due to sensitivity. Craves success.

check it out!
http://pachome1.pacific.net.sg/~roma/analysis_of_blood_group.htm#typea

so true.

ERY! you should go read your blood type!
damn true ah!!
ahahhakz!!

2008-08-01T13:39:00.002+08:00

haven't been to school for 1wk..
been feeling sick and lazy..
my headaches and nausea are back..
damn sucky ah..

i think i have to repeat this semester!
coz i skipped like really really alot..
and my grades are either C or D coz i never do RJ!
ahahakz!
if i get thru this semester, it must be a miracle!
ahhh...i hate school!

1more wk till 1st sem end!
and then its 2nd sem!
and hopefully i'll get to graduation!
i want to graduate in jan!
i don't want to repeat another 6mths!
so pls give me some motivation to go school...

aniway,
i finally have my fyp2 team!
((:
i'm glad they gave me a chance to choose a team
coz my name wasn't in the list!
of all names, they missed out my name!
like wth~!
but i guess its a blessing in disguise for me!
(:

and and,
tmr the WOC having picnic!
instead of bbq..
coz we are poor people! ahahkz!
if we are just gona bbq hotdogs and chicken,
its damn pathetic!
ahahkz! so we might as well have picnic!
no nid to waste money on charcoal and booking of pit and etc.

i think i'm cooking aglio olio!
coz some havent try it..
except for zaini, shameer and fir!
and they like it! esp. zaini!
always want me to cook for him whenever he come my hse..
and my dad help to cook asam pedas..
so i'm like the 'main course' girl ah..
while the others bring sandwiches, tidbits and etc..

yay! i can't wait!
then we can play stupid games like the other time!
((:

to the WOC..
you all better come sia!!!
then we can take WOC latest pic!
got new member wat...!!
ok?ok!

ok.
i'm hungry!
i want to go buy prata!
then go ntuc!
bye!!

imissyou...
♥

2008-07-31T12:01:00.001+08:00

i really wonder whats on your mind.
if only i can read them.

shyty feeling.

2008-07-28T10:45:00.002+08:00

yesterday was grrrr....
ahahkz!
i went to meet zaini in the afternoon b4 he off to work..
but guess wat..
i end up waiting for him for 1hr under his blok..
coz he fell asleep!
when he came down..
he apologised and we make UP (not make out)
and ate the food i bought earlier..
which by then taste like blueargh...

then we were off to paris..
coz we had no where to go..
and i have to tutor khairil at ard 6..
so we jalan-jalan..
then met emi and fezra at e!hub

when we walked to downtown,
we saw shazrina and family!
ahahkz!
panic sekejap!
ahahakz! dunt ask why!

then we went to eat at koufu there..
and i got angry again..
because of zaini!
actually its my fault ah..
but he like kurang ajar like dat..
then i got angry ah!
ahahakz!
i realise, i'm quite childish..
after awhile,
we make UP again..
then they sent me to emi's hse..

and my dear ruzaini was off to work!

instead of me tutoring khairil,
i end up tutoring myself!
coz i couldnt really remember the formulas,
so i had to go figure out the answer first
before teaching him..

while i was doing the maths,
he go do something else!
irrtating guy!

and he coudn't do the simplest question!
ahahkz! he better go kill himself!

i left at 10pm..
went tamp to buy sugar!
my dad always ask me to buy something at the last min..
and if i dunt buy it,
he scold me...
like stupid rite..
he call me at 10pm..and told me go buy sugar..
and say he need it urgently!
kedai ape yg bukak!!!!
and its on sunday!

luckily i nvr stay to watch incredible tales at emi hse..
coz by the time i reached tamp to go this shop
it was almost closed!
luckily the sugar got ah..
if not i tink i have to wait outside NTUC till the nxt morning
to get for him the sugar!
grr...make me so angry onie...

ok bye!!

ilovezaini!
♥

2008-07-26T18:29:00.002+08:00

250708 - IGNITE!

didn't plan to go ignite at first.
but on my way to IT helpdesk to return the laptop,
saw yanti and mira..
so since i had no where to go,
i followed them..
then ash, razan, nana came..
then nana's friend..
we hangout at the trcc cafe till 7.30pm+
then went the ignite thing.
the stage damn big ah..
it feels as though you're at esplanade..
the bands were quite good..
but the crowd wasn't that big..

got fire show..
like wow like that..
but got this guy, he keep dropping his stick..
then one of them,
his fire terkena the friend at the front..
but she dint caught fire ah!
but still, the show was damn cool...!

we stayed till 9+..
then home sweet home!
coz some of them had to wake up very early the nxt day!

so yeah!

then just now,
after my dad picked me up from cdc,
went my nenek hse for awhile,
then we went to this big space for bus to park..
i go learnt my parking using my dad car..
FAIL!
ahahahkz!
coz i was used to looking at the pole..
so when it was the real parking,
i didnt know where to look..
so i just asal boleh ah...
step mcm paham..

moreover,
my dad car big..so i dint know how to agak-agak..
but the good thing is,
its auto!

but when i did my parking,
senget lah...
too much to the right lah...
almost hit the car beside..

my father tell me so many thing..
but i dun't understand him...
so i think he got stress up!
ahahhakz! he damn noisy ah!

i think out of the no. of times i try to park..
i only pass 2 times!
ahahkz!

how?

ok bye!
iloveyou zaini!
♥