SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
yay! yay! dah raya...!!!



i'm happy that i got my fringe rebonded and it turned out the way i want it. had my hair coloured though the colour ain't so obvious. got my henna done! and i've lost weight!! i lost like 6kg! ahahkz! alot or what! but i still look fat lah sia.. but still i'm satisfied!

we got our couple baju raya! very happy! i dunnoe what colour it is ah..but i think i'm gona wear it alot of time! it was love at first sight! so yeah, i'm very very happy! but, i havent have the money to buy my makeup stuff! coz i still have alot of stuff to pay!! shyte man...means, most of my collection money will be used to pay the bills. -_-

last night, ery came my hse to bake! she came ard 9pm...we make chocolate cookies, honey cornflakes and chocolate cornflakes! and most of the chocolate cookies end up toasted! ahahhkz! but still edible! then i made marble cake, which dint turn out the way it was supposed to be! so tonight i want to try again! aniway, we stayed up till nxt morning baking and playing SIMS 2! ahahhakz! damn funny ah! we made the sims look damn retarded then make it damn hot and then came out with stupid names! ahahkz! by 6++ we were like dead fish!

i was supposed to have my car prac at 7am...but luckily, postponed! i was motherfucking tired oready sia! after ery left, i bath and sleep till 5pm! so good luck to me ah on thurs! ahahkz! HOPEFULLY, i pass! wish me luck! ((:



ok bye!



iloveyou..
♥

i miss my baby...

thank you for being there for me when i was in great pain and boredness!

thank you for the food you brought everyday, which end up 'basi' because i dint eat it!

thank you for making me laugh everytime!

thank you for staying with me through the night until the nurse 'halau' you..!

thank you for the hugs and kisses!

thank you for giving me the strenght to go thru it when i felt like giving up countless times!

thank you for wiping my tears!

iloveyou darling..i swear i do! i wouldnt want to trade you for anyone else or for a million bux! ((: no words can describe how much iloveyou and how much you mean to me! iloveyou ruzaini bin hashim! hahahkz!

muuacks!♥

pain. sleepless nights. bored.
god, please give me strenght to go thru this.

suddenly, i miss home!

i want you to know, i always love you and i'll miss you! thinking bout it, i feel like crying already. all the mixed emotions. i feel like backing out, but i can't. so for these last few hrs, all i want now, is to spent a little more time with you.

aniway, my hp is partially spoilt, again! when i press the '4' keypad, the screen will go blank! so if you msg me, and the werds i reply are all jumble up, go figure ah! this is why, i prefer nokia phones! i want to go get a new phone oready ah! zaini darling, our 2nd anniversary, we go get new phones ah!! ok? ok!

BYE!





iloveyou..
♥

yesterday was damn damn tiring. went for the checkup. met up with zaini at hougang and cabbed to the hospital coz we were late! the appt was at 9.55am..but we reached a few mins late. we were there from 10am-4pm! we could have spent a shorter time there but we had to meet the tak-perlu people there and talk about the same thing! ahahkz! and also wait for the porter! ahahahkz!! damn slow lah sia! might as well just tell us where it is and we go there ourselves ah..
after meeting the doctor, thought can go home oready..skali have to meet this person then do blood tests...haiyah...leceh! after we were done with the whole thing...

cabbed back home to changed. met up with syaf and erma at paya lebar and waited for fezra and helmi. the rest were late! we ended up breakfasting by the road side! when they finally came, we walked ard geylang till 11pm...then bused back to hougang and i cabbed home from there!

and today, breakfasting with the sec schmates! yayness!

oh! i'll be MIA from mon-wed! so dunt look for me in school or at home! ok?ok!



hari raye coming soon!!
ok bye!







iloveyou..
♥

its a boring day.
and yes, i'm in school. ((:








iloveyou..
♥

i think some people are being so inconsiderate and thoughtless.
sesungguhnye aku berpuase!



aniway, i'm in school like finally.. and its theatre appreciation module today. not bad. the faci is so hyper and cute. she's like jumping ard. i hope this module doesn't require role-play! i hate to act.
tmr no school! so i probably go my prac. coz i'm left with 2more weeks before my tp! dammit. and i only have my wkends free..and wed, if i got no fyp meeting.

i'm so looking forward this friday! break fast with the WOC..hopefully that idiot shameer rent a car or lorry so that we dunt have to take the bus! and this friday, me and zaini wana get our 2nd couple baju raye! still not sure what colour though. wo0! excited!

i'm sooo hungry! didnt sahur today. so later after school, i want to go home and sleep till buker time! ahahkz!

ok bye!






iloveyou..
♥

i'm in school lah seh~!

cheeeebyee.......!!


who change my rp school password!!? irritating sia..when i smangat want to go school..something had to go wrong. 1st, the laptop charger which exploded months ago. 2nd, cannot login to leo because havent pay school fees. and now, my password kene changed! shithole. making my rp life so much harder! ahahkz! i have to reach school early to go line up and loan school laptop. now, i have to go IT helpdesk to reset my password. leceh ah!!

today, luckily i opened the letterbox. got 2 letter from school. of course about my attendance. if i dunt go school by 17 sep, kene dismiss frm school! wth~! i onle miss 6 lessons seh~! 2 times for 2 modules and once for the other 2 modules! alot meh? baru start skolah..lek ah..!

the other day i dint go coz i dint know what class! the other day because initially i had to go checkup. today, go accompany zaini pay his fine coz he dint know the place. the other days, i lazy! ahhahkz! so i only lazy 3days wat~! why they so like dat?!




aniway, finally got to meet zaini yesterday and today. yesterday i got so mad at zaini, i took a bus to vivo! ahahkz! emo there ah..while eating long john! then when we ok oready, i went to meet him at hougang. hang out with faisal, fir, wan and shameer till 1am+...then cabbed home.

today, luckily he didnt overslept again! so we met up early, went newton to pay his fines then we walk ard orchard. went home at 3pm..coz he had work at 5pm. i'm a happy girl. hopefully, i get to meet him tmr morning again to go check up! been postponing the checkup since last wk. so zaini, you better not oversleep again!!!! MUST go sia.

today, i finally went to go visit my grandfather. just me and my dad. my grandfather got his bed! the hospital bed! so cool ah! then, he was craving nasi briyani. so the 3 of us, me, my dad and my granfather went out to go look for one! we went changi and bridge road but the place was renovating. in the end, we bought at 'zam zam'! then, he wanted to see geylang. so my dad drove past geylang to make him happy! then back to my grandma hse..eat..and stayed for awhile. then home sweet home!

now, i want to sleep! my much needed beauty sleep! ahahkz!


ok bye!






iloveyou..
♥

i miss my zaini..!! havent seen him since last sat. i wonder how he look like now..ahahahkz! maybe got misai oready! ahahahhakz! ugly sia! to zaini, you better go shave it the nxt time i see you.

well, supposedly meet him today. but that idiot sleep like there's no tomorrow. called him like 72times! i thought mayb after we go to the place then maybe i can go break fast with him before he go work..but all my dreams and hopes shattered! its been so long since we last have a good long talk. sometimes i wait up till he finish work to talk to him. but always got distractions or he too tired. and other times, he's rushing to work. damn sad ok.

why is my boyfriend always so busy!!!


aniway, tmr hopefully i get to break fast with the bitches! coz havent meet them wayy longer. but my dad just told me today that the doctor say, my grandfather might not be around for long. and he told me to go visit him tmr before its too late.

eventhough i'm not close to my grandfather but to hear that news, its like damn sad ah. i feel bad that when my dad ask me to follow him go meet my grandfather, i'll give excuses not to go. but now, i hope he gets better soon.


and now, i want to complain!!!
doesnt mean they live in my house they dunt have to do the chores or do some helping out atleast. and the only thing she do is hang out the clothes. for all the months they live here, they like not helping at all. and now the ramadan period. she could have atleast help my mum cook. but nooo....she sit in her room dunt know do what, when buker time, she come out..eat..then go back in the room. didnt even help to clean. damn frustrating lah! i thought if got this makcik, then atleast can help keep the house clean ah..since you know..old ppl they like to do housework..like my encik. but no!

the cucu lagi worst. dah lah tak puase! the only time i saw her puase was the 1st day! that one fine ah...now since there are 5 ppl in the hse, my mum tend to cook alot. but they sanggop buy outside food and eat. like irritating giler sia. esp. si shasha, ngada-ngada nak mampos. dah lah tak tolong langsung in the house. then shout here shout there mcm mak bapak dier nyer rumah!

i find this kind of ppl very irritating sia. my parents let them stay for free pon..atleast do something pleasing ah. the least thing i expect the makcik to do for now is to help my mum cook for buker time. she nvr go help my dad at his shop anymore, and she stay at home all day so dunt tell me she tired ah! and the least thing shasha can do is help me to serve it on the table. is that like so much to ask?! sometimes i wish i could tell them off seh. grrr...make me damn angry ah.

when i was living at my aunt hse for 6mths, i still help her cook and clean the house. eventhough she is my aunty, you are living at people hse what..not your own hse. you know what i mean?

seriously, i cant wait for them to move out. i'm not being selfish or whatsoever. but i tink my family is much much happier just the 3 of us. theres so much i want to complain but i tink it will be toooooo long!


ok bye!








iloveyou..
♥

a few more mins till zaini finish work.
and its the 8th day of ramadan.
22 more days to go!


skipping school today and tomorrow for a reason.
but i'll go school thurs onwards. ok?ok!

thank you darling for the shopping today! (:
i feel so bad seh..coz you spent quite alot on me..especially for this month. thank you once again!


yesterday we went out buker with fezra and helmi at geylang. dear zaini dint sleep one whole day and he still have to go work at 10pm just now. kesian dier~! and when we were at geylang, got this lady looking for her missing child. siallah. how to find sia..! if it was me, i oso kanchong spider sia! dunt know if she have found her child yet..but gud luck ah!

aniway, during buker time, we were joking alot. and zaini damn talkative when he's tired! talk talk talk! ahahahkz! but damn funny sia! with his face expression! you should see sia! irritating nak mampos..! ahahkz!

but yesterday, he was like the sweetest thing. bring me shopping, then still send me home when he is damn tired and quite late for work. awww....iloveyou seh! ((:
ahahkz! so yeah, hopefully he survive at work! missing him oready...


ok bye!






iloveyou..
♥

awak! got this bridal competition..'feed & eat' can win $2000 or $4000 cash if i not wrong! ahahkz! nak? i just need to feed you 1kg of cake and you eat it as fast as you can! then can win oready liau! ahahkz! you the only fastest eater i know on the surface of the earth. everybody else will agree too. ahahahkz! how? (:

i got 4modules this semester. which means, if i get GPA 2 or higher for this semester, i only need to repeat 1module nxt yr for the 1st semester. yay?



aniway, when i think again, even if i graduate by jan, i dun't think i'll immediately go find a job. and if i want to go uni, the nxt intake is ard sept. so i still sempat rite? see, always look on the bright side! oh! plus i have extra time to complete my CE pts! ahakz! i need 13more pts!!! idiot.



anyway, i got to eat bubur masjid for the past 2 days! happy but disappointing coz the bubur wasn't that nice! but better than nothing! and its already the 6th day of ramadan! time flies so fast..soon it will be HARI RAYA! hope i get my license by then..!



my nxt tp test is 2nd oct! pray for me! this time i'm gona use my lucky slipper! ahahhkz! coz the past tp test, i used this shoe which i end up having blisters. stupid rite! in the end fail! idiot!
i think i can only drive barefooted coz when i use shoe, i canot feel how much pressure i'm putting on the clutch. so yeah, wish me luck on 2nd oct! (:







eh! check this out!

HAPPY 20TH MONTHSARY!

thank you for the 20mths of pure hell and heaven too! ahahkz!

iloveyou darling..!

((:

orang kat geylang kecoh kape?! ahakz! luckily didnt go geylang today. coz its raining lyk shyte! but, the worst part is i didnt get to meet zaini today! now i have to wait till sat to meet him...haiyah..! but i hope i get to see him tmr..awhile oso can ah! coz tmr our 20th monthsary! ((:
happy happy!

and this morning i went to school to meet my module chair....! good news, i wunt have to repeat 12modules IF i get a GPA 2 or higher for this semester...but i will need to repeat both my 'E' module nxt yr for 1 semester! like what yanti said. and she trying to put me in another elective class so that nxt yr i only need to repeat 1module! worst come to worst, i repeat 2 module nxt yr! therefore, please remind me to stop skipping classes!

tmr start school oready sia! excited? not really! lazy got ah! and i still havent buy my laptop charger!! how? have to loan school laptop again! and now got 3 diff class! conferm 1 day i go wrong class! ahahkz!

ok bye!






HAPPY 20th MONTHSARY DARLING!!
iloveyou..!
♥

who want to go geylang with me?! i want to go ah!! stupid zaini working...then i got no one else in mind! coz some might be going terawih. beep me leh~!

aniway, since today is the first day of ramadan, and to stop me from feeling hungry, i slept till 6pm! ahahkz! so when i woke up, i bathe..play game..watch korean drama..then dah buke! didnt feel hungry at all! and now, i'm so damn bored at home!

btw, how to know if you need to repeat the modules ah? coz i got 'E' for 2 modules..but when i check my school schedule, i only have 3 modules nxt semester! as in, new modules ah..then i check email, they never say anithing...means wat? no need to repeat or what? or isit because i got too many modules to repeat, they gave up on me!? ahahkz! haiyahh...leceh ah!



ok bye!








iloveyou..
♥

went baybeats yesterday. met up with ery, nab, fi, shaz and jason at the esplanade. saw a few others, some pretend not to see..some pretend they don't know you! so the kanak-kanak..! i think you should know who you are..!

but aniway, i had fun! and nab brought her camera which can zoom zoom your face till can see the pores! ahahkz! (camera kau kalah ah faisal!ahahkz!) then we watch this australian band performed at the arena.. then after nab left, there were me, ery, zaini, hamdan and fi. we left esplanade and walked to raffles. ard 11+, we trained back! coz again, zaini wana go catch his soccer at 12am..! so home sweet home!

and today, my cousin treat me to seoul garden coz since its gona be the fasting month tmr and he's going back to france soon! something embarassing happened, it was the weekend, so the price was 18.99++..and he only got 40bux while i only have 2bux! skali the bill came up to 55bux! ahahkz! kanchong skejap! but luckily, he got his mastercard ah! we really ate all we can sia. we sat there like 3hrs! but its not like we ate alot..we were eating slowly! fucking full ah..then he told me he farted along the way! ahakz! oh! he also brought tupperware and smuggle dimsum!! ahahhakz! of all thing he can take, he took the dimsums! typical singaporean sia..

tonite is the beginning of the ramadan! yayness! lose weight time! and and, i waited one whole year to eat 'bubur masjid'!! ahhaahkz! so i think you probably gona see me lining up for one at darul gufran everyday or the al-isghtifar! wah!! can't wait!! or it will be great if you kind enough to deliver it to my house! ((: ok?ok!

oh! alamak! cannot hold hand with zaini, cannot kiss him, cannot hug him oready ah... for one month! haiyah.....batal puase!


kepade umat-umat islam, selamat berpuasa! puase! jgn tak puase! jgn macam sesetengah org..beli roti prata kari ikan campur, makan bawa blok pakai plastic! ahahahkz! dan jgn nak step uzur! ok?ok!bye!








iloveyou..
♥