the lovely boyfie
came and accompany me all day
coz i cant go out fer this whole wk!
he came at 11am!
and he skipped school!
haiyohh...!

aniwae,
we watch movie on my laptop..
' harold and kumar to the white castle '
then i went home fer awhile
and cooked pasta!
coz my mum wana eat MY pasta!
so zaini waited at the shelter near my hse..
and i went to cook..
fer my mum and the boyfie!
how nice of me!
the pasta nice gilerr! bcoz i cook! datz y!
ahhahakz!
but seriously,
nice!

then,
cont'd hanging out wit zaini..
crap alot!
then he teach me how to kick
aahhakz!
tatin gilerr!

and,
ery called coz she want me to call fer this job..
so i did..
oh ya!
i havent sent the sms!
shyte!

oh!
and ina
my long lost pri sch bezfren called!
its shocking!
coz she nvr call me fer lyk freakin long tyme!
and after all the news i heard bout her...
kinda make it hard fer me to start a conversation wit!!
but yeah..

aniwae,

i totally love today!
ahhakz!
i had so much fun!
thnx zaini!
i ♥ you!

yesterdae was one of my worst day ever
i tink i wasted lyk 1litre of tears!
ahahk!

but seriously,
this few daes..
my life is lyk so damn shitty..
i tot i was experiencing depression
coz i lose my appetite to eat..
and u can hardly hear my voice wen i'm at home..
i dun even have the energy to smile or laugh..
and believe me..
i even got suicidal tots!
seriously...
dat was how shitty i felt!
damn shitty dae!

went to the pit at ecp
wit fadz
sort of make me feel better..
but still, i was feeling shitty inside
oh!
and nab and me fell off the bike twice!
ahahakz!
pain sia!
onie spent fer an hr der...
coz i dint want to dissapoint zaini again lyk i did b4!
so i rushed to hougang aft dropping fadz and ery at eunos mrt

lepak wit zaini, helmi and fir
till 10+
zaini sent me home..
but he dint talk to me the whole journey!
shitty already + more shit = shitty shit shit!
ahahhakz!
so yeah!
wen i reached home..
a pile of more shit was waiting fer me!
ahahhakz!
so double the shitty shit shit!!
WORST DAY EVER!
and i cried myself to sleep!

the nxt dae,
my eye was swollen and red!
ahahkz!
i was scared of my own reflection!
siak uh!
my eye lyk freshly punched minus the blue black!
scary!
i spent the whole day at home till zaini came
hang out near my hse..
and just talk!
i MISS those moments!
coz these few daes we havent been talking much!
as much as we used to.
and i havent been myself lately..
so yeah.

but just now was wat i really need!
i dint have to force a smile or a laugh

thnx zaini fer everything!
I LOVE YOU ALOT!!
despite the shitty tymes u make me feel..
you're still my no.1!
and I'll always love you!
muacks!

ok.
datz all!



I ♥ MY ZAINI!!
:)

went out wit ifa and adnand
to marina sq..
suppose to meet wan and syaf and zaini
to watch dancewerk..
and meet ery aft dat
but!
zaini woke up late..
and ery probably still sleeping as well...
and i dint want her to get scolded by her mum fer goin out wit me again..
so i joined ifa and adnand..
my pri school frenzies!
wanted to watch ' norbit '
but we missed the 1st slot..
and the nxt slot is at 7.10pm
me and adnand die die wana watch ' norbit '
but ifa dint want to..
so...
we bought tix to
' hannibal rising '

sadist shyte!
the way hannibal killed his victims..
fucking gruesome!
a damn interesting movie!
but that depends on your interest uh..
and i dunt mind watching it fer the 2nd time!

the movie ended at 5+
i tot i wanted to meet zaini at 7+..
but!
adnand still wanted to watch ' norbit '
so do i..
so we bought tix to
' NORBIT '

funny!
but disgusting shyte!
ahahhahakz!
all the FATS!
my god!

before the movie started..
we got lyk 1hr+ of free tyme..
so we played pool..
and arcade..
ifa loser of the day!

aniwae,
after movie..
i planned to go zaini hse..
instead of him meeting me at cthall or tamp..
since he wana watch soccer..
you knoe..
guys...soccer..
a world of their own!
so yeah..

but!
ifa and adnand were starving!
and they crave fer ' sup tulang '
so we went beach rd!
left marina sq at 10+..

i tot i cud meet zaini aft eating..
even if by then it'll be very late at nite
i still wana meet him!
meeting him is lyk a daily routine!
die die must meet!

i oready got it all planned out..
lyk...
what im gona tell my parents..
aft eating..i'll take mrt to tamp..
then take 72 to hougang..

but!
on the way to mrt..
father called!
told me to go home!
coz my mum not werking..and she nagging at him
because of me..
no choice..
i had to go home..

wen i got home..
my mum nag..
stressful ah wen shes at home..
thats the reason why i rather go out than stay at home wit my mum
so yeah..

im terribly sorie
to zaini..
i feel so bad!

i dunoe wats wrong wit me this few daes..

wenever i tried to do many things at the same tyme..
and try not to hurt anyone..
i'll always end up hurting sumone!

and tmr..
im scared it will happen again..

my mum not werking..
and she probably wana go out..
and the ex 1e4 coralites having pit!
and i wana meet zaini...

so many things..
and one indecisive me!

shud i go pit?
or shud i not?

or shud i meet zaini ferst..
then to the pit?

shud i follow my mum
so that i can go out aft dat?

wah.
stressfull.
thinking of the consequences!
haiyohh......

if only freedom was on sale!
i wud hav bought lots of it!

im 18!
and i still get locked up!
im 18!
and i still have to inform my parents my whereabout!
im 18!
and i still have to lie to gain that moment of freedom!

fuck sia!

i know they're worried..
but no matter how late i reached home..
i still go home wat!!!
urgh.

i know my limits!

thats wat kids nowadays always say..
but seriously.
i do know my limits!
no matter how bad they tink i am...
atleast..
i dunt drink.
or smoke.
or get my life wasted!

and
its not my friends who change me..
its them!
but i guess they watch too much tv..

and
im terribly sorie to zaini!
i really dint mean it!

i knoe..
if i keep to this attitude..
im scared i'll lose him....
and i wudnt want that to happen..

IM REALLY REALLY REALLY SORIE!

i hate february!
many shitty shytes happened!

and
as always..

I ♥ ZAINI!!!
and i need him more than ever..

fri!
the war between my mum and a nyonya!
accompany my mum to this tailor shop...
believe or not..
she was screaming and shouting at this nyonya..
some pants issue!
different colour...sumtin lyk dat!
the nyonya got very irritated..
and start screaming at my mum back!
KECOHH gilerr!!!
they shout lyk nobody bizness!
people even stop to watch!
so..
i walk away...and sat sumwer else..

after all dat..

i went to meet erzie werzie!
shopynk!
i cant believe im saying this..
but yeah..
i MISS her!

aahhakz!

aniwae,
as we were on the way to orchard..
theres this guy..
i tink he got mental problem..
coz he keep shouting and talking to himself!
' HANDCUFF! '
ahhahakz!
funny!

so yeah..
we shop til we drop!
ahhahakz!
walk frm orchard to bugis..
then,
i went her hse..
gossip unda the blok til lyk 10pm..
went up..
stayed til zaini came to fetch me..
then,
me and zaini sat unda the blok..
talk talk talk..
and i cabbed home!

today.
went fer a movie at vivo
wit wan and syafiqah!
' GHOST RIDER '
i still have that guilt feeling!
I FEEL SO GUILTY!
shuttup lah zaini!!!
aahahhakz!

the movie was ok lah..!
quite interesting!
BUT!
the ending lyk lame gilerr!
the ending will make you say..
" datz it?! "

while waiting fer the movie to start..
we went toy r' us..
then..
played this stupid game thing..
' who am i '
' if this is one..this is two..wer is three? '
TATING LYK SHYTE!
make me feel dumb!
ahhaakz!

oh!
we met faisal der!
fer a short while onie!
so long nvr see dat dude!

so yeah!

datz my day fer today!
pix soon!
ahahakz!

ok.
bye!

I ♥ ZAINI!

the holidays are so boring!

nothing exciting happened!
bored.bored.bored.

yesterdae met wan and syaf!
i MISS syafiqah seh~!
and today is their 2nd month-anniversary!
weewit! :)

and then,
i went to pierce another hole in my ear!
not that pain,
but thers still pain!
ahahkz!
same same as syafiqah!
' kiter kembarrrr '
ahahhahakz!

and today,
met up wit karl
for band meeting supposedly..
but hafiz woke up late and hidhir was nower to be found!
so there were onie the 2 of us..!
and
we composed a song!
not bad...!
i like it!
" ohhhhhhh ohhhhhh "
ahhahakz!

after karl left,
i stayed in school til 7 i tink..
zaini fetch me..
went to eat..
saw nab and jasmine!
hurhur!
and went back home!

see...!

my holidays are lyk so dead!

%$^#()@&#!!!!!

ahahakz!

ok.
bye!


i ♥ zaini

i've been glued to the comp
since this morning

i've successfully spent more than 24hrs indoor!
in other werds...
i've successfully spent more than 24hrs at home!

what an achievement!

and
AND

i've done alot of thinking!
from anything to everything

can you still remember what were your ambitions when you're young?!
or
have you realised how much u've changed over the years?
and
the 'wat if' questions!

and
AND

i realise..
i now seek fer perfection..

im maturing!
seriously.

my way of thinking is totally different from what it used to be...
or isit?
i dunt know...

or am i influenced by the people ard me?!
hmmm....

all i know..
im not the ida people used to know..

i feel different..
i think different..

o_0

but.
im still the nicest gerl in town!
ahahahhakz!

ok.
cheers!

oh!
and i still ♥ my zaini
more than yesterdae, even more than today!
:)

today was damn fun!
ahahakz!
the 'ussy' day out!
ahakz!
me, zaini, zy and helmi!

zaini and me wore the same shirt!
cute lah the both of us!
ahhhahakz!
' within temptation ' shirt!
nice gilerr! i loike!

and helmi and zy wore the red black handsock!
which!
zaini made it look like a condom
wen u roll it!
ahahaahkz!
wtf!

but aniwae,

suppose to meet hafiz at far east
but! instead..
we went cine to book the private rooms

shyte!

i wana see hafiz's gerlfren lah!
haiyahh...!

but aniwae,

we watched silent hill ferst..
but like boring gilerr..
so we changed and watch
my super ex-gerlfren!

both movie i watched oready sia..

but nemind..

towards the end of the movie..
we were all busy doin our own stuff..
noone was watching!

on the way home,
we took pics!
camwhoring!
and i saw jarell and shasha

we took lots of sto0pid pics!
funny gilerr!!
helmi our experimentation!
he got 1001 funny faces uh!
we took pics of different poses..
and the turn out is like cool gilerr!!
ahhahakz!

after much fun and laughter,
we went separate ways,
helmi sent zy home..
and zaini sent me home!

so yeah!

fun day!
i love the 'ussy'!
hahakz!

ok
bye


I ♥ ZAINI!!

i dunt like my hair.
its like so dead.
and boring.

lets go BALD!
ahahhahakz!

just like britney!

conferm ida HOTT!
ahhahahahkz!!

o_O
i got to do something to my hair!
cut. layer. curl.
how bout that!?

im sick of straight hair.

lets go CURLY WURLY!

weeee~!

family bonding day!
yeah..wadever!

my mum literally scream my name at the top of her lung!
god knows how loud it was!
just to wake me up!

i was oready up and fully awake sak!
but she still scream as though
shes the only woman in the universe!

now the whole block knows my name!
ahahkz!

but yeah..
her scream made my dad shock as hell!
and in the end..
my mum got scolded by my dad!

my mum got no fucking patience!
and watever i do..
are not being appreaciated!
shyte uh!

i dont give a fuck anymore!

after much screaming and shouting
and despite the moodless atmosphere..
got ready to go cycling at ubin

damn tiring!
we rented the bike..
and they gave us a map..
incase we got lost.
and guess wat was written in the map!
tak important langsung!

"if you are lost in P.ubin, just remember this : -
500 years ago, christopher columbus also did not know his
geography but being brave and adventurous, he persevered.
sailed on and discovered the americas. the rest is history.
so if you are lost in ubin, you'l be delighted to discover
yourself and amazed by the capability of nature to refresh
the mind and body, something which orchard road can never do."

ahahakz!
important meh bout the christopher thing?!
ahahakz!

oh!
and i met NG ZI WEI!
i almost had an accident wit her !
she was riding a vespa..
and i was riding the bike..
and we almost collided!
that was wen we realized we knew each other!
ahahakz!
her face expression funny gilerr!!
aahhahakz!
" EH! EH! YOU..!! SYAHIDA!!"
ahahakz!

aniwae,

wanted to go east coast fer a short picnic..
but it was full of people!
so..
we went labrador park!

so yeah..
friggin tired!

and
AND
i miss my zaini seh~!

absence makes the heart grows fonder

ehk?!

ahahakz!
something lyk dat lah the phrase...

but yeah..
i miss him!

ok
bye



i ♥ my zaini!!!

the day before today..
which was yesterdae...
but then again..
its 1.30am..
so..the other dae..
went zaini hse to watch
' the passion of the christ'

2hours of torture!
sickening sia!
and i think..
in order to understand the movie..
you have to read something bout jesus first!
coz i dunt really understand the story!

but aniwae,
zaini's dad cook fer us!
nice! but spicy!

then we went out
to watch 'epic movie'

quite funny lorr
not THAT funny..
but THAT funny funny..!
hahakz!

after the movie..
we wait fer helmi to finish werk..
then the 3 of us
walk to cthall frm PS..
and helmi do this jump thing!
ahahakz!
smangat gilerr!
funny shyte!
i cant do it seh~!

and ealier in the day..
zaini accompany me to my cousin wedding!
we reach quite early
i was damn paiseh lor!
although they're my relative..
but..like..paiseh gilerr!
zaini oso paiseh!
so both of us lyk paisehh gilerr!
so..we ate..meet my cousin..and left!
ahhakz!


dat was the ferst tyme..
i went out wit zaini and reached hm early!
we went at 2+..
and i reached hm b4 4!
early gilerr!
hahakz!
coz zaini got werk!
datz y !

so the whole day i was at home!
i watch 'transporter'
cool gilerr lah the movie!
its an action movie..
and its like better than Mission Impossible!
cool shyte!

then..
i made my parents happy by cleaning the hse!!
so clean!
my dad force me to clean up my hamster place..
and from today onwards..
I AM NOT GONA HAVE ANY MORE HAMSTER!
i dunt care how cute they are..
coz i so made up my mind..
that i dunt want to take care any hamster!
i was cleaning my hamster place..
and found my hamster dried up, hard and skeleton body
buried..
it was so FUCKING disgusting and scary!
i scream wenever i look or tried to scoop it
wit this broom thing!
MY GOD!
torturing sia!

so..
after cleaning up..
i continue watching 'goong'
though ive watched it..
i wana watch it again!
and i cried over and over again!
so touching!
and time flies very fast..
i start watching at 7pm till 12midnite
and i dint realise it was dat long!
until zaini msged at 10+ lyk dat..
ahahakz!

and now..
i watching 'sgt bilko'
funny gilerr lah!
its lyk the american version of army daze!
ahhakz!!

so yeah..
ok..
datz all..

bye!


I ♥ YOU, ZAINI!!!!!

valentine day = shazrina's birthday!

went her hse..
to go fer last minute valentine shoppynk
brought her b'dae present along!
as promised!
hahakz!
and her mum was the excited one!
her dad sent us to tamp
instead of looking fer our boyfie valentine gift..
we were looking at gerls clothes and shoes!
aahkz!
it so hard to find a gift fer a guy sia!
then..
we went toy r us!
ahahahakz!
played wit the hula hoops!
ahahkz!
fun gilerr!!
after so long of walking..
we finally decided to buy fer them shirts!
ahahkz!
shaz bought her jason a black red shirt
which look exactly like the one i bought fer helmi!
ahahakz!
and i bought fer my zaini this OP white shirt!
nice uh!

then..
we went separate ways..
i went helmi hse..
to meet zaini..

zaini cut his hair!!
look damn different!
i still prefer his old hair!
coz his new hair look funny!
aahakz! mayb bcoz i wasnt used to seeing him lyk dat..
but still!
I LOVE HIM ALOT!

aniwae,
we exchange our gift!
ahhahahahkz!
like christmas lyk dat!
zaini even wanted to exchange receipts!
ahahhakz!
oh yeah..
i found out the cost of the necklace he bought fer me!
WTH!
i dunoe wats wrong wit him!
but! it was so sweet of him!!
LOVE you zaini!!
thank you very much!
he bought this chocs too
very addictive!
and its helmi and zaini fav choc!
ahahkz!
wen i opened the box..
helmi was lyk staring at it!
ahahkz!
so!
i had to share some of it!
sebokkkk!!!

and
and
i got this VERY FUNNY pic of helmi!!
ahhahahahahahhakz!!!
every time u look at it..
conferm it will make u laugh!
ahhahahkz!!!!!
shitface!

then..
went to meet my cousin
at ws..
hang out wit her while waiting fer zy..
ahahakz!
square-face!
*inside joke*
ahahahkz!!
fuck sia!

she went back to werk..
and we were off to town!
bought movie tix to 'GHOST RIDER'
it was still early..
so we hang out at starbuck!
me and zy were laughing
fer some reason..
which i cant tell!
our inside joke!
ahahahhakz!
wen we walk back to lido..
zy lost the tix!
3 of it..
so there was onie 1 left!
she and helmi lyk worried gilerr..
while me and zaini lyk relax gilerr..
wen it was suppose to be us who shud be panic-ing
since we paid fer them the tix..
but!
me and zaini lyk dunt care..

PLAN B!
we decided to go cine..
the emax chambers..
but!
it was valentine days!
so it was fully booked!

PLAN C!
went HMV..
bought dvds..
watch at helmi hse!
zaini and me bought 'within temptation' t-shirts!
same same!
i loike!
we bought 'seed of chucky' and 'the passion of the christ'
and cabbed back to helmi hse..

the taxi driver funny gilerr!
ahahkz!
and zaini showed him
the helmi pic!
ahahakz!
funny lah the taxi driver!

reached paris
zy had to go home..
so left the 3 of us..
we ordered pizza!
shared it with helmi's siblings and his mum!

seed of chucky
was funny..
just lyk wat the cashier guy at HMV said!
but!
the killings were gruesome and disgusting!

11+pm..
cabbed back home!

and
today is lyk the suckiest day ever for me!
doesnt mean i ever did it in the past..
it had to be me this time!
i SWEAR i didnt do it sia!
fuck lah!
accusing me with no logic reasons and evidence!
i fcuking hate my parents!
the most unreasonable parents!
sumtymes i wished i dint hav any!

i dare to SWEAR bcoz i SWEAR i dint do it!
fuck lah!
up to them ah to believe onot!
no matter what i say
they still think it was me who did it!
fuck lah!

and
from now on..
im not gona trust anione!

i was so fucking mad wit my mum especially..
i dint talk to her the whole day!
even this morning..
i had to accompany her to bedok..
i dint talk to her..
i dint walk wit her..
and in the bus..
i dint sit wit her..
thats how mad i was!
i was blasting some metal songs loudly..
coz i was so stressed up..

and i like to view the pics in my phone
wen i got nothing to do..
as i was viewing some of the pics..
i came across the helmi shitface pic!
ahahzk!
no matter how mad or upset i was at that tyme..
the pic HAD to make me laugh a little!
it made me feel a little better..!

my eyes were red..
and everytyme i tink of my parents shitty attitude
i cried..
coz it very frustrating!
i mean..
your own parents treating you lyk shit!
they made me feel as though i dunt belong..
and if anything goes wrong in the house..
IT HAD TO BE ME!
me me me me me me...!!!!!
shyte lah!

i hate my mum
but i tried to love her!
but everytime i do..
she always does something that make me hate her more!
its stressful living wit her!
seriously...

urgh!!!

i was totally not in the mood!
but then..
i tried to be nice to my mum...
but!
she was being such a bitch!
urgh!
dunt make my blood go upstairs!

i tried to be patience..
told her i wana go school..
although karl last minute said he cant meet today..
but i still went to school..
coz i seriously need some quiet tyme..
and yeah!
im now in school!
so peaceful..........................!!
ahakz!
of all places i cud go to..
i chose to go school!

but im loving it!

ok
bye!


♥ my zaini!

no dae out wit frens.
not even the boyfren.

i had to wake up at 6.30am
coz zaini came my hse.
he start school at 10am..
so he came my hse early in the morning..
but he reached at 7+am!
if onie i knew..i cud have gone back to sleep!
ahahahkz!

aniwae.

so yeah..
my mum called at 8 lyk dat..
she want me to accompany her go sumwer.
so.
at 9+..
me and zaini left my hse
zaini went to school..
and i met up wit my mum..
went parkway parade..
just to eat banquet!
i dunoe wats wrong wit my mother!
then..
back to tamp..
she bought me a valentine gift and fer my b'lated b'dae present!
she bought some beauty products fer me and fer her (of coz)..
which total up to 500+!
wahhhh...!!
lyk mother lyk daughter!
we love to waste money!
hahakz!
not really uh..
i like to waste more on unnecessary stuff!
hah!

aniwae.

at 4+
went to sent my mum fren back to australia
and!
and!
mayb this month or nxt month
im off to australia....ALONE!
fer 2wks!
yay!
my mum fren sweet talk to my parents...
bout bringing me to australia..
since its the holidays..
and
my parents said yes!
but i'll prolly had to go alone coz they will be werking!
im so excited!

they said if i had told them sooner that i wana follow my mum fren
back to australia...
they cud have bought me the tix yest and i'll prolly be off to aust now!
LIAR lah parents!
say onie..!

so!
i canot be too excited!
hahakz!

if i really am goin..
fer 2wks!
wats gona happen to my zaini?!
u gona hav SCANDAL eh zaini??!!!
ahhakz!!
dunt let me find out!
ahahz!
WATCH OUT!

aniwae!

tmr VALENTINE DAY!
me and shazrina finally got a real date!
ahhahakz!
last year ..
my date was SHAZRINA!
ahhahakz!
we sweet lah!
ahhahahahkz!
planned to go out wit the watch out boys and their gerls..
but! not sure!
haiyahh!

aniwae,
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!



im having a major headache rite now...
it started wen i was reading the mag in the car..
i usually have headache ah..
so i tot it was normal..
but the pain lyk becoming worst!
and im talking on the phone wit my cousin!
adds on the headache!
ahhhhhhh!!!
ahahhakz!

saturdae..
met up wit my cousin
been quite a while since i last met her..
and wen i saw her the other dae..
i was so fucking SHOCK!!!
5MONTHS!!! (onie zaini knoe wat i talking bout)
u cannot fool me lah kak!
shyte! shyte! shyte! shyte!
stressful sia think bout it!
though it doesnt affect me directly..
but sumway or another...
it does!

this kind of people..
wen they got problem..they come to me!
and wen i have problem..
they're gone!

stress siol!

aniwae.

aft i went to meet her..
met up wit zaini
we were going fishing!
helmi, shameer, fir, kelly, zaini and me!

the last tyme i went fishing was wen i was in sec1 i think!
i usually so wit my dad at bedok jetty!
fun gilerr!!
hah, those were the daes!

aniwae,
met up the rest at changi..
buy nasi ayam penyet!
then we walk to changi beach..
but..halfway walking..
decided to go fishing at bedok jetty!
so..we ate ferst..
then left changi..
shameer, fir and kelly went the other way..
me, zaini and helmi went back helmi hse..
help him do the poly courses..

at 1+am..
we cab to ecp...bedok jetty
and started fishing..
but lyk boring lyk dat..
coz dint get any fish!
and fir wanted to catch a stingray wit a small hook!
ahahhahakz!!
me and helmi sing in the tent till we sleep!
"But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel"
ahahhakz!
but..helmi had to wake me up
coz of a nametag!
he had to go werk..but he fergot to bring his nametag!
kecohh!
in the end..he had to fake a sickness! so dat he dint hav to go werk!
ahhahakz!
we tried fishing..
wanted to watch the sunrise..
but i lyk sleepy..
went to sleep wit zaini..
but!
sleep fer awhile onie..coz the people outside lyk kecohh..
and oso bcoz of the sun!
tried fishing again!
i SUX at it sia!
dint get any fish!!
while shameer and fir get lyk alot!

before we left the bedok jetty..
we play this game!
ahahkz!
fun gilerr!!
the loser had to do a dare!
ahahkz!
helmi kene twice..
fir once..
zaini once..
shameer more than twice!
and me..NONE!
ahhakz!!
i winner of the game lah!!
i can read people mind!!
shameer was the worst one!
he had to lick and kiss the fish..
put it in his mouth (zaini oso)
he had to drink the green tea+yakult+fish water
and squeeze this worm out of its cocoon thing!
damn disgusting!
but fun gilerr!!

then.
we went to eat..
and play the game again!
and again!
i dint had to eat any weird thing!
I WINNER!!
ahhakz!

i reached home..
bath and went to sleep!
the moment my head touch the pillow..
i was off to dreamland!
damn shiok!
ahhahakz!
but my other cousin came my hse..
his son..zuhri!!! DAMN CUTE!!
i came out my room..play wit zuhri fer awhile..lyk 5mins
then walk back to my room and sleep!
ahhahakz!
i sleep till the nxt morning!
sorie to those hu msged and i dint reply!
hahakz!
i wanted to reply...halfway typing..i TERsleep!
ahahhakz!!
so yeah!
now im fully awake!!
and im meeting zaini..
and my cousin wit her husband-to-be!
we're goin arab street!
to do some secret shopynk!
so yeah!
then at 4+..goin school..fer band meeting..
boooo!!!!

i'll put up pics soon lah!
now lyk the HOLIDAYS!
im rarely at school!
if im at school..
i'll put up the pics!
ok?
ok!

and valentine dae is lyk 2more days!
so is SHAZRINA's b'dae!!
wooo!!!
I ♥ YOU SHAZRINA!!
ahahkz!
HAPPY 18TH ADVANCED BIRTHDAY BIATCH!!!!!!!
i give your present on the day itself!!
ahhakz!ok!

bye!!



I ♥ MY ZAINI!!!

YAY!!
im happy fer my shazrina, helmi, qai, sadrina and Q!
coz they PASS!!!
qai can take my course!!
so can shaz! but shaz dowan!
but! its ok!!
they still PASS!
and im so happy fer them!
to ifa and sharifah and aisyah..
CHEER UP!
your results weren't that bad....!

and despite those not-that-bad-but-still-quite-bad result ifa got...
she still can celebrate!
ahahkz!
met up wit nadia, ifa and sharifah at simei..
wit some of their other frens..
then..
the 4 of us went simpang bedok!
to so-called celebrate!
ordered lyk a whole lot of food!
and nadia isnt much help!
we are lyk so kecohh!
coz sharifah and nadia were argueing bout wer to seat..
coz sharifah wanted to buy food at the other stall..
or sumtin lyk dat lah..
and theres this guy..he want to take our orders..
and he waited quite long before we decided wat to eat!
me and ifa joke and talk to him!
ahakz!
coz nadia and sharifah were the one deciding!
funny uh!
aft we ate..
went sharifah hse..
help her on the choices of poly and course she wana take!
kecohh lah that gerl!!
she so anxious!
then..
i went my grandmother hse..
my parents picked me up..
and went home!
so yeah!

suppose to meet zaini after school..
but!
i was meeting my pri sch bitches..
so..tak jadi..
and
I MISS HIM.......!

aniwae!

CONGRATS to the people who pass!
YAYness!
shazrina got same pts as me!!!
wo0!!
we are the simese twin!!
and the BFF!
lots of common stuff!
ahhakz!
my long-lost-and-found kindergarten mate!
ahahhahakz!

aniwae.

my left eyebrow have been twi-ching(i fergot how to spell it!)
since this morning!
wat does it mean uh?!

ok.
datz all.

I MISS MY ZAINI!!!

"if only i cud..its only one thing i wud do..that says i love you..and i'll always dream of you with tears in my eyes...with memories nested in my heart,
if only there is just a chance fer one kiss...can you please forgive me..its a choice i have to make...with tears in my eyes..with memories nested in heart.."

nice gilerr lah dis song!
coz it reminds me of someone from my past!
*nelllllyyyy* hint hint!
i think some of my bitches wud prolly know hu im referrin to! ahahakz!
this song is stuck in my head!!
and khidhir offered to record it fer me!
woohoo!
nanti aku sent kat kau uh faisal!
ahahkz!
if u wana listen to this song..go my myspace page..
and play it!
or go to 'comic strip' myspace and play it frm der!
shida voice is lyk so fucking nice! i so jealous!
and i keep playing this song over and over again..!
but..now i got no earpiece!
and therefore i cant play it over and over again...
coz it will irritate my grp members!
hahakz!
its ok!!!

and
there this mr and miss rp competition!
cheryl in it..
so is jasmine!
GUD LUCK!
and the mr rp..
all so the not hot!
onie one of them!

and
and
yanti finished class fucking early lor!!
fuck lorr...!!!
she finish at 11.45!
wtf!!!
so the not fair!

yay!
its the HOLIDAYS!
mon is the last dae of schooll..
and im not goin!
:)

ok.
datz all



i ♥ MY ZAINI ALOT!!!

hey! hey! hey!
tmr is the BIG day fer the 'o' lvl kiddos!!
GUD LUCK!!
im lyk so excited!
ahakz!
although im done wit my 'o' lvl daes..
the excitement!
ahakz!
if can..i wana take fer the peeps their result!
ahahhahakz!
i like the feeling of happiness...
like wen u see ur result..
and u PASS!
the feeling is sooo WTF!!!
like u can scream...jump around!
and u can laugh ur ass off!
and the tears of joy!
the feeling of relief!
all mix! and it feel oh so good!
ahahakz!! woo!!
tmr i conferm call all the ones i knoe takin their result sia!
ahahkz! if they pass..
i wana scream together wit them!!!
ahahkz!
so WATCH OUT uh!!

once again...
GUD LUCK!!!

aniwae.
todae i dint go school!
ape nak jadi ida....
ahakz!
i woke up late lah!!
take taxi oso conferm late!
so i went back to sleep!
then..
went shopynk wit fadz!
then..
went beach wit zaini!
now...
IM HOME SWEET HOME!
watching american idol!
funny lah..!

aniwae.

thats all!

ok.
bye!


I ♥ MY ZAINI ALOT!


ok.
thank you.
pls come again!

my camera is ready fer collection!
yayness!
can camwhore again!!
BUT!
(theres always a 'but' in everything)
i got no money!!!
189bucks siol!!
wer sia i wana get the money!!
SHYTE!

i still got an ic to make!
another 100bucks!
double SHYTE!
shyte! shyte!


aniwae.
my class havin
PIZZA PARTY!!!!!
6 large boxes of pizza!!
gilerr babi!!!

i dunt tink we can all finish it!
coz its like ALOT!

luckily,
sya frends frm other class came in..
so they ate some!
lucky them!
and now..
we still left wit 2boxes!
so yep!
im full!

aniwae.

yesterdae.
zaini fetch me from school
went causeway fer awhile..
back to paris
we watch 'ZATHURA'
from my lappie!
funny lah the story!!
ahahkz!
"meteor!"
"za..za..za..za...THURA!"
ahahakz! i rmbr sia..
last tyme..me and shaz lyk to say that!
ahahkz!
those were the days!

aniwae.

then we walk to helmi hse..
frm IKEA tamp der..
quite far!
along the way..
we sing! ahahakz!
tating gilerr!
went helmi hse AGAIN..
zaini wan to go see zy
at his hse..
khairil with his joke!
ahahkz!
"who bought new hp!?"
"zaini!"
ahahkz! i still dun geddit!!
?????????
ahhakz! but it was funny uh the way he ask!
ahahakz!
so yeah...
went off from there at ard 9+pm
i was sort of high yesterdae..
i talk talk talk...
smile and laugh to myself..
ahahkz! i pity zaini!
coz he had to endure it!
sorie!
i was lyk so hyper!
i just had to open my mouth!
ahhahakz!
so yeah!

ok
bye!



I ♥ MY ZAINI ALOT!

school ends before 3!
2.44 to be exact!
fucking damn early!
wo0!

ok.bye!

4th feb was our 1mth anniversary!
and we planned to go zoo!
BUT!
we were late!
coz by the time we reach zoo..
we prolly only gona spend there lyk 2hrs fer 14bucks!
wasted gilerr...
so we went orchard..
eat KFC..
it was a sunday!
maids day out!
there were lots of them at taka
then..
went cine..
played this game!
addictive sia!
i was so fucking close to winning!!
shyte!!!
stressful!

then
we went helmi hse
watch the soccer FINALS!
spore won!!!
hip hip hurray!
hip hip hurray!


there were helmi, shameer, fir, kelly, faisal, me and zaini!
kecohh gilerr!
making fun of the thais names!
ahahhakz!
wen spore score.. KECOHH!!
khairil was damn funny!!
he was watching alone in his room..
and he had this clap ting..
hahahahhahakz!! funny shyte lah!
but lyk cute ah he do lyk dat!
ahahkz!

the rest went home..
then i went ery's hse!
coz zaini and helmi went to play soccer
wit hisyam and frens and ery's bros
at ery hse
we were laughing the whole nite!
ahahkz!
we watching youtube...
aahahhakz!
funny gilerrr!!!
then go to people blogs!
everybody knoe BIRD!! ahahakz!
*inside joke*
kpkb!
ahahkz!
another *inside joke*
ahahhahakz!
we laugh till we cry!
ahakz!
i stayed at her hse till lyk 2am lyk dat..
then zaini fetch me!

sleep at helmi hse!
zaini and me did sumtin dat noone have done it before!! ( i think)
ahhahkz!
we tried singing and kissing at the same time!
and we were singing to beyonce song.."Listen"
ahahhakz! hard gilerr lah!
funny lah! and i keep laughing!
that makes it harder!
ahahkz!
we did till lyk 4 or 5am lyk dat!
while we were trying to do that..helmi was emo-ing!
ahahhakz!
mendak gilerr!
FATHER! MOTHER!
ahhakz!! helmi and me inside joke!
ahahahakz!

we woke up
at 5+am
went central..
eat breakfast at kopitiam
lepak till 8+am
went back helmi hse...
continue sleeping!
till 1 or 2 pm!
watch CASANOVA!
funny and interesting story!
then zul came..
and while watching..
AHEM!
ahahahhakz!
you knoe and i knoe and they knoe and we knoe that they knoe that we knoe that i knoe and you knoe!
ahhahakz!

6 or 7 lyk dat..
eat mac..
went hougang..
they play soccer
ahahkz!
HELMI bodoh!
ZAINI sux!
SHAMEER and FIR ok!
ahahkz!

then lepak till 10+
i reached home at 11pm lyk dat!
no scolding!
so yeah!
tired gilerr!

oh!
i bought SHAZRINA'S b'dae present oready!!
she conferm like!( i hope!)
i damn excited lah bout the present!
but i can onie giv her on her b'dae!
coz she did that to me!
and this present is bought at an unexpected place!
ahahkz!
SHAZRINA!! YOU HAVE TO WAIT!!


and todae!
theres onie 2 grps!
so conferm finish school by 3!
or earlier!
tmr got pizza party!
my sci faci gona treat us!
coz last lesson!
yayness!!
then its..
HOLIDAY!!!!!
gud luck to the 'o' lvl peeps uh!
results soon!
muahahkz!!


fer me..
my holiday like dah start!
coz ive been skipping class alot!
last wk i onie came school fer 2days!
ahahkz!
zaini oso nvr come school alot of tyme!
ahahkz!
we one account!
one for all! all for one! we are one! NEMESIS!
hahahahkz!

aniwae.
so yeah!

i wana sleep!
everyone is slacking!
shudnt have come school!
ahahkz!
luckily yest i dint come!
got some stupid fire drill at school!
and i heard its damn lame!
lots of peepz cabot frm school!
ahhaakz!
RP! wat do u expect!
alot of cabot days!
ahahakz!

aniwae!

i wana set up a cafe!
i told my dad bout it..
and he said ok..
but!
need a capital!
and he wud probably borrow me the money!
yay!
but that is prolly after
finish renovating my new hse..
and aft my mum get her retirement money!
which is soon!
im SO excited!
i oready plan the layout of the cafe..
the colour of the wall..
the flooring..
the stuff...
the food...
still deciding on location!
and i've found my partner in crime!
FADZ!
and mayb ery!
i hope shazrina and nab can join!
or the rest of my bitches!
i damn excited lah!
i hope this one will really come true!
gona have a business of our own!
run by 18 year old dudetteS!
ahhhhhh!! im so excited!
ahahkz!
till then...
bye!!




I ♥ MY ZAINI !!!

todae and yesterdae was fun.
i'll update tomorrow!
coz im freaking sleepy and tired now..
you can read zaini's blog as a start!
hahakz!
ok

gudnites
shwit dreams
♥

HAPPY 1MTH ANNIVERSARY to my zaini!

i love you alot alot!
though its onie a mth!
many happy shytes happened..
i love every moment spent wit you..
Including the times spent for the almost 3yrs of friendship!!
and theres noone else i wana be wit..other than you...
Thnx fer being there fer me..and fer being my someone to talk to!
Thnx fer the 1mth full of crazy fun moments!
and
i'll never let go of your hands...
i will never leave you...
coz i'll regret it if i do!
so dunt worry...okay?
you're always be my one and only!
i promise!
and
i swear i never ever wana lose you!

and
im gona repeat this again
and
im onie gona repeat this once!

I LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT! ! !


yours truly,
ida!

hello.

i just came back frm ska fest wit fadz!
it was ermmz...okay lah!
we spent 2hrs juz standing and watching the bands!
coz i cudnt catch the beat yet!
and moreover..i was waiting fer comic strip to perform!
and wen we wana join..
there wasnt any lobang to go in..
so yeah!

planned to went home at 7.30
but we left the place at 8.30
after comic strip perform!
wo0! i loike!
we paid 12bux fer being
pushed, trampled, punched, stepped on!
ahahakz!
fadz was punched while we were all moshing!
mine was worst!
this dude bodysurf..
and he quite heavy..
so i cudnt pushed him away..
he fall on me..
pushed me to the back..
i lost my balance...
i fall..and landed on another guy leg!
then another fat skinhead dude fall on me!
luckily, the fat skinhead stood up immediately...
and i sat there waiting fer sumone to help me up..
coz it was so crowded..i cudnt stand up!
finally, i heard them say..
" ader pompuan kat bawah! bangun bangun! angkat dier! "
thank god!
what took them so long to realise!
to make matter worst..
i was wearing skirt..but! i crossed my leg lah wen i fall!
so yeah!

then cont'd skanking..
all wet and sweaty!
comic strip best uh!
everyone was skanking to their music!

i pity one of the band..
coz frm the start till the end..
not one person skank!
sedih~!

so.
after the gig..
me and fadz ran to the national library..
coz we left our stuff at the locker and it was closing at 9!
so wth~!
took bus home..
i reached home late
coz i accompany fadz to the bus stop..
coz we different bus stop and i scared she lost!
wait fer 12 to come..
but 12 takes forever!
9.15 i left her..
and took no. 2!

aniwae.

THNX FADHILAH fer treating me ljs!


ok.
im so damn tired!
i wana sleep!
tmr watching soccer 2nd leg FINALS at helmi hse!
shazrina! go helmi hse uh!
miss u lah bitch!
hahkz!

ok?
ok!

bye!


I MISS MY ZAINI!