work was damn tiring!!
my legs are aching lyk hell..
buy for me the isqueez please!!
ahahkz!

one of these customer was like complaning
saying that the service was bad ..
he was complaining bout how slow the food..
and that he is paying 18bux for it..
and i thought he was gona pay with a platinum credit card..
but he was paying with vouchers lah!
8 vouchers of $10!
haiyah...then complain like he was some kind of a big-spender!
others who are like spending 200+ didn't complain like he did!
irrrrrrrritatingggggggggg................!!
ahahkz!
but work was fun!!
(:



ok.bye!

HAPPY NEW YEAR Y'ALL!!
(:

i'm done with this war of words
which has been going on for days now..
like i said,
i have my reasons so do you.
and i know,
this wouldn't stop until someone admit defeat.
i got no freaking time to counter-attack
every paragraph of yours.
i tink,
we both are just being childish.
and shaz,
if you tink of talking things out on tues,
just forget it. its a fucking waste of time.
seriously.

from now on,
i dun't have anything to do with you
i dun't fucking care about whats going on with your life
i dun't give a shyte about you animore.
I'M TOTALLY DONE WITH THIS THING.
its pointless.

its over.period.



ANIWAY,
i guess my holidays have been well-spent!
its been fun!fun!fun!
sentosa with the bitches!
and chalet with the WOC!
and first day of werk with fadz!
back-to-back lah sia!


wednesday :

SENTOSA!!
was uber fun!
me, ery, joti and fadz!
we had a mini potluck.
lasagna, spagetti, mee goreng and sandwiches!
i still think ery got a certain grudge against me!
ahahakz!
and many funny shyte happens!
we played the chop-cilli-chop game!
i really liked that game! though it makes you look silly!
ahahakz!
we stayed till 9+..
coz we were invited to watch "the song of sea"
and we got free drinks!!
1 glass of coke cost like 6bux sia!!!
but we got it for FREE!!
somehow, the coke taste so nice!
ahahakz! free mah...!

thursday:

got back home and i didnt slept till 7am..
keeping zaini awake. but in the end, he still went to sleep!
went giant at tamp, then to shop n save at cs then to ntuc at tm alone!
had to buy stuff for the strawberry cake
zaini said he wanted to help bake the cake..
but i end up doing it alone!
he only came when im almost done with cake!
then,
went to check-in the chalet!
we had bbq at night..till 4am!
ahahkz! these guys are always hungry sia!
and and!
i got compliments for my strawberry cake!!!
esp. from helmi and shameer!
surprising!!ahahkz!
then, we slept at 6am i tink..

friday:

went swimming after we woke up!
then bbq again!
faisal's schmates came..
zul came..
my bitches came!
everyone had a chance to slide down the stairs with the matress!
ahahakz!! super fun!
before fadz and joti came,
me,ery,syaf and erma had some girl talk!
conclusion from the talk: boys will always be boys!
fadz and joti came..
we played taiti! as usual..! ahahkz!
then we had fashion show at 4am aft the trash-out session!!
ahahahahhahahahkz!!!
i finally see the true identity of the guys!
ahahkz!! so funny sia!
i wish i could put up the pic of them..
but i can't!
then me and syaf went to sleep at 5+..
coz i had to werk at 4.30pm!

saturday:

we check-out at 10+..
luckily didn't have to pay any excess amount!
got back home and we managed to get 1hr+ of sleep
met up with fadz and off to sentosa!
we were late by 1hr i tink!
ahahakz! you can put the blame on fadz! ahakz!
first day of work was fun!
the people there are so funny!
esp. choon ming!
so irritating lah dat guy! but he so funny!
and we did a few mistakes..
i spilled my beer..
fadz serve the wrong guest..!
ahahkz! what a way to start our first day of werk!
but it was fun! it made me forget how tired i was.
and today,
i'm werking again..! but this tyme i'm all alone!
yanti not werking..fadz not werking..ery not werking..
i'm all alone!
ahahkz! gonna look for victim to go back with me!
BAH~!


ok.bye!

about the racist thing..
maybe helmi and zaini did started it..
but if zaini were to be racist,
then i wonder where he get all his multi-racial friends from?
and i bet you didn't know zaini ever had a chinese girlfriend.
so that makes us understand one thing.
they're not racist!

and even after all that PS incident,
zaini wasted his SMILE on jason..
jason didnt even look at him..
zaini actually tried to be nice to him..
did jason?

oh wait,
maybe you don't realise.

few incidents,
when we met again at S11 at tamp..
he 'jeling' when zaini smiled at him.
like wtf?
my boyfren trying to be all nice despite the PS incident..
where else jason giving him all the fucking attitude.
please ah. grow up.
we're not in the secondary school days animore.
and you were trying to defend him saying he wasn't in the mood..
when a few minutes ago i saw him so happy and shit
oh right,
mood swing

and when me and nab met you at esplanade,
and you were with jason.
he was giving that fucking attitude again
when we were all excited to meet each other..
and where was he?
at one corner far away from us..
you can say his shy and all that...
but tell me again,
how old is he?
and compare to us...he's wayy older!
i don't see the reason why his getting all shy and stuff.
oh wait,i know.
people are different

and shaz,
just a reminder,
we know each other for almost 6yrs! (excluding kindergarten)
and you know jason how long?
almost 2yrs maybe?
and i know zaini for almost 4yrs..
our friendship are wayy longer then our boyfriends
and we should know each other well enough
i can read you like a book..maybe now, i don't think so.
but still,
you don't have to ask me everyday if i got a problem.
(when we were still bestfriends)

and tell me exactly how long you really know your cousin?
coz i dunt tink its 17yrs..
don't tell me when you guys were still babies,
you guys actually know each other inside out already.
one word,
WOW!

coz from what i know,
you guys only grew closER when we all met at your sis wedding
which was 3yrs ago.

and to whom it may concern,
if you don't know anything..
or what really is going on..
don't try to.
trying to show empathy,understanding and stuff.
bullshit.

fucking hypocrites.

well,
we're all hypocrites.

and its ok.
you can keep the thing that you got for me
for your next bestfriend
really.
coz i'll probably feel bad and guilty if you were to give it to me
especially aft all this.

and think again shaz,
even despite all that first impression thing..
if your dearest boyfriend could have atleast change
his 'fucking attitude' that i've been saying..
maybe all this wouldn't have even exist.
don't you think so?

and i'm not the only one hating his attitude.
and we're not the only people who have encounter it.
and i don't hate jason because zaini did.
oh and this remind me of something.
i don't hate jason when i knew him the ferst time.
but i hate his stupid debate over the smallest thing.
you hate it too.
and he was rather talkative when i ferst knew him..
he wasn't so shy like you claim him to be..
what an irony.

this is what i think about the PS incident thing.
i think its a little unfair for your other friends
to judge zaini first impression.
they didn't really knew about what happened before that.
about the call helmi made.
and that tyme, they don't know jason attitude.
but from the call, jason already like damn fucked up.
(first impression?, bad!)

if zaini hate jason even before he knew jason,
he wouldnt have followed me and nab to the PS
but instead,
he wanted to see whether jason is really like what he is on the phone.
and i don't even remember about the sarcasm thing you talking about
maybe you misunderstood us.
we probably laughing about something else.
if not, tell me what was the sarcasm about.
and when we were gone,
something happened.
THANKFULLY, nab was there with you guys.
she told us.
from that on,
my impression on jason has totally changed.
he don't know zaini and he was oready talking stuff
so do you think its zaini's fault that his impression on jason was bad?
did you even know he was secretly looking at zaini while pretending to play his phone!?
psycho!


but you know what.
its ok.
i got my reasons so do you.
you can counter-attack me for all i care.
but from what i gathered through you and the people involved.
thats what i think.
and i'm not siding my boyfriend.
coz i seen it all and i encounter it all myself.
WE all think you deserve a better guy.
but oh well,
opposite attracts!

you know,
jason should learn from sven.

summary of all this,
if jason was a nicer guy.
the world would be a better place to live in.

and shaz,
there were never this much bitching about you before you were with jason.
just incase you were thinking of it since
there was bitching among us since secondary school days.


you don't have to reply if you don't want to.

you're welcome shazrina!
i glad you knew about it
and hopefully, you do something about it..

maybe i've been a total bitch..
bitching about my own 'bestfriend'..
but seriously shaz,
you changed...and honestly,
i dunt like the new you.
tell me,
how many times have you met up with us eversince
you got together with your dearest boyfriend?
you're always coming out with reasons when we asked you out.
and you know from the start,
i dunt like your boyfriend..
but that doesnt mean i'll be HAPPY if you broke up with him
so much for a bestfriend..
for you think of me like that...

and yes,
i got a freaking tattoo..
the thing that stick at my back!
and im not even proud of it..
if you consider that as a MAJOR change..
then be it.
people changed..and i do,
but atleast i dunt ditch my friends or bestfriends
when i got a fucking boyfriend
who happens to be your cousin!

are we even bestfriends?
well,i thought i lost one long time ago
and yeah, i was not there for you when you were in need
you know why?
coz you already got new bestfriendS..
i had to ask you whats wrong with you before you tell me
and if you didnt realise,
you bail out on me quite alot of time.
go figure.
and were you there when i needed someone too?
you're too busy with your jason and your other bestfriends

and for your info,
we weren't really bitching bout you,
most of it is about your boyfriend...
go tell jason!
tell him, we were bitching about him!

and shaz,
different people got different opinions..
sounds familiar?

incase you dont remember,
thats what you said when jason bitch about zaini.
he made a really good first impression, didnt he?

thanks ah shaz,
thanks for the good ol'daes..
really.

i dunt believe in bestfriends animore.
coz you dunt knoe who you should really trust.

and sorry if i sound evil throughout this entry.
its my honest opinion and i'm just letting it all out.
see, now i dunt hide anything from you.
ain't that what bestfriends should be?
no?

but like you said,
life's too short too be sad and all that.
if you're happy, then i'm glad!

and to think that this phrase really coming true,
'sometimes even the bestest bestfriends can be the greatest enemies.'

cheers.

shesha was fun!
and i guess the hot topic of the month is 'you-know-who!'
ahahkz!

i love the place!!
it was as red as my room!! so cosy...
super coolness!

and the interview went pretty well,i guess..
hopefully,
we get the job!
coz i'm so damn broke!
need to pay my bills which i've not paid for i tink 3mths now..!!
shyte~!
and i'm ready to sacrifice my freedom for work!
or my passion for work!
really...
but i miss going training...!

and and
i can't wait for nxt wk!!
watchout chalet!!
((:

ok.bye!



ilovemyzaini!!
♥

its the holiday!
so don't expect me to update often..

but anihow,
holiday have been fun!
spending tyme with my gerlfrens and the boyfren!
i love them many many!
(:

miss J and miss E
came my house the other day..
and we watched 'vacancy'!
ahahkz! we were screaming like nobody business!
but it was fun!!

many things happened..
so i'll let the pictures do the talking then..!
((:


HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND MERRY X'MAS!!
AND SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

ok.
my legs are like terribly aching
due to the jogging..
yesterday went to jogged again..
but this time only went 4rounds cause
halfway jogging, the stadium lights went off!
ahahkz! scary~!

so yeah,
me and joti went centuary sq and
just talk talk talk talk!

and and,
today is the last day of school!!
wo0hoo!
and i came late to school..
i reached at 11am! bah~!

and everybody going overseas!
except me.
i want to go bali!!
who want to go with me?!
((:

ifa cheat my feelings..
she said she wana go with me during the march holiday..
but in the end,
she going with her friend this sat!!!
wah...so bad!!!!

its ok!
i find people to go with me!
anyone...?

and,
i freakingly need a job!

i feel so fit!
ahahkz!

went jogging last night with joti
we ran 6rounds w/o stopping!!
how bout that for starters..
((:

now, i feel so motivated to jog atleast
2 or 3 times a week!

got a freaking headache.
must be the after effect of the shesha-ing yesterdae..

it was helmi's bdae yesterdae,
me and the WOC boys went cthall
to watch the skafest.

only stayed fer one band
and it was my ferst time skanking with heels!
ahahkz! luckily, it dint broke.
and we went to eat then home sweet home.

fer 2days,
me and zaini been wasting money on movies!
we watched enchanted and the tattooist!
coolness!

and nxt wk is the last wk of school!
wo0hoo!
a few more weeks and i'll be done with year 2!!
yipee!
((:

plan something ah people!
holiday lah sia!
lets go out!!!

ok bye!

to zaini,
thnx fer being my someone to talk to,
iloveyou darling!
(:

" the presentation went quite well and Nursyahida illustrated good positive attitude."
- christopher thomas, assessor 1!

(:

BAH~!


PP presentation is OVER!
it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be..
it turned out fine!
despite the bad cramps i had...

but, i have to consider myself lucky for having
3 assessor which are not really strict!
compare to zeraynne..her assessor were scary!
but oh well, its OVER!

however,
i kinda hate my advisor..
she was suppose to ATLEAST help me out...
she should be asking me questions that will help me do better...
but seriously,
she wasn't helping at all..!!

but as i said..
ITS OVER!
stop dwelling on it..

but i'm confident i can make it~!
hahakz!
(:

and before i ferget,
HAPPY advanced B'DAE HELMI!
nak yang kecik ke yang besar?
ahahkz!

Labels: i miss my darling..

fuck!

having PP assessment later
and i'm having a fucking menstrual cramp!
i feel like skipping class
coz this cramp is killing me!

urgh.


btw,
do you know that three quarters of a million men in india are gays!!?
zomg, scary~!

just one more week of school
and its the HOLIDAY!

wo0!

many many many plans
in dec!
and this fri-sun,
SKAFEST!

exciting!!

dear ruzaini,

AIDS walk