last sat. zaini and helmi overnite at my hse again. my parents went batam again. i met up wit fadz ferst. go book chalet. BUT. we were underage.SHUTUP! im onie a few more months more to 8teen! unlike SOME people! ahakz! den me anf fadz went to eat at cavana. you know. we got a queue no. 23!! it so a lucky no. Moreover. i was wearing my lucky shirt. HIM!ahakz! ok.so her are the pix.

who0pie!

ok.ferst of all. i dunoe if i am feeling sad or happy. sad because 2 of my friends are heartbroken. one is my dearest shazie and the other is mark. their problem is so complicating. it is also the reason why i chose to lead a single life rather than committing myself to a relationship. ok. there are the pros and cons. but being single is like the best! i've been single for like...ermmz... almost 2yrs? i dun even remember. but i'm loving it. However, hearing shaz and mark story. being single or attached....sucks! everytime i meet ery. WE will be like." i want a boyfriend".hahakz! ok. sumtymes being lonely really sucks. especially me. only child. urgh. you got noone else to run to except your bestfren. or. you just keep to yourself. having a boyfriend can also be a pain in the ass. i hate to fall in love. but i want to fall in love. am i contradicting myself? all those useless tears. everyone seems to be so emo. bleargh!

Mark was so emo. i hate it. it was so not him. too quiet. i told him to come along to the SHL meeting. it sumhow make him smile again. Shazie was in tears. i guess. fairytales are not true. When you found your prince charming. he turns out to be not so charming at all.get me? Me and shaz used to talk bout all this fairytales and stuff. how our prince charming would pick us up in a 10 door limo. it sounds so flawless. perfect. but now that she found her prince charming. it wasn't the perfect ending. love sucks!

i am supposed to be happy. the cute security i've been talking about in my previous blogs. finally asked for my number. wo0oo! ok. i went town with ed to look for sammy's b'dae present. i reach home like 11+pm. i turned off my ipod and walk past the security hse. there was no him. so i walk up the stairs. and there he was. with this guy. act cool. i walk past them. then i heard the guy call out to me. i couldn't hear what he said. so i came closer. then he said that his fren(the security) wants my no. i looked at him. he smiled. then he asked whether he could have my no. i was like....duh! ahhahahahkz! and yeah. then i chatted with them fer awhile. den i left coz it was midnite oreadies. and here i am. a long blog today.

i wana thanx ed for treating me. the fried mars bar were good! i loikee! i wana say to shaz and mark. cheer up guys. patience is the key.hahakz! like real onie ida. but yeah. when u feeling emo again. you can always come to me! i lend you a shoulder to cry on.ok? i love u guys! ok.take cares. cheers mate!


yours truly,
ida

so these are the pixs!






hahakz!ok.take cares. cheers mate.




yours truly,
ida

heylo0!

yesterday. went town. wit nab. shoppynk! bought a shirt, dress and ear studs. nab bought belt. wana see my shirt? nice!! ahakz! this morning. went to skool. ed help to announce it to the whole class that i bought a new shirt.hahakz!



nice rite!! i knoe. hahakz! dint took a pix of my dress. later2 lah uh. wen i rmbr! hoho!and today. ed ajak me go town. he say he will buy for me another shirt if i follow him to town.ahahkz!

sean brought durian ice cream to class. ewww......!! the whole class smell durian! then we all went eat breakfast at the new canteen. we ordered 12 ayam bakar! got 1 xtra sumore! then we all took pix. later i put it up. the thumbdrive is passing around! it was fun! hoho! i love today! must be my new shirt! ahahakz! shud wear it everyday!ahahakz!stop it sak.ok.take cares.cheers mate!



yours truly,
ida

im bored. when i'm bored. i like to draw. but wen der is no paper. i like drawing stuff on my hands. wana see?

fpund this thing in karl's blog.looks fun.


1. Taken a picture naked? No
2. Painted your room? yes
3. Made out with a member of the same sex?yes
4. Drove a car? yes
5. Danced in front of your mirror? yes
6. Had a crush? yes
7. Been dumped? yes
8. Stole money from friend? no
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? yes
10. Been in a fist fight? no
11. Snuck out of your house? yes
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes
13. Been arrested? no
14. Made out with a stranger? no
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? yes
16. Left your house without telling your parents? yes
17. Had a crush on your neighbour? yes
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? yes
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? yes
20. Seen someone die? no
21. Been on a plane? yes
22. Kissed a picture? yes
23. Slept in until 3PM? yes
24. Love or miss someone right now? yes
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yes
26. Made a snow angel? no
27. Played dress up? yes
28. Cheated while playing a game? yes
29. Been lonely? yes
30. Fallen asleep at school? yes
31. Been to a club? no
32. Felt an earthquake? no
33. Touched a snake? yes
34. Ran a red light? yes
35. Been suspended from school? no
36. Had detention? yes
37. Been in a car accident? no
38. Hated the way you look? yes
39. Witnessed a crime? no
40. Pole danced? no
41. Been lost? yes
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? yes
43. Felt like dying? yes
44. Cried yourself to sleep? yes
45. Sang karaoke? yes
46. Sucked your thumb? yes
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? yes
48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? yes
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? no
50. Kissed in the rain? no
51. Sing in the shower? yes
52. Made love in a park? no
53. Had a dream that you married someone? yes
54. Glued your hand to something? no
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? no
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? no
57. Been a cheerleader? yes
58. Sat on a roof top? yes
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? no
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? yes
61. Played chicken? yes
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yes
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? yes
64. Broken a bone? no
65. Been easily amused? yes
66. Laugh so hard you cry? yes!!
67. Mooned/flashed someone? no
68. Cheated on a test? yes
69. Forgotten someone's name? yes
70. Slept naked? no
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? no
72. Performed on stage? yes
73. Blacked out from drinking? no
74. Played a prank on someone? yes
75. Gone to a late night movie? yes
76. Made love to anything not human? no
77. Failed a class? yes
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? yes
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? no
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? no
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? no
82. Thrown strange objects? yes
83. Felt like killing someone? yes
84. Thought about running away? yes
85. Ran away? no
86. Did drugs? no
87. Had detention and not attend it? yes
88. Dumped anyone?yes
89. Made a parent cry? yes
90. Cried over someone? yes
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? yes
92. Dated someone more than once? yes
93. Have/had a dog?! no
94. Own an instrument?yes
95. Been in a band? yes
96. Drank 25 sodas in a day? no
97. Broken a cd? no
98. Shot a gun? yes
99. Dated a married person of the opposite sex? no
100. Written a love letter? yes

this is the pix that me and helmi took.last saturday.












ok.takes cares. cheers mate.



yours truly,
ida

saturday.was okay lah. ,my parents went batam fer 2D1N. so i'm alone at home.for the whole day.yayness.was supposed to go out wit ery. but then. she last min. canot. then went out wit helmi. we walk around town. supposedly.look for hisyam. but then dint saw him. so we walk to orchard. saw fazrul and saf. then watch this small gig outside far east. then we walked back to cthall. camwhoring along the way. we sit by the bay for awhile. then left at 11.30pm to meet zaini back at paris aka pasir ris. oh ya. there was this guy. oh-soooo CUTE! even helmi say he is! ahakz!gay! damn cute. conferm if shaz, ery or nab see. conferm they will also say his cute. aniwaes.back at the mrt station.saw faliq. we all went back together. met zaini. went to my hse. order mac. coz pizza hut is closed! kwang3. it was 2am in the morning. after we ate. sit around for awhile. then we wanted to sleep. i had to share my bed wit 2 idiots. zaini took lyk half of the space! me and helmi lyk so squish up. helmi was in the middle. lyk sardine. we all can't sleep. they were singing to stupid song. i was trying so hard to sleep. then they wanted to go smoke. after that. we tried to sleep. again. it was already 4am i think. we were fighting for space and blanket. before you knew it. we were fast asleep. we actually set the alarm to 5am. but we woke up at 7am. thanks to zaini's phone. his friend called up. the ringtone was so irritating. then they left around 7.45am lyk that. then i went back to sleep.hoho.my parents are not back yet. im lyk starving right now. i want to go viva la ska. noone to go with. alahhhhh....!!!


oh!! we saw syed azmir. that anugerah guy at far east. ok.take cares. cheers mate.



yours truly,
ida

i'll put up the pix tmr!

today.was fun. i gues. hahakz! haran broke my brand new camera.its ok. why am i not angry or panic-king? bcoz. i am like that. i don't panic. my close frens would probably agree with that. there was once when i lost my handphone. i was like. "my handphone lost." no exclamation mark. hahakz! where else. for some people i know. when their handphone lost. they get so panic-ky! come on! look at the bright side. you can get a new handphone! hahakz! and why i wasn't angry wit haran. it wasnt totally his fault though. so yup. and. ermmz. the warranty doesn't cover the damage. so. i have to pay if i want to repair it. maybe tomorrow. i'm going to repair it.

today. is RACIAL HARMONY DAY. everyone today.colour colour. there were a few guys who actually wore kain pelekat with slippers to school! Omg! ahakz! semangat! then my school have this racial harmony thing till nxt afternoon. its 2D1N thing. i cant be bothered. went to causeway point wit dibah after this dikir barat thing. oh. the malay dance girls are so attention-seekers. hahakz! its based on experience! i was once in malay dance during primary school days. had a performance at TP. and i know what ever that is in these girls mind!hahakz! the dikir barat.was okay lah. off tune abit. but okay lah. no comments. saw amirah. i said "hi!" to her.

fast forward>>. i met up wit ery at causeway point. we wanted to eat at LJS. but it was too crowded. so. we went back to tamp. saw jarell and friends at the interchange. we took the same bus. upon reaching tamp. we both walk to LJS. then we saw jarell on the other side of the road. he crossed the road. then we all walked together to the mrt station.then me and ery went to eat. saw shazie frens! her bodyguards. hahakz! then. i took bus 81 for ery's sake. we saw namira. long time no see.

fast fast forward>>. got the cute security. he smiled at me as usual. and. i. as usual. smile back. hoho! dint know my house got party. i mean. my place here. they having racial harmony celebration. i was walking back home. i saw a whole lots of people gathering. i found out. it was the celebration thing. dint see naim or the other irritating guys. dint saw joti! hmph! and now. the party is over. its all quiet and peaceful now.hoho! i wana sleep. gud nites. take cares. cheers mate!


yours truly,
iida

cute security! ahakz! now i know which days he work. hoho!yesterday. i went home. he was there. i was on the phone with shazie. i turned and he smiled. i smiled back. hoho! stop it seh shaz. he is not old and balding. his not 30+. serious. dunt believe? nemind. nxt tyme i take his pix i put here. ahahkz!

anihow. yesterday was my audition. it was ok lah. they all very scary. they keep smiling at me. ahakz!when it was my turn. i was nervous like hell. damn u karl. you say they choose for me. but they didn't leh. aniway. i had to sing 'don't speak'. yup. the song which hadn't memorise completely. shyte. but it was ok lah. then they sk whether i want to sing again. then i said i want to sing 'unspoken'. my voice was shaking. and bob, my communication facilitator, was there. ahakz! but it was fun lah. they made me feel comfortable being around them. we were all laughing. it was cool. now. i hope i get in. hehe.

thanx fadz and ery for coming down. later i put the pix. now i want to go down eat. bye. take cares. cheers mate.


yours truly,
ida

have you met my class?

here are the pix for yesterday..!!

cute guy alert!!

hahakz! ok.the security at my house here.is oh-so cute.ok.his not old and bald.his young and cute.he smiled at me.and i smiled back. my sweetest smile.ahahakz! he said something when i walked past him. damn. i was listening to my ipod. what was he saying.???. nemind. theres always tomorrow. ok.nab.the reason why i wana go home late.like after 9 or 10pm. is because of the cute security. ahahkz! are you happy now? hahkz! cuteness.

damn. my stomach hurt like hell. its either i wana shyte or i'm gona have my menses. urgh. oh. i need to go pee. i'll be back..........ok.im back. i tink i've been gone for. 10 mins? hahakz! ok.anihow. i've done my RJ. wootz. today skool was kind of.ok. one of the team left during 2nd breakout. they hate the maths faci. my team presentation broke the record too. its was only a few minutes. there were only 3 teams. so. class finish damn early. before 3 i tink. earliest.

tomorrow i got my JAMMERZ ARENA audition!! i'm feeling so0 nervous right now. karl said that they choose for me the song from my selected songlist that i had to sing. i chose 3 songs..
1) unspoken- lacuna coil
2)lonely september- plain white t's
3)don't speak-no doubt
i haven't really memorise the 3rd song. so.i hope. they dint choose that. and tomorrow. ery coming to my school to watch my audition.yay! oh.ya. shi qi say i got nice voice. hahahhahakz! i agree wit her. hahahahhakz! shut up. its a joke.geddit?hahahakz! stop it seh.

no pix fer today. actually. got. but its not in this comp. its in my laptop. so. tomorrow i'll put it up.

i miss shaz. wonder hows she doing now. heard that she is like some kind of depress. damn. i couldnt be there for her.at that moment. sheesh. heres a message to shazzie,

"hey sexy, you know that i'm just a phonecall away. call me if you need someone to talk to. i'll be there for you. this five words i swear to you.hahakz!ok?ok!love you,babe."

or maybe. i should call her instead. yup. i will. tomorrow night. ok.im sleepy.take cares.cheers mate.



yours truly,
ida

yesterday.went home wit ery.nab got netball. at first.ery wanted to come to my school.budden.she got group meeting.so.i went her school instead.coincidentally.karl was heading to his workplace.took same bus as him.then.i take another bus to ngee ann poly. at np. we went sight-seeing.hoho! we saw funny people doing funny thing. ahakz! uteh!! quite cute. we took some pics the way back. full of laughter. ery and her sto0pid jokes. laughing all the way from clementi to pasir ris. then at the bus stop. we step retarded. ahahakz! ok. here are some of the pix..

you know. shahid told me and nab that fidz go STD.yup.sexually transmitted disease. i dunoe if i wana believe.but anything is possible. hate him for all i care. but i still CARE for him. not love.but care. i would not let words change my judgement towards him. i WAS wit him once. people change. so what if he is not what i thought he is now. but whatever it is. i still care for him. call me dumb. i dont care. i'll stand by you,fidz.ok.take care.cheers mate.



yours truly,
ida

yesterday. me and nab did a huge sin. hoho. not that kinda sin. we ate alot of chocs yesterday. eclairs.chocolate tuffle.oreo cheesecakes. heavenly. oh my god. here are some of pix..

you knoe. i lost my chalet voucher. but found it oreadies. it was found in my dad's car. i actually had a dream the night before that i found the voucher. then the next morning. my dad told he found it. hoho! cool huh!ok.cheers mate.



yours truly,
ida

sat went to baybeat again.dis tyme. wit erzie.and malek and friends.fun.fun.i heart them so0 much.they made my day.here are some of the pix..

ok.so after swimming. i went to the baybeats. nab rang me. so. i meet her there.after meeting her. we met up wit bakar and the other sawetians. so here are some of the pix..




















yep. i am in my "school uniform". it was after school. yep.wit my laptop and stuff.i look shitty. ah.dun care.hoho!ok.datz all.oh ya. i saw someone wit someone.*winks*. and they told me not to tell people.hoho! shhh....!! my lips are sealed!


yours truly,
ida