i so not in my mood..
i feel so suckish!
i think its one of my bad days..
its the day where i will just worry about stupid stuff
stuff that i dunt even know why i'm worrying!
&because of this stupid stuff...i think alot..
i dunt like when i start thinking..
coz it makes me feel very insecure.
&when i feel insecure,
i get irritated easily...
&when i get irritated, i'll be very crappy that it makes you hate me!
ahahkz! so yeah!
&for the ferst tyme..
i feel like going home straight..
so yeah!
bye!
imissyouzaini
ahahakz!
Saturdaymeeting 1!
went out wit qai & fadz to discuss about our plans!
&i'm so damn excited about it!
hahakz!
lucky to have qai, fadz & adibah to make this possible!
if it was me alone..i dunt think it will ever happen!
so yeah!
SWEET TOOTH LOVE?ahahakz!! i shall not say anitin about it yet!
until it really have begun!
so yeah! stay tune!
then,
we met up wit ery
to watch firewerks!
but i was craving for
donuts!!
so me& qai lined-up for donut factory!
&it only took 10-15mins!
WAH! so fast!then the 4 of us head to esplanade!
we ate the donuts while we watched!
ery was so damn excited!
she will go
.." WAH! FUCKING NICE!" " CHEEBYE!NICE! "ahahhahahakz! you should see her face!!
ahahkz!
then we head back to paris!
Sundaythe movers came
&now my hse is so clean!
&i have to sleep on the floor!
seriously!
my cough is getting worst..
i'll wake up 2 or 3am in the morning coughing!
&it goes on till 4+..
it sucks!aniway,
went out with the
watchout clan!full strenght lah!
there were
12 of us!
went to watch
' the simpson movie '
the movie was funny!
we conquered the whole row!
then we ate KFC at istana park!
then,
take picture time!
then we went helmi hse
to sabo debby!
the new member!
so we sabo shaby at the carpark..
eggs, bandung, milo, flour...vid at zaini's blog!
so yeah!
then went home!
to zaini,sorie bout yesterdae..i think its the unbalanced hormones...or maybe its me...i dunoe lah....i tend to think alot!but i swear, iloveyouALOT!&i still want to marry you! (:loveyou darling! muuacks!
*rolls eyes*i dunt know whats wrong with this stupid guy!
he is full of
empty promises...
doesnt he learn his lesson?
if i could meet him.. i will just laugh in front of his face!
i pity the girls..
he is such a good example of
sweet talker motherfucker!
hahakz! BAH~!
ANIWAE,
zaini came to my school!
&accompany me!
so sweet!actually, he dint go school
&he got nothing to do at home
so he came my school!
haiyah! hahakz!
but yeah,
ilovehim to bits!we hang out wit shazrina fer awhile!
coz i miss her and zaini want to go see her hair
ahahakz!!
its not a trap lah shaz!!then,
shaz went to meet jason,
zaini sent me to class
and off he went.
coz he got werk...
*sob!sob!*ahahakz!
today i'm gona go home early and sleep!
zaini, u reach home oready??ok.bye!
ILOVEYOU darling!((:
oH yes! its my ol' time favourite pic!
ahahkz! i love that pic alot!
aniway,
imissmyzaini!
although we meet almost everyday, i still miss him loads!
its like not enough!
7mths soon!
&i love him more and more each day!
(:
ok.bye!
iloveyouzaini!
muuacks! (:
Labels: iloveyou
ITS GONA BE A VERY LONG POST!
Saturdaywent cheng san cc to watch
FIESTARI!the girls dance so nice!
but got abit salah..
atleast they won
3rd better than nothing..
theres always nxt yr! (:
so yeah!
congrats!my hands were shaking seh wen i wana take their pics!
ahahkz! i the excited one!
i left after they perform coz i had to meet the pri schmates!
suppose to meet at 3.30! but they postpone to 6pm!
but still! i was late!
zaini was
sweet enough to accompany me go meet them..
but then i had to
ABANDON him
coz my frens dun let him follow..
he went with syafrid then went
dating with faisal!
while i went with the pri sch frens!
there were 9 of us only..!
but i so the happy to meet them!
coincidentally, we all wore
white xcept for shahmee and hazam, they wore black!
like so cool! it was so unplanned!kite jiwe lah seh!we celebrate our 6yrs+ of friendship!
wana watch firewerks!
but by the tyme the rest reach!
the firewerks finish!!
so we went lau pa sat to eat!
then to clarke quay to just hang out!
funny shit!!
we camwhore alot!!
firman and his 1001 funny faces!shahmee the gay boy!it was so fun lah seh~!
then saw rashid!
he still remember me!!
the first one he spot sumore!
" syahida kan! "hahakz! i feel so honoured!
i was in the same class as him from pri 1 to pri 4!
hahakz! we left raffles at 11+ i think..
so yeah..!
Sundaygot the
wedding performancemet the rest at serangoon
then we had to walk in..
when we reach, the first ting on our mind was
food!ahahakz! so we wait till they ask us whether we wana eat!
then skali they ask! ahahkz!
we went down and meet kak su..
then we eat together!
went up and got ready!
2+ we went down and got ready!
so scary!
oh! the bride so pretty lah seh~!
their wedding cake so cool!
then we performed!
so many mistakes lah..haiyahhh...!
luckily cikgu rahman takde!
hahakz! so yeah..
aft that we eat again
w/o kak ad!
coz she
ABANDONED us halfway!
ahahkz!
then i went to meet zaini
then hangout wit firsal!
till 8+
then went to eat wit my parents!
so it was my
eat day out yesterdae!
&& i cant update my blogg on wkends animore!
coz my hse comp has oready been pack and shipped to my tamp hse!
my hse so the very the spacey!
no sofas..no tables..no fridge! no cupboard!only boxes!
by this wkend, i'll be in my new tamp hse! (:
weee! can paint my room! and decorate it on my own!
ok.bye!
ILOVEYOUZAINI!sorry that i HAD to abandon you last sat!
im feeling so sick right now..
sore throat, headache, cramps, aching..thought of skippping class...
but still go for malay dance later
but! i decided to just go to class...
since theres UT!
if only I could meet zaini..
budden he got werk..so he wunt be fetching me later!
&&tmr got
festari competition!good luck girls! (:
i'm going with zaini! coz i wana watch them dance!
then meeting the pri sch frens!
wo0ts! i cant wait!
&sunday is the
wedding performance..im so scared!
coz i tend to ferget the steps!
ahhhh!!yesterdae was
fun&tiring!practice practice practice!luckily cikgu dint scold....
then, zaini came to fetch me..
& all the way till my hse..
we were laughing alot!
hahahkz! even when i was feeling sick..
at that moment i totally fergot about the pain!
but when i reached home and bath..
i fall asleep immediately!
sorie zaini, i dint reply or ans your calls!&&&&& FIR kene BOTAK!!hahahkz! a deal is a deal lah fir..
botak! botak! botak! botak!ahahkz! ok! bye!
ILOVEYOU darling!!i swear!! thnx for everthing!!
Quit smoking Tips to help maintain Nicotine Withdrawal for the first 2 wks.(1) find some support- look for people who are interested in your success to quiting!
(Or! in the same shyte as you! hahakz!)(2) Eat a well balanced diet- Choose foods that will provide you with the high quality fuel you need.
- Avoid JUNK FOOD!
(note to zaini!)(3) take multi-vitamins- Smoking depletes our bodies of nutrients therefore, you need vitamins to gain the loss nutrients! (:
(4) Stock the fridge with healthy snacks- to be more healthy!
duh~!(5) Get out for a walk- Walking reduces edginess and improves circulation. It also releases endorphins, the "feel good" hormone.
(chocolate also release endorphins, if you too lazy to walk..just eat chocolate! it gives you the "i feel good!" hormone! but then again...pls refer to (5) ahahkz!)(6) Get more sleep!- Early cessation is tiring. Your body is stressed and so is your mind. Allow more time to sleep if you need it. (
twinkle twinkle little star...!)(7) Drink water!- Water helps you flush residual toxins from smoking out of your body more quickly.
( it means...you gona get diarrhoea and you gona go toilet every 5mins!)(8) Do some deep breathing!- breath beauty in...breathe nasty out! hahakz!
(9) turn your bathroom into day spa!- Light some candles, and take a long hot bubble bath. Treat yourself to a manicure and pedicure and follow with a facial. Pamper yourself!
(10) have a cup of tea!- to rejuvenate yourself
( drink pomegranate tea! nice lah! )(11) reward yourslef!- Small daily rewards will boost your spirits and fortify your resolve to keep the quit.
YAY!GO QUITTERS!hahahkz!
if theres a will, theres a way!(:
to zaini,aahhahakz!!bodoh! ahahkz!i shall not say it here...!aniwae,
yesterdae was back to
secondary schoool!suppose to go help fadz with her project..
but insufficient equipment!
so its postponed!
so, me&zaini up with helmi&friend
coz they wana audition for
teachers' day celebration!i think coral getting lamer and shytier lor!
but aniwae,
they played
' beautiful girl 'u knoe the...
" your way to beautiful gerl..msdnfahfur....you got me suicidal..suicidal"ahahahkz! something lyk dat!
i think it was ok lah!
coz they were nervous!
stop it sia...! the judges are some sec 2 kids..prefect maybe..
ahhakz! stop it~!
after that,
we went helmi hse watch
' the cleaner ' 6+ me&zaini left
&went to eat KFC!
then went home!
ahahahhakz!!! NONO!not me! not me! ahhhhh!!ahahahakz!! *inside joke*oh!
aliff aziz won anugerah!
stop it~!
i think he's quite good and cute!
but i think his voice havent really mature?!
&to shaz,
he sooo dunt look lyk fidz lah!
haiyohhh!my mum kecohh!
she keep commenting on the singers..
she said all of them cant sing lah..
matrep lah...tak lawa lah...
ahahhakz! kecohh..~!
so yeah!
ok! im bored!
bye!
iLOVEyouzaini!!!!(:
GIRLS DAY OUT!
i love this bitches!! ((:
THE OTHER DAY PICS!
imissyou zaini....
i look sick!
iloveyou darling!
yesterdae was
SO FUN!!me, fadz and ery went to watch
HARRY POTTER!our girls day out!
met up at 9.30AM!
then off to vivo..!
the cinema was freaking
BIG!like you're in an auditorium or some big theatre!
coolness! BUT!we got the very front seat!
when the movie started..
me and ery keep making joke about the character!
ahahhakz! funnny giler!
after the movie ended,
we went to look for food.
bought BK and sat at the rooftop!
talk..talk..talk..talk!then,
mrt-ed back to simei coz fadz got werk at 6pm..
&there was this
miss singapore universe thing at simei mall!
we walk ard the mall..
then ery began her
chimpanzee call!
ahahahahahkz!!!
you should look at her face!!ahahkz! then i joined in!
we were so noisy in the NTUC!
after fadz went to werk.
me and ery watched the miss singapore thing..
the swimsuit part..
we keep commenting on their body..
but seriously sia..
some of them was lyk
fat...got
boncit..
flabby somemore!
&their thigh so big!
& theres one which was so freaking skinny!
she looks anoeroxic!
(is that how you spell it?)but yeah..
then went back home!
to zaini,iLOVEyou alot i swear!sorie bout yesterdae!
yesterdae was
so cool!
hahakz!
zaini fetched me from school bcoz he dint go school!
so yeah,
then bus-ed to hougang for
fun, laughter, peace and joy!ter-meet ayu at inter so we went together.
then,
hang out wit faisal and fir!
talk about faisal and his girl
S!
hahakz!
fir and zaini confident!
they say they quit smoking!
but
NOo...!
yesterdae they share a stick!
lyk wasted lyk dat!
zaini take advantage of the situation!
hahkz!
ISH! takderlah..!bus-ed back home at 9
aniway,
we took the
so cool bus!
red and
green seats!
nice lah seh~!
pics below!
to zaini,sorie i dint msg you last nite!i ter-sleep!ok.bye!
oh!the
biggest movie event of the year is coming soon..
" big mac man pt 2! ''ahahkz!
watchout!iloveyouzaini!!(:
&i think i need to wear specs!i'm going blind!!!
ahhh!my vision is starting to blur!
shyte sia!
BAH!
finally the S.I.N are attached!
hahakz! i'm so bored right now..
then i rmbred!
so yeah! hahakz! wee~!
& guess wat lah!
the pic above is the most recent pic lah
which was taken like last yr in dec!
that shows how long we have not been going out with each other!
freaking long!!!
i miss you bitches lah seh~!
" I always needed time on my ownI never thought I'd need you there when I cryAnd the days feel like years when I'm aloneAnd the bed where you lie is made up on your sideWhen you walk away I count the steps that you takeDo you see how much I need you right nowWhen you're goneThe pieces of my heart are missing youWhen you're goneThe face I came to know is missing tooWhen you're goneThe words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it okI miss youI've never felt this way beforeEverything that I do reminds me of youAnd the clothes you left, they lie on the floorAnd they smell just like you, I love the things that you doWhen you walk awayI count the steps that you takeDo you see how much I need you right nowWe were made for each otherOut here foreverI know we wereAll I ever wanted was for you to knowEverything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soulI can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me "ILOVEYOUZAINI!i swear!
&i'm sorry about yesterdae...you still my one and only no matter wat happen..Labels: 8 letters 3words, I LOVE YOU
oh great!
wat a way to start the day!
i
dunt like mondays oready.
i fergot to bring alot of stuff!
1) my PSP!
2) my WALLET or purse
3) laptop charger
so irritating lah!
LUCKILY, i got my coinbag with me!
& LUCKILY, 2 of my team members use fujitsu!
so i can borrow fer awhile!
&& i feel so guilty about something.
ahh! hate today!
ok.bye!
♥ my zaini!
ZAINIDA'S N73 MUSIC EDITION CELL PHONE
yesterdae&today was fun!!070707had school in the morningwent with qaithe talk was so boringg!&one of the speaker look like a mouse seh~!ahahhahahakz!me&qai keep laughing &making fun!then. zaini fetched coz we were late!i made ery came early but in the end,i was late!sorie dudette & thnx qai fer accompanying!me&ery ferst dae of werk!&we got new freinds~!&i had fun werking wit eryrosaindah!we keep joking ard!&she had blisterS all over her legbecause of the stolen shoe!hahahahkz!end of the event..we sing&laugh like nobody business!funny shyte sia!it was tiring but uber fun!&today,me & zaini bought our couple hp!its a 6mth thing!so yeah..!same phone lah!!N73!then, we went esplanademet up wit nawrayu!we missed the comic stripso we skank to the sallys!it was ok uh..but i prefer comic strip!9+ we left & bus-ed back home!&tomorrow!i got malay dance practice!so excited!i miss the girls lah!!gossip..gossip..gossip..!ok.bye!iLOVEmyZAINIalott !!!i'm sorie dat i disapointed you the other dae..iloveyou!
ahahahakz!
so funny & CUTE!
wo0!
its fridae!
&its saturdae tmr!!
ahhhh! hahakz! nervous lah..!
i working with zaini&co.
&&&&& ERY ROSA INDAH!
so yeah,
so today me and ery going mini shopynk!
((:
ah fuck!
ahahakz! i'm so damn sleepy!
in fact, i'm feeling
EXTREMELY sleepy...
i only slept for 3hrs!
i cannot think properly..
the coffee doesnt seem to help!
i'm feeling more drowsy!
haiyahhh.....i wanted to skip..
but my grades are like so wth!
&i wouldnt want to repeat this module!
moreover, if i skipped where am i suppose to go?
go home is like so stupid lah!
might as well i dint come at all...
if i wana call zaini...he conferm sleeping sia..
so i decided to just go to school and stay till the end of the day!
luckily, today,
i think, don't need to do much?
coz gona have role play..
so shud be quite easy lah!
ahhhh...
fucking sleepy!
ok.bye!
MY CRAZY ZAINI WITH HIS CRAZY WAY TO PLEASE ME !!!!
HAPPY 6MTH ANNIVERSARY DARLING!!thnx once again for all your love and care!iloveyou!! ((:mmuuacks!!so today i went out with zaini!our 6mth!followed him went to collect his pay wit wan and firthen, walk ard orchard..at 5 or 6 went back to houganghang out wit faisal and fir again before following zaini back home&he gave me flowers and stuff!ahahhahakz!i think its like the best gift ever lah!thanks darling!! iloveyoualot !!wo0!i was so excited! &keep smiling!even the taxi driver ask why i like so happy-go-lucky!ahahkz!once again,thnx alot my darling!!iloveyoualot!! i swear!!&i'm still smiling!hahahakz!♥ myzaini!MmuAacks!
i spent quality time with me, myself and i!indulge in the beauty of naturei went to the beach to untangle the mess in my head. &to stop me from making stupid decision
&then regret it for the rest of my life..
so many things running in my head.i keep thinking and wondering..i love the beach.but it brings back so many memories.i smile to myself.&then cried.it really helps! i feel so so much better!but my brain can't stop thinkingfuck it!ok.bye!iloveyouzaini!!muuacks!
i miss my cousins, aunt and especially my encik!its been centuaries since i last met them.so today,i used my aft school hours to visit them!((:&suprisingly,my sis called!gosh, she never change!the same ol' lies!& see what i mean,these kind of people only look for meeither when they need help or need company!i'm so used to all this.oh well.
&oh WOW!its a baby girl! &&i've yet to meet her!
oh my!
theres UT today and i dint study
hahakz!
as if i have!
but yeah, i should be worrying!
so not favourite module lah!
Customer Relationship Managementsounds easy but it actually so damn complicating!
& July
is such a busy month.
malay dance practices
almost everyday after school!
i haven't really start on my PP! hahakz!
wth!!
to my bitches,i think i'll have the outing in aug!25th aug..maybe! its on sat!so yeah..try to make yourself free pls..if you think you can't pls tell me ah!so i can postpone it on another day!pls and thank you!(:&& today is like
YOUTH DAY!we, the YOUTH should
NOT be in school now..
i'm only 18 and i still
AM a youth, rite?
yes you are ida!
ahahakz!
this is so unfair!i should be sleeping soundly at home rite now..!
ahahkz!
&&& haiyahh...can't celebrate our
6th mths on wed....
coz i got malay dance practice!!
but we got plans in the morning!
((:
ok.bye!
iLOVEyouzaini!!!
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