i think i have PMS
i don't usually have mood swings
but nowadaes, everything can affect my mood!
hahakz!

one moment i can be so talkative, crazy and laughing my ass off..
&the next being so quiet, moodless and sad!

i get quite paranoid this days.
&as usual, i think alot.

but anihow,
all this mood swinging will stop swinging!
(:

yesterdae,
me&ery start going for a jog every morning!
we only jog one round and spent 3 rounds walking & talking!
but today,
we jog fer 3rounds and walk fer 2 rounds!
improvement!
(:

then,
work, work, work
i seriously need money!
so many things to buy...
dr marten boots, patches &studs!
&&shopping!!
working with ery again tomorrow!
i hope i get to werk with zaini!
although sumtymes i dunt like to coz he always scold me!
hahakz! but still, i can't wait to werk!

then saturday,
werk again!!
wo0ts! this tyme i wana go orchard towers aft werk!
ahahkz! curious lah....
last tyme i dint get to follow them there coz ery wanted to go home...
so yeah..! hahakz!

btw,
end of this week,
my kitchen is done!
wo0!
counting the days!

this sun,
celebrating our 8mth!
suppose to be tues but zaini got the couselling thing!
haiyoh! but the counselling like so no use lah!
watch video! so yeah...

&today,
suppose to go fer the MCG family day,
but i got something up at the last min...
so i can't make it!
hope they have fun though!

&& tomorrow my class going zoo seh~!!!
i wana follow!! BUT!
i got werk!
shyte~!
so we'll be meeting them during class chalet!
which is soon!
((:

so this will be my update fer this wk!
pretty busy...

so yeah!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

ILOVEYOUZAINI!
sorie if i have been very irritating these few daes...
nothing you confess can make me love you less...
((:

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wo0!
i'm so bored!
havent been updating coz theres nothing to update!
its been school > after sch hours with zaini > home!
(:

i've been a very good gerl
reaching home early..no more late nite!
so my parents wunt have a bad impression on zaini or RP!
ahhakz!
this is all tactics!
hahakz!

aniwae,
my kitchen is almost done!
so is the toilet!
ALMOST done lah..
next my toilet and the house flooring!
wo0!!
i hope the renovation will be done by mid of sept!
wah! best!

&&today is the last day of school!
or last day of semester 1!
time flies fast...
soon...i'll be done with semester 2!
& then i'll be YEAR 3!!
wooho0!

by then,
i dont have to hide zaini animore!
ahahhakz!
i so looking forwerd to the future!
((:

&& its gona be our 8mth soon!
& i'm proud to say we havent had any BIG arguments eversince our 6mth!
so yanti, you're prediction wrong!
ahahahakz!

to zaini, i just wana say..
ILOVEYOUZAINI!

Saturday

watchout picnic!
everyone was there xcept faisal!
i ordered pizza
shameer brought sandwiches
which finished before we even reached the park!
wan&syaf brought mee & some bread!
which! the croissant zaini ate tasted like soap!
ahahahkz!
fir brought the drinks
which! suppose to be faisal's duty
helmi brought the mat
&zaini brought NOTHING!

not fair.

ahhakz! it was oklah..
we played murderer!
zaini playing&singing stupid songs!
hahakz!
then me&debby got piggyback from our respective bf!
ahahahakz!

i think the picnic was rather dull because it was in the day!
or mayb because got no faisal!
hmmmm....

but aniwae,
i still had fun spending time wit zaini!
although he rather go cycling than watching firewerks wit me..
)':

hahakz! its oklah zaini!
i still love you truckloads!
(:

so yeah!
ok.bye!

ILOVEYOUlahZAINI!
&IMISSYOU DAMNMUCH!

HAHAHHAKZ!

i dint really want it..but i got it!
ahahhakz!

i felt a little demoralize at first coz i thought I wunt get it..
but! they called lah while i was in class!!
i excited lah seh!

but i so scared to go alone..
if only they let me bring a partner!
i'll bring ery along! coz she definitely wants it!
ahahkz! she gona be so jealous when i tell her!
ahahakz!!

but! luckily i got zaini to accompany..
yayness! (:
iloveyou ruzaini!

aniwae,

got training at 5.30pm!
wo0ts!

ok.bye!

IMISSYOU&ILOVEYOU ZAINI!!
♥

i need to look for a job for my mother!

coz i cannot stand looking at her rotting at home alone
or maybe i'm not use to having her around at home everyday..
ahahkz!



but aniwae,
shes going for this job interview today!
which! i hope she found the place..
& she told me to ask zaini fer help!
ahahkz!



i tink mother know about me&zaini..
hmmm....
oh well, its good if she knows!



& i prolly gona have a brother!
not small brother but big brother...not that big lah..
his 19..&he is my cuzzin..
my mother wana take him in the family!
due to some reasons...family probs uh...
so yeah! yay?



my family damn complicated! the problem just keep growing every year!
there seem to be no ending..
how i wished it was what it used to be 10yrs ago!
but it wunt happen coz theres no signs of peace.



but aniwae,
yesterdae morning hang out wit zaini and faisal
&then we started sketching each other faces!
hahkz!
&i have only have faisal's face which zaini drew in my hp...
the other drawings in zaini's hp..i think..

does it look like faisal??
no rite!! ahhazk! mine look better lor!
i drew zaini's face &it turn out nice!
the drawing much better looking than zaini! ahahhakz!

zaini drew faisal's face!

zaini sucks! ahahkz!

ok.bye!

IstillLOVEYOUALOTlahZAINI!! (:

ok. im bored.
so i'm here to blog again.

i wana complain.

my legs are aching due to training last fri
but i had fun to a certain extent!
all the stretching...wahh....torturing!
now i know how the ballerina&gymnastics people feels..
ahahkz!
BUT still, i'm looking forward to the next training!

2nd thing i want to complain,
my this particular part is aching!
ahahkz! i mean near my ribs..at the side..
its hurt alot especially when i cough!
&when i wana sit up from bed,
i have to lean on my side ferst..if not, it hurts like fuck!
its been like this since last week..
my dad was nice enough to buy fer me the panadol extend
for aching and stuff..
&i think i got a slight reaction to it
coz i became very hyperactive afterwards..
hahakz!

i think its time to see a doctor.
&prolly this wed wit zaini!
coz he's been feeling sick too..
so we planned to go to the doctor together!

3rd thing,
i think i can't look at blood..
coz i'll start to feel dizzy and hungry!
ahahahhkz!
maybe i'm a vampire?
ahahahkz! nonsense!



ok.bye!
presentation starting soon!
&i can't wait to meet my ruzaini aft this! :)

i feel like getting a tattoo!
ahahkz! a butterfly one..!
coz i found this butterfly tattoo design website
&the designs are like freaking nice lah!
then i read about david beckham & angelina jolie tattoos..
cool shyte!
tempted to have one or two..! ahahkz!
nolah zaini...i wunt!

aniwae,
its the first day of my hse renovation!
wo0hoo!
i can't wait fer it to be done!
so i can start reinventing my room!
:)

i'll put up the before, during & after pics
once its all done& nicely decorated!
hahakz!

pls come my hse on hari raya!
will be having an openhouse!
i'll remind you people again when the time comes!
weee...!

&&i'm an aunt oready..
haiyah..i feel so old!
ahahkz!

i MISS quack quack!
i seriously do...

i MISS the way he laugh..
the way he run..
the way he talk...
the way he stares at you..
the way he does the 'quack quack'..
SO DAMN CUTE LAH!
but i tink i wunt be able to see him any sooner!
fuck all this family problems lah...!



ok.bye!

ILOVEYOUZAINI!!

ok! i'm back!
ahahkz! sorie for not updating for a long tyme!
no connection lah at my NEW hse..
&wkends no school wat..so yeah..i can't update!

aniwae,

SATURDAY

baybeats!!
freaking fun lah!
&it was me and zaini's 7mth anniversary!! wo0ts!
iloveyou darling!! :)

aniwae,
met alot of people at baybeats!
seha and dayah!!!
WAH!! so freaking long tyme i never see them!
saw arep and mark..dale,hasanur&gf...i dunoe who else coz i fergot..
oh! nab and sven! hahakz!
nab! zaini hate you!
ahahkz!

aniwae,
we went from one end to other..
& there was this band performing..
cool shyte!
alot of moshing..i got separated from zaini for a moment!
KHAIRIL mosh lah seh~!
&i was pushed down again...
&it took 2guys to pinned me down..then they realise i was down there!
scary like shyte!
coz they were so many people moshing..
like stampede lah seh~!
i scared i break my ribs! ahahahkz!
BUT! i dint! instead i lose both my shoes! ahahhakz! BUT! i got them back!

It was damn fun though!
but the other side of the bay..
i dint really mosh..ahahkz!
i stand behind zaini's friend who is very big!
a bit safer..but in the end, the zaini's friend go pushed me into the moshpit!
but zaini was there to save me!
ahahakz! aww...my hero! ahahhakz!!

then,
we got tired..
so we sat with zaini's friends & took alot of pics!
which! i fergot to upload to my laptop...!
so i'll upload on fri! ahahahkz! wed no sch..thurs no sch..so wait till fri!
so yeah!



SUNDAY

my mum's b'dae!
she so old oready! 50yrs old!
suppose to go out to celebrate..but my dad was sick..
so we dint went out..
at 8pm...met up wit helmi to help him do his project
sat at lib fer awhile..aft it closed..
we went macd to finish it up..
YOU BETTER GIVE ME CREDITS HELMI!!! or give me something! ahahakz!



MONDAY

My class event!!
i had a very fun tyme!!
i manage to sell my socks!
ahahkz! well, 2 of the socks i had to pay fer this 2 people!
i made zaini come to my school...&made him wait...
sorry darling...
after school,
went to eat at KFC..&went to meet zaini's mum..
coz he wanted to change his hp plan..
then, went to eat again and hang out wit firsal!
till 9..&went home!


so yeah! thats how i wasted my days!
BUT! i had uber fun!

ok.bye!

oh! HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!! ahahkz!

ILOVEMYZAINIALOT!

only 2hrs of sleep.
& i survive the whole day yesterdae!
woots!

so yesterdae was nana's & fad's class event
jam&club and the donut&haunted hse event!
it was oklah! quite enjoyable.
i went with qai to get donuts from fad's class event..
the donuts was quite nice!
then we went to nana's class event
went in&stood ard deciding whether to buy the 'pussy foot' drink or not!
ahahahhahakz!
in the end, we dint!
we got our free chocolate-coated marshmellows
&went out!
&i shall not mention what i saw there.

aft school,
got MCG meeting..
get to meet the girls!!
i miss them lah seh~!
then, had the MCG family photo!

after yesterdae,
i realise i knew quite alot of people in RP!
ahahkz! seriously, i dint knew i had that many..
&i make new friends! (:

then,
went to meet zaini,faisal,fir&shameer at hougang!
gave zaini the donuts!
which by then,
it tasted blah~!
stayed till 9+ i think..
i was oready excited to go back my new home
but my dad called& told me to go back changi!

me&zaini stopped by 7eleven
coz i wanted to eat cup noodle!
ahahkz! since the other day sia!
zaini accompany me while i eat my noodles!
awww...iloveyou!
then i cabbed back home coz it was almost 11+
zaini had to catch the last bus? or second last bus!
so yeah!


iloveyouzaini!
alot alot alot! (:

gona be a fucking long post...dunt bother to read if you lazy or no tyme or simply can't be bothered! (:

Tuesday

RP official opening!
it was damn fun lah!
dint really regret going for the event!
it was so a last minute thing lah!
ahahkz! we took awhile deciding whether to go or not..
in the end,
me, yanti and shaz went!
after we collect our FREE t-shirt!
hahahkz! typical s'porean lah...
&& we finally have our S.I.N pic!!

aniwae,

when we reached,
the queue for food was fucking long lah!
so in the end,
we dint eat for the whole nite!
shaz left halfway, so it was only me&yanti!
planned to stay fer awhile but we got caught up with the performance
we left RP at 10.30pm!

HIMITSU!!
hahkz! hafiz's band!
there were moshpits and bodysurfing!
hahakz! damn cool lah!
shaik&friends wanted to carry me!
too bad i was wearing a skirt! moreover, i dunt want people to touch my butt!

the year 1s are so the lame lah!
you don't mosh when its an rnb, hip hop song lah!
but aniwae,
me&nab skank a little!
ahahahkz! i paiseh lah! coz we were in an empty moshpit with people ard
&we were skanking!
paiseh lah seh~!

then, it was yanti's kind of song!
ahahakz! yanti was like so damn high!
bouncing&clapping&shouting&dancing!
ahahakz!

overall,
i enjoy my nite! esp. wit yanti ard!
ahahakz!
luckily, my parents dint nag coz i reached home at 12.30am..


Wednesday

spent the whole day wit zaini!
coz some people bubble2!
ahahkz! suppose to go out wit ery or shaz&nab
waited fer either calls...but none called..
so zaini skipped school to accompany me!
awww....so sweet!
but nxt wed..i canot meet him anymore!
coz if i do, he will skipped again!

aniwae,

zaini bought the game 'RISK'
fer 10bux!! toy r' us selling it fer 59bux!
ahakz! we smell something fishy! ahhakz!
but! he still bought it!
followed him back..coz he wanted to change
then we played under void deck while waiting fer faisal..
instead, there was this guy who came to sit with us!
he was soooo damn irritating lah!
i was trying to understand the game & he keep asking qns!
fucking irritating!
aft he left, faisal came..
& we spent another 1hr reading the 'how to play'
ahahahkz!
in the end! i conquered 2 continents! BIG continent!
i'm the ultimate winner lah! not zaini! faisal the ultimate LOSER!
ahahkz!

then,
met up wit firdaus,
&played carrom
till 10+!

reaached home,
i had to help my parents cleaned the house till 3am!
so i only slept fer 2hrs & i'm in school now!
&&&&&&& today i'll only have to take 1bus back home!!
coz i dunt have to go back to changi anymore!!! woohooo!!

ahahkz! ok.bye!


ILOVEYOUZAINI!!!