just you and me

Saturday, June 30, 2007

i feel like munching on chipsmore!
ahahkz!

Friday, June 29, 2007

ok!
i dont know whats wrong with me!
i came school like 1hr earlier!
seriously!!
ahahakz!
ferst tyme in my poly years was i ever so damn early!
ahahakz!
&&&&&& i dint skip any module fer this wk!
wo0ts!
((:

so yesterday,
i was supposed to reach home early!
but no...
yanti had to spoil it!
hahakz!
followed her go vivo to meet her friend
coz she wana eat hotdog!
so yeah..
then window shop fer awhile..
then went home!

i was too lazy to drop outram and contd to tamp..
so i stop punggol
only to find myself lost somewhere at punggol late at night!
hahahakz!
scary lah sia!
like some deserted place!
no cars. no people!
so i just walk....
till i saw a taxi!
hahakz!
& i cabbed back home SAFELY!
hahahkz!

but today!
i make sure i go home straight!
i wanna sleep!!
ok?

ok! bye!

iMISSyouzaini!!

Thursday, June 28, 2007

brrrr.....its cold in here! there must be syahida in the atmosphere!

ahhakz!

school so cold!
&oh ya! i'm IN school!
&IN class!
ahahhahakz!
i go school lah seh~!
damn early again! ((:

&i'm not going dwn for lunch
lazy+werk to do+dieting!
ahahakz!

& today,
i'm going home alone....

talk alone..
sing alone..
walk alone...

ahahakz!
coz zaini's werking till nite...
so yeah! i so gonna reach home early fer the first tyme for this mth!
ahahkz! and also tmr!
coz he werk again till nite...!
then nxt wk..i'll be reaching home late again..
malay dance practices!
wo0ts!

&4th july our 6th mths anniversary!
we've spent half of the year together!
actually.. 42mths! (3yrs of frenship + 6mths)
ahahkz! main bedek!
but yeah! ((:
8more years to go! ahhahakz!

&&i can't wait for sat!!
watchout outing!
TRANSFORMERS!
all got partner lah seh!
xcept emisal! gay boys!
there'll be zainida, syafrid, shabie, firrah, emisal!
YAY!

&i hate NADIA!
ahahkz! i msg her at 8pm!
she reply at 1am!
mengamok siol...!
ahahhakz!

ok.bye!

iLOVEyouzaini!!!
muuacks!

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

why can't i stop myself from thinking so much?
must be the insecurities again...
urgh.

aniway,
i'm forcing myself to go school everyday start from today.
i shall not skip anymore.
reasons:
1) i got nomore skipping days! haha!
2) my grades are so not nice! so many X's and C's!

oh well.
got module briefing just now.
& its like " WTH! "
our hols are shifted..
& we are force to do this particular module
when it is suppose to be 'freely chosen module'
haiyah!

then,
got repfus3 meeting..
which ended at ard 6.45pm..
it was all good! everything was ok i guess!
big hug at the end of the meeting!
i hope aft this..it will strenghten our friendships!
((:

1wk break aft the GENTARASA performance..
nxt is competition!
i hope i get selected.
practice makes perfect!

then,
went to eat KFC wit noorayu at tamp!
&off to home!

ok.bye!

ILOVEYOUZAINI!
i swear seh~! ((:
♥

Monday, June 25, 2007

menstrual cramps!
ahhh!!
i so feel lyk skipping school lah..
but!
i've skip for 4times this module!
haiyahhh....!

I DON'T LIKE SCHOOL ANYMORE!!!

ok.bye!

Sunday, June 24, 2007

GENTARASA 2007

TORNNING

Yesterdae was super duper FUN!
extremely fun lah!

had the GENTARASA opening performance
and it went well i guess!
i SO freaking nervous
my heart beats a million per second!
hahakz!
& zaini making it worst!
" you not scared ke..? "
irritating lah!
luckily i dint cock up like i usually would when i'm damn nervous!
ahahkz!
zaini and mai's bf had to help do the flowers and the cloth!
& also became our cameraman!

& the watchout was sweet enough to drop by!
debbie..shameer..fir..faisal..and helmi!
&they got free tix to GENTARASA lah seh!
the tix expensive lah ok!
& they got it for free!
luckily, i had my cousin working part of the event crew!
so me and zaini got in for free too!

GENTARASA was oklah!
quite funny!
i actually sat beside this actor lah!
&i dint know! hahakz!
while the rest of the watchout sat near the MPs!
hahkz!

after GENTARASA
we all decided to have torning session!
shameer sent debbie home..
i followed zaini to changed..
fir went home to change..
while emisal went to buy for us food!
then head to helmi's hse to watch ' POCONG 2 '
& syafrid joined us aft that..
but the disc pirated lah!
stuck! stuck!

at 3am we went to pasir ris park!
funny giler lah!
helmi teach us games!
and zaini modify it till it became so irritatin!
hahahkz!
&we were laughing alot!
ahhakz! stomach cramp sia!
&we realised our brain very slow!
coz we play the 'broken telephone' game!
and no matter how short we make the sentence..
it will always be wrong when it reach the last person!

&we played til 7am!
then packed up and went home.
&i slept till 5pm!

i totally love yesterdae lah!

ok.
bye!

iLOVEyouzaini!!
& thnx alot for yest!
&thnx to the watchout too!!
((:

Friday, June 22, 2007

today me and zaini went shoppynk!
skipped school coz i was damn tired!
for 4-days straight got training..
and since today got no training..
i need to relax and unwind!
b4 the BIG day comes!!
which is tmr!!!
ahhhh!!

so early in the morning meet zaini
went to have breakfast..
then went back his hse to cont'd sleeping!
but i only slept fer 1hr onie i think.
woke up and watch happytreefriends!
while zaini happily sleep!

then at 1 or 2+ went to orchard.
bought stuff for tmr! GENTARASA!
i actually tot the GENTARASA was in july lah!
when i heard it was this sat!
ah! kanchong spider!
hahakz!
so today went to buy all the stuff i need for tmr..
and some other unimportant stuff!
hahakz!

i'm SO damn excited!
but i'm oready feeling nervous..
ah! my first malay dance performance after 5 yrs!
hahakz!
so scary!!
&& zaini coming to watch!
((:
&&&mayb if i meet my cousin there..
he might pass me some free tix..
so that we can watch!
but if not.
then it'll be watchout eat day out!
shameer want go eat ikan bakar!
then torning session!
wo0!
can't wait!

i guez i wunt be sleeping!
hahakz!
too excited lah!
wo0ts!

ok.
bye!

oh!oh! shafir's back from KL!
hahakz!

ok.
bye!

iLOVEyoulahzaini!
&thank you for travelling with SMRT!
hahkz!
HO SHIO! HO SHIO!
hahahakz! stop it giler!!
&hearts;!!

Thursday, June 21, 2007

ahh!
my body aching to the max sia!

&i'm early again!
fucking early!
i reached sch at 8am sia!
the earliest!

&& today zaini gona watch me dance!
hahakz!
he coming to school!!
wee!

&&& i watching happy tree friends!!!
so freaking gruesome!!
although its in cartoon!
moreover, its buffer waaaayyyy faster than youtube videos!
since i've finish my werk lyk so fast!
zaini sen tme michael jackson video and it only buffers lyk 10% now!
irritating lyk shyte!
hhakz!

ok.
bye

ilovemyzaini!!
♥!

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

training today was very fun!
&i was xtra hyper!
&& we gerls were gossipping..
coz cikgu dint came!

then we look at each other boyfriend pics..
and talk bout so many things..
wo0! so fun!
then,
after training...
ain's bf was gona pick her up..
so..we the got-no-shame people..
me, rara and hehe
hint hint to ain..
bout sending us home..
hahakz!
so nice of him..!
dropped me and rara
at sengkang..

luckily,
we dint got lost!
hahakz!
took 89...and stopped at loyang pt..
i went loyang point's macd to eat..
alone...
coz there was no food at home..
&i havent eat..
so yeah..
then took no.5 back home!
hahahakz!
i dint walk home lah zaini!
i bedek bedek onie!
hahakz!

&im so freaking tired right now..
training almost everyday!
mon-till thur& sat!
but for the sake of GENTARASA!
the sacrifice...!

moreover,
the people are so fun to be with..
looking forward to every training!
wo0ts!
&&we gona get donuts tmr!!
yum yum!
((:

aniwae,
whats wrong wit lyking metal and dancing?
stop stereotyping lah!
doesnt mean i lyk metal...
i cant join dancing..!
stop it sia!
some people like me..
got inner passion you know!
so dunt look at me up and down
and say.. "metal abeh malay dance?!"
aku punyer suke lah!
aku yg joget bukan kau!
sheesh!
&its not lyk i so HARDCORE metal..
susah ah bebual ngan orang mcm gini!
benci! benci! benci!
*wit the yanti's fren voice*
hahahahahahkz!
i wana meet her again!

hahakz!
ok.bye!

1moreday!
and HOPEFULLY i get to meet zaini on thurs..
i miss you lah!!!
♥!

wo0!
i'm in school!
&in class!
ahahkz!

i so early to school today..
i'm so proud of myself...
only for today!
ahahkz!

i actually woke up at 5.30am!
&i dint snooze the alarm
&& i dint con'td sleeping!
instead! i woke up and went to bath!

and took 969 instead of 168
coz yaya a.k.a shifaya
said that if you take 969..
you can sit down and sleep!

so i tried.
i DID get to sit..
but i DINT get to sleep!
hahakz! tatinnnggg!!
oh well.
i'm gonna take 969 if i'm early!

ok.
so my supervisor approve my PP
and i've changed it to royal plaza!
wo0ts!
thank you so much to my darling!!
hahahakz!
atleast i don't have to go interview them alone..
and i don't have to be so formal..right?
ahahkz!
can't wait to get started!

today.
i dint go break alone!
i went wit YANTI!
gossip gossip!
ahahakz!
buat dosa je
everytyme i meet her!
hahahahakz!

ok.dats all!

later got malay dance!
and have to walk home alone again!
):
hahkz!

ok.
bye!

I FREAKING MISS ZAINI!!!
can't wait to meet him!!
((((((:
♥!!

Monday, June 18, 2007

its the start of school
and i dint go!
hahakz!
i woke up damn late!
so i decided not to go.
but i went fer my malay dance
at 5.30!

finished til 8.30..
and this tyme..
i had to walk home alone..
coz zaini was werking..
so he can't fetch me..
till wed seh~!
so sad!

i went back wit shifaya, syarah and mel..
then shifaya told us bout one of her ex..
the story so long..
frm woodands till tamp!
ahhakz!
her story make me feel very angry wit that guy!
hahahkz! mcm busted giler!
but i like to hear story and then give advice!
useful or not i dunoe uh..but it makes me feel better!
like..atleast i sort of help abit!
i feel helpful! ahahkz!

aniwae,
yeah!
tmr i HAVE to go school!
must stop skipping!
i hate school
though its lyk damn slack..
but urgh..
i feel lyk quitting school but i still want go my malay dance!
hahahakz!
i knoe its dumb!
hahakz!

i seroiusly feel lyk quitting lor.
BUT! after so much thinking!
i decided to just finish this 3yrs!
lyk wasted giler if i quit now!
i come so far! and quiting is lyk so stupid lah!
kan! kan! kan!
aniwae, i left lyk 2yrs or less and i'm so done wit poly!
so yeah!
GO IDA!

hahakz!
ok.bye!

I MISS YOU LAH ZAINI!!!
♥ !!

WATCHOUT DAY OUT

ZOUK DAY OUT

Sunday, June 17, 2007

today was so fun!
the watchout day out!

met up 4+
waited for faisal and ikahchu? someting chu lah the name..i fergot!sorie!
then we walked to taka.
met up wit hafiz..
we took so long to decide on where to eat!
open number lah..
scissors paper stone...
the sad face thing..
hahahkz!
funny shyte!

in the end
we ate at 'nana thai' far east!
hahakz!
the table can turn turn!
so we turn the table and tried the others food.
hahakz!

then me and syaf cabbed back home
while they went sumwer.
i heard they went orchard towers!
hmmmm......
so yeah!

I LOVE THE WATCHOUT!

and to shafir,
have a fun and safe trip to KL!
dun ferget to buy fer us sumtin!!
((:

ok.bye!

iloveyouzaini!!
no matter what happen i still love you lah!!
muuacks!

another fun day!
went out wit fadz only
coz ery wanted to do her assignment!
we went to granado espada

there was a little miscommunication!
ahhaahhakz!!
fadz waited at simei..
while i waited at pasir ris!
dodo sia!
and we actually wore almost the same outfit!
black jeans..
orangy-red shirt!
psyche!
totally coincidental!
or mayb fadz copy me! hahahkz!

then by the tyme we reached zouk.
it was finished.
but! theres another time
which is at 10pm.
btw,i saw jonathan! my last sem classmate!

aniwae,
i was hungry for flesh!
hahkz!
so we went lau pa sat.
then walk to fullerton.
where we look lyk 2 drunkard people.
laugh laugh laugh
then sit at the roadside!
then walk to penin to take a bus back to zouk.
we waited fer 1/2hr...
went in..
got our drink
which was recommended by a guy which is frm RP!
ahahkz! wat a small werld!
no wonder he look familiar!
and again we lyk damn crazy lah..
walk up and down the place
coz we cant made up our mind!
hahakz!
and there was this guy..
who had his stamp all over the face!
and he dint realised it!
ahahhahakz!
luckily i got fadz to tell me i got glowing stamp on my face!
hahakz!

then we wanted to go back.
coz it was so boring!
it was raining.
so the security walked us to the hotel nxt to it..
and he carried the umbrella so low that even he had to bend down.
i felt so insulted!
i even said " are we that short?"
ahahahkz!
oh fadz!!
no wonder they wear heels!
hahakz!

so yeah!
wo0ts!
staying at home tmr.
but i wana go buy tako yaki.
at paris!
((:

and this mon sch reopen ah?!
or izzit thurs?
huh?

ok.
bye!

imisszaini!!
♥ !

Saturday, June 16, 2007

yesterdae was fun!
after malay dance practice
followed zaini to his grandma hse!
b4 that we ate the 'best nasi ayam goreng' near there.
ahahkz!
very nice lah!

at 4+ we met up wit noorayu!
ahakz!
went to watch fantastic 4!
so cool!
but all the actor not hot seh~!
only silver surfer i think is the hottest!
ahhakz!
pax! pax! pax! pax! pax!
and he the good guy lah!

aniwae,
it end ard 7.45 i think..
we walk to cthall
ate at marina square and bus-ed to hougang!
bought food for zaini's mum and my dad!
reached home at 11.45!
luckily my dad dint nag!
wo0ts!
so yeah!

and today,
going out wit fadz and maybe ery!
to zouk.
not clubbing lah
so yeah!

wo0!
i'm so bored.
ok.bye!

ilovemyzaini!
♥!!

15 JUNE 07

14 JUNE 07

Thursday, June 14, 2007

i love ery
to a certain extent!
hahakz!
i think she got a certain grudge against me.
lyk! since secondary school days.
hahahkz!
i knoe dat i'm lyk taller than her..
i got lyk bigger eyes than her..
lyk longer eyelashes than her..
lyk softer eyes than her..
but theres lyk no need to hate me...!
lyk! its nothing to be jealous of.
*with the american accent*

hahahakz!
ok.
so i follwed ery to her job interview
at jln kukoh!
then we walk to nowhere.
coz we were somehow lost.
ahahakz!! like always!
ery wanted to go clarke quay.
i shall not tell you why!
so we just walk to any direction that had the strongest pulling force!
ahahakz!
feng shui.
or which direction the wind was blowing!
ahahakz!
and we discover many new places we've never been before!
new mall!
cool lah!
zaini!! we must go there!!

aniwae,
took alot of pics!
and ery try her photography skills.
which! she needs to improve on!
ahahhakz!
then went bugis
do her shoe.
what are bestfriend for!!
ahahkz!
then mrt-ed back.
wanted to go visit my gradma at hospital but my dad told me to go home.
so i did.
while walking home alone..
i think alot!
haiyahh..!
shall not talk bout it!

oh well!
i had a totally fun time!
this sun we probably go out again!
i think of plans!
wana bring all the gerls.
but everyone seems so busy with themselve.
haiyah!

and it was the boys day out for zaini and co.
its all good!
i spent tyme wit one of my gerlfriend.
and he wit his boyfriends!
hahakz! so gay!
i not sad lah zaini!
wahlao!
((:

ok.bye!
btw!
i conquered all the territory already
wo0!
ok shameer can have it back!
hahkz!
ok.bye

iloveyouzaini!
♥

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask
How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say, 'Hi'
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

-- a poem i got in my email sent frm jodi!

i really like the poem.
it makes me think alot.
on how i've been leading my life this past few daes.
maybe i should stop and look around me.

life been hectic.
with practices and spending alot of tyme wit zaini...
and i never make the effort to catch up on stuff wit my frens
haiyahh...!
i hate myself.

and i dunoe if i still wana be involve in JA onot..
i really like my band and i really like my malay dance!
how?

haiyah!
ok.bye!

istill♥myzainialot!!
((:

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

sorie for not updating for quite a long tyme..
coz there's nothing to update
and i'm not really feeling all confused and insane!
hahakz!
so theres nothing to tell!
BUT!!!
guess wat!!!!

i SOLD my guitar!
my electric guitar....
sob sob!
ahhahakz!
zaini so bad!
he say he gona let me visit my guitar!!
but then we never visit!
so sad!
ahahakz!

i need money!
i want go shopping...
do my driving lesson...
pay my own phone bill...
and do more shopping!
hahakz!
i love being a gerl!

oh!
yest i help faisal's schmate with some malay dance steps!
i so helpful !
ahhahahkz!
their malay dance moves quite good though
saper tu...mazlan ah?
i like to see him dance!
like nice lyk dat!
(:

suppose to compose song yest wit zaini!
but i got him frustrated in the end..
bcoz i dint knoe how i want the song to be sang!
then he angry seh~!
but awhile onie....i tink!
hahhakz!
sorie! ((:

andAND!!
i got enough money to buy new car!!!!
then i can win races!
and finish the whole territory!
and can give the UMD back to shameer!
but i'll let zaini do all the dirty job coz if i choose..
later he say my car no good!
he always lyk dat!
ahhahakz! ish! takderlah!
btw, i talking bout 'need for speed carbon'
so yeah! haahkz!

and now.
i'm rotting at home!
woke up aft i had a dream bout a rat nibbling on my slipper!
hahakz! serious shyte!
it felt so real!!!
at ferst i dreamnt bout my PP..
coz i had to REWORK!
then..i dreamt i was in the bus..
got a whole fucking lot of rats!
and one of them nibble on my slipper!
not my new ripples..
the old ones!
scary lah!
hahakz!

and....
i feel like baking cakes!

ok.
bye!

♥ myzainialot!!!
iloveyou!!

Friday, June 08, 2007