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Blog Profile Tagboard Escapes MYshop Credits Rewind
Monday, April 30, 2007
There’s nothing I can say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears they cry
Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down but its not like that now

This time I’ll never let you go
I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing ok

I thought that I had every thing I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breath cause your here with me
And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around

Cause I would never let you go
I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing ok

Cause with out you I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
You’re all I got
You’re all I want
Yeah

And with out you I don’t know what I’ll do
I could never ever live a day with out you
Hear with me do you see your all I need
And I will be all that you want and get my self together

Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life) I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing okay
I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get my self together

Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life you know
I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing okay



- iyou,zaini!
i swear i do..!
i'm sorie fer all the shytes ive put you through..
iloveyoudarling..!
im freaking sorie bout todae...!
muuacks!

Hey!Hey!Hey!
its yanti's birthday!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY BITCH!!!
iloveyoulah!! :)

and to nasiha,
Hello! i've linked you!
tag my board lah next tyme...!
ok?ok!

andAND
i not goin sch again tmr!
ive not skipped monday class yet..
so yeah!

i'm worried.
i'm getting lazier and lazier
school is boringg!
pfft..!

ok. start frm wed onwards.
i will go school everyday.
no skipping!
AND! nomore late fer school!
:))

shuttup lorr!
i will go school everyday!
serious.

.
..
...
.....

-________________-"

hahakz!
i will lah!
go ida go!

ahahakz!
ok.bye!


to my psycho boyfren,
iyou
muaacksS!
ahakz!

Sunday, April 29, 2007
ok. so the surprise i gave to zaini was the cake!
it was damn sweet!
er,i mean the cake..!
3layers of chocolates!
but it was yummy!

it took me 2days to do it!
hahakz!
coz its the ferst time i did a birthday cake!
ahahkz! not dat hard actually!

friday
made my ezlink!
quite fast lor!
and now my ic face and ezlink SAME!
then i went home..
and met wit zaini again at nite..
went helmi hse to eat the cake!
then went yanti's chalet!

yanti's fren damn funny lah!
her voice lyk so cute lyk dat..
and wen she laugh
it makes u wana laugh too!
ahahkz!

then went to meet fir and shameer at hougang
lepak unda the blok til 2am!
i tink..
but most of the time i was sleeping!
ahhakz! tired lah!
coz i dint sleep the day before coz i did the cake!
went to sleep at zaini hse..
we watched ' wild hogs '
and we left early in the morning!
at 5+am i tink..
went to eat PRATA!

note to zaini,
REMEMBER THE 3 DEALs WE MAKE!!
no breaking of rules!
ahahkz!

ok. so i cabbed home after dat!
and slept til 4pm!

then went out again!
wanted to go funan to buy my laptop skin..
but we reached there at 8+
so most of the shops were closed
and zaini wanted to take pix fer his blog..
but i had to go home!
and sumtin happened in the bus!

iloveyou lah zaini!
alot!
i'm sorry...!
:)

in the end,
we took pix at my hse area!
cool lah we!

and i've edited the pix!
freaking nice lah!
i'll change my blogskin soon!
wen im satisfied wit it and after zaini done with his!

stylo milo lah!

andAND
tmr school!
and believe or not..
i actually cant wait fer malay dance practice to begin!
ahahahhahakz!
i freaking miss dancing lah!
and i lyk the butterfly-in-the-stomach feeling!
ahakz!
ye! betol!

zaini say wana learn dancing together..
he cheat my feelings lorr!
so sad..
sob!sob!sob!
ahahahhahahahahhahakz!!!
*inside joke*

aniwae,
i recolour my hair!
can't really see sia!
im gona go buy another bottle!
wo0ts!

hahkz!

ok.datz all!

imissyou,zaini!
iwanttomeetyoueverydayseh~!
how?!
ahhakz!

ok.bye!

you!
muuacksS!

Saturday, April 28, 2007





Friday, April 27, 2007
' to the left to the left '
ahhahahkz!!!
*inside joke!!*

eh!
ifa say me and zaini cute!
ahhakz! coz she always see us together!
ahahkz! ape saje tu pompuan!
but yeah! we CUTE!

aniwae,
met zaini after school
supposedly waiting fer shameer..
but he tak jadi..
me and zaini went lib and did zaini's blogskin!
which is still under construction..
nice lah we do!

then went to eat at KFC!
and went home!
my parents were not at home..
coz they got lost in the city!
ahhakz! serious...!!!
they only drove to tamp..
then took train to suntec!
stop it sia....!

but aniwae,
zaini accompany me..
many funny shyte happenned!!!
hahahahhahahahkz!!!
funny giler!!
stop it giler sia zaini!
esp. at the toilet!
ahhahakz!!
we damn kecohh..
ppl tink we doing wat sia!
" nak jatoh! "
*inside joke*
ahahhahahahahhahahakz!!
ok. i canot stop smiling to myself!
ahakz! funny lah!
then at ard 9+ he left..

now i wana do my surprise!!
0oooooo....!

hopefully i can finish it by todae..
and then i can giv him tmr!
wo0ts!

ahahakz!
ok. bye!


you, zaini!!!!!!
muuackss!

Thursday, April 26, 2007

LOOK!! my laptop reallie need some upgrading!
it have gone thru good and bad times wit me!
ahahkz!
its lagging...hanging...virusing!
i want a new laptop!!
pls!pls!pls!

OR

i wana go reboot my laptop!
then buy the laptop skin..
and a laptop cover..
and it'll look brand new!

haiyahh..
sux lah!

and i dint go school again!
but i in school!
ahahkz!
its one of my brain-cannot-function day!
woke up so early,
but i missed 2buses!
PLUS, i lost my ezlink!
and it was raining..
so had to walk the long way..
i reached school at ard 9.15am!!
i was outside class...
suddenly i felt damn lazy and dumb
so i walk to my secret place and sat there
waiting fer people to call me and ask if i goin break!
ahahahkz!
so yeah!

and today!
i executing my plan!!!
i'll take pics of it..
and i'll show you all wen it have been executed!
after i gave it to zaini oready..
so yeah!

EXCITED!

andAND
today zaini's b'dae!!
dah tua!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my shwit darling fucker!
ahahakz! iloveyou..

ok.bye


26april -me and shazrina!

25april- me and zainab!


at GIANT!




we're NOT twins! ahahkz!

Wednesday, April 25, 2007
" HAPPY BIRTHDAY " means much more
than have a happy day..
Within these words lie lots of things I never get to say,
it means I LOVE YOU first of all,
then THANKS for all you do.
It means you mean alot to me
and that I'm glad to have you.

But most of all, I guess it means,
that I am thinking of you
on this very special day!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY darling!
and iloveyou...!! MmuuackksS!!


yours truly,
ida!!
.
.
.
.
.
awww....
oit! ida sweet lah!
:))
ahhahakz!
zaini dah tua! bo0ho0ho0!
ahahhahahahkz!

aniwae,
your b'dae present i give on fri!!
:)
ahhahakz!
fridae is THE day lah!!
ahahkz!

ok!
one more time,
ILOVEYOU,ZAINI!!!

Tuesday, April 24, 2007
hsxd98qu3ik2j98ds9812kWR)@#ad;ajd n0iwoioqskzklxdps0oida sxoia sd

ok. im depressed.
mood swing.
urghhhhh!!!!!

I HATE STAYING AT HOME!
100% hate. no sugar added.
seriously.

i look like some emo shyte! ahahkz!



oit!
its the SLA fiesta..
and AND
ida join malay dance lah!
ok.shuttup!
i want to join some sports ig uh..
but i scared of the people!
ahahkz!
shuttup lah..!
especially the dragon boat guys!
the body all pax pax pax pax pax pax!
kan shaz!!? kan!? kan!? kan!?
ye! btol!
ahahkz! and shaz cant keep her eyes to herself!
ahahahahkz!
then we saw shazrina fucking-thin fren!
ahahakz! irritatingggg....!!!!
cheerleader dok!
but like toothpick!

after school..
met up wit zaini at wdland mrt..
sit there fer awhile and crap a whole lot of shyte!
ahahahhakz!
i dunoe wats wrong wit him!
he very hyper seh~!!
or is it me?
ahahahkz! PMS!

then went to eat at banquet!
paassstttaaa!
ahahkz!
then lepak at our new secret place near my hse..!
fun! fun!fun!

and today.
i early fer school!
not reallie uh..
i reach class at 8.30 but there were onie 6ppl in class!
early lah!
wo0ts!

ahahkz!
ok bye!


zaini!
iloveyou..!!
muacks!










Sunday, April 22, 2007







oit!
someone b'dae coming seh~!
ahhakz!

i got surprise for him!
wo0ts!
but i dunt knoe wen to execute my plan!
ahahkz!
mayb wed!
coz wed no school!!
i got..
surprise! surprise! surprise!

4more days!

aniwae,
i rotting at home.
as usual.
drinking orange juice!
and it taste damn nice!
ahahkz!
random stuff.

you knoe.
i dunt like my mum face!
she got this irritating fucked up face!
ahahahhakz!
ok. shuttup.

damn bored lah!!!!
i wana go out!
tmr got school!
b0oo...!

ok.bye

i wan cont'd do my suprise ting!
hohoho!

byebye.
ilovemyzaini!
alot alot alot!
muuacks!

woke up early,
went hougang and look fer zaini!
then followed him home..
met up the rest of the WATCHOUT clan..
and off we went to OCH!

scary...
but not that scary..!
it was so freaking HOT!
perspiring all over sia..
we took pics!
(waiting fer faisal to upload)
we almost enter the japanese sch..
but the security came..
so we ran down the hill..

syaf had to go to a chalet..
wan sent her..
while the rest went to eat at changi village..
then talk talk talk
till 8pm..
me and zaini hang out near my hse area..
talk talk talk!
while we lie down and gaze at the stars!
cute kan kite!
why?
bcoz zaini cute..
why?
bcoz ida cute!
why?
bcoz we cute!
why?
bcoz zaini cute..
why?
bcoz ida cute!
why?
bcoz we cute!

.
.
.
.
ahhahahahhakz!
*inside joke!*

aniwae,
at 10+
went home!
wo0ts!

and AND
i got good news!
hahakz!
but i cant tell anione except zaini!
ahhahakz!!
shhhh...!!
ahhakz!
wo0!!
yay yay yay!

today FUN lah!
:)

but
i freaking tired!
my eyes are lyk half open..
oh!oh!
i reached home..
and i realise..
my radio was playing some philipines song!
on some philipines station!
scary sia!
coz i switched my radio to perfect10 24/7
but today!
i dunoe WHO change it!
and wen i try to change it..
all the station is either indonesian..chinese..tamil or philipines!
siallah!
so i had to switch off and on it again..
then CAN!
hahakz! scary!


ok.bye!

iloveyouzaini!!!!!
muacks muacks!


AND
HAPPIE 4MTHS ANNIVERSARY TO SYAF AND WAN!!
wo0ts!



Friday, April 20, 2007
wo0!
ida got new hair!
still curly wurly but more stable and tame!
hahahahkz!

skipped school today..
i actually wanted to go sch..
on the way to tamp..
i wanted to shyte!
hahakz! it was 7.30 then..
so i went to the nearest toilet...
which was at centuary sq..!
by the tyme i took 168..
it was 8.50!
ahahhakz!!
if u were tinking..
"ida shyte so long!!!"
no! it wasnt long!
i went tm..but the toilet close..i went mrt but lyk disgusting..
rushed to centuary sq..it was cleaning..but! the handicap can be used!
hahahakz!
torturing sia!
of all tyme in the werld..they had to wash the toilet early in the morning..
wen there are people lyk me suffering from stomache!
so bad sia...!
aniwae,
then i walked slowly to the bus stop..

reached school.
it was oready the 1st breakout!
ahahkz!
met shaz..and ed and yanti
went to smoke..accompany ed to eat..
yanti was all pinky and redish!
ahahhakz!
so colourfull!
aniwae,
dint went back class..
but instead..i went to my secret place no. 3!
waited fer zaini...
then it was the 2nd breakout oready..
zaini reached and we waited fer shazrina..
but she went wit jason..

me and zaini
then went hougang do my hair!!
yes, again!!!
he went to meet faisal while i stuck in the salon!

to see my fringe straight again is lyk the happiest thing dat can ever happen to me!
ahahkz!
ahhhh!! its straight!!
and i so much prefer this hair lorr!
and the lady told me to buy this..that...this..that..
and i said ok fer everything..
i can see the happiness! and she did my hair with more enthusiatic!
in the end,
i crushed her hopes and dreams!
coz i got no money!
hahahahahkz!
oops!

oh!oh!
magic wok is at hougang!
so loonngg nvr eat there!
i treat faisal and zaini..
coz they waited fer me fer lyk 4-5hrs!
its the least i can do !
sape lah kite kan..!
ahahhakz!

I LOVE MY HAIR LAH!
nice lah!
wo0ts!

ok.
datz all!
tmr we goin OCH!
scary mary!
can i back out?!
ahhahahkz!!
scardy cat! scardy cat!
ahahkz!
ok
bye!


my zaini!!!!
iloveyoudarling!
muacks!







Thursday, April 19, 2007














































school school school
and i just smoked my way thru the presentation!
ahhaakz!
seriously,
i got no fcuking clue wat i just talk about!
ahahkz!

todae i cabbed to school again!
ahhhh!!
if i continue doing this..
i'll probably go bankrupt.
i actually wanted to take the bus..
but i reached tamp at 7.45!
so wth..
took a cab and met up wit shaz at wdland int.

the apek damn irritatin!!
he nag nag nag
i dunt even understand a single werd he said
coz he is trying to sound annoyed..and step he can talk fast!
so all his werds jumble up!
irritating lorr!

dint reallie went the 2nd breakout wit shazrina
went wit yanti..
then shazrina called..
coz hamdan was gona tell us stuff!!
so i rushed to w2..
just to hear the stuff!
but that hamdan dint tell!
even wen me and shazrina irritate him lyk hell!
then nab came..
and told us the stuff!
aahhakz! haiyahhh...!!
i knoe oready!
cis!

tmr shud i go school?
i wana go do my hair!
i NEED to do something to my hair
supposedly yesterdae..
but the ' fucker ' had to distract my plan!
hahahkz!
so im gona execute it tomorrow!
no matter wat!
DON'T STOP ME LAH!!
or disrupt my plan!
ahhahahakz!
esp my LUE!
ahhahahakz! ader je...!

i wana go home seh~!
faster faster faster!

and my facilitator so SOFT!
not reallie lah!
abit!
but i heard he damn rich lah!
he live in a big hse
at somerset
alone!
cool hor!

and his past jobs lyk fcuking cool lah!!
i want to have a job lyk tat!
cool lah!!
then get rich!
wo0!

hahahkz!
ok bye!
iloveloveloveLUE!
muuacks!

Wednesday, April 18, 2007
yesterdae.
the S.I.N was the talk of the school!
not reallie school lah..but talk of some of the kids!
dunt know if it was suppose to be a compliment or an insult..
but yeah!
because the 3 of us were wearing dresses!
stop it sia!
we're a fashion statement!

then went to the beach wit zaini
he was so sweet..
he waited fer me lyk an hour+
and he dint nag bout it!
even wen he damn tired..
ilovehim

and today.
no school!
zaini came my house...
accompany me..
' follow my mum '
suppose to go school..
but it was late oready...
im so sorry guys!!!
and it happened that ery called and i went to meet her
we got no wer to go..
so we decided to go IKEA!

damn fun lah!!
we gossip gossip gossip
then ery and her priceless expression wen she see something new!
ahhahahahahahhakz!!!
funny gilerr!!!
then we play pretend
coz one of the kitchen lyk so nice..
and ery imagine herself using one of the glasses..
taking a drink frm the fridge..
while i sit on the table..reading newspaper/eating breakfast!
ahahahahakz!!
then the toilet!
got 2sinks 2towels 2mirror!
but got 1shower and 1toiletbowl!
so we 'plan'..
one of us shower..while the other shyte!
ahhahahahkz!
fun gilerr lah!!!
nxt stop we goin nxt tyme!
COURTS!
wo0ts!

aniwae,
SHYTE!!!
ahhhhhh!!! zaini!!!!
hahahahahahakz!
its no laughing matter lah zaini!
ahahakz!

ok.
bye!

tmr school seh~!
bo0!

aniwae,
bye!!

♥ ♥ my zaini!
a.k.a LUE!!
*inside joke*
iloveyou lah no matter wat happens..!
muuacks!

Tuesday, April 17, 2007
i love school!
ahahkz!
i got the S.I.N in the same school!
got the sec sch frens too!
wo0!
and juz now..me, qai and shaz went to collect shaz's ezlink..
at one of the halls..
and we laugh damn loud lah!
sadoku
sudako
*inside joke!*
ahhahakz!! funny!
then the st0opid ed ate ' petai '
ahahhahahahahakz!!!!!!
i dare him..and i dint know he dat dumb to eat it w/o rice!
ahhahahahakz!!
minus 300 oready!
dumb dumb!

and AND
the S.I.N today wear dress!
shaz wore white..
nab wore cream colour..
i wore black...
we CUTE lah!
we stand in the canteen one corner looking fer hamdan..
imagine lah..
3dudettes in dress!
white and black!
at one corner!
cute lah we!
then walk together!
mcm ' mean girls '
but we the nicer version!
ahhaahkz!

me and shaz cabbed to school!
i was late..
shaz cudnt get on the bus..
so i went to fetch her!
how sweet!

and AND AND
i love my course!
ahhakz!

meeting zaini later..
we goin to the beach to compose song!
wo0ts!

im so budget rite now..
i onie got 5bucks to survive the rest of the day!
bo0!
but luckily i got some useful frens!
ahahkz!
shaz blanje me mkn..
ed blanje me green tea!
ahhakz!
i'll blanje them one day!

ok.
bye!


♥ my zaini!!
iloveyou

Monday, April 16, 2007
i feel damn shyty
but despite the shytyness
i still have a fair amount of patience!
ahahkz!
i've been trying to log in to this fcuking blogger since god knoe when!

sunday ( 15/04/07 )

dint went to the picnic..
stayed home..
till zaini msged coz he was rotting at home oso!
ahhakz!
told him to come over and hang out!
then we went to our ' secret place! '
watch 'last kiss ' but my laptop died halfway!
by then, it was 7+pm
went home..put my laptop..
and we went changi to eat!
then we went to the beach!
till 10pm..
then cabbed home!

monday ( 16/4/07 )

ferst dae of school.
shazrina's dad sent us.
the S.I.N
laughing all the way!
my class was ok!
i love my team!
funny people!
and presentation was quite easy!
though at the start i was damn blur!
felt dumb fer a moment!
then, went back home wit yanti and nana!
gossip gossip gossip!
ahhakz!
met zaini at tamp...
went to eat and walk ard tamp wasting tyme!
hahakz!
then went home!
on the way home,
zaini came up wit this sto0pid werd!
ahahahahahkz!
i knoe and u knoe..and we knoe wat they dont know about wat we knoe that u knoe and i knoe!
ahahhahahakz!
mcm siak!
' FUCKER ' sia that guy!
ahahhkz!

and AND
i tink im having PMS!
ate alot...
and ive been having mood swing!
juz now in the bus otw home,
zaini dint want to talk to me..coz i was being irritating!
ahhakz!
gues wat!
i almost cry lah!
BUT! i dint!
then a moment ago...
i cried lyk fuck!
bcoz of something lah..!
noting to do wit my zaini!
some random stuff..bothering me..
i felt useless and demoralized!
and i just let it all out!
PMS PMS PMS PMS!!!!
i dunt feel lyk goin sch tmr!
but its onie the 2nd day!!!
alah.....!

but wth! wed no school!
wee!

ok.
bye!

my zaini
iloveyou and only you!
muacks!

Sunday, April 15, 2007
wo0!
yesterdae went to the zoo wit my zaini!
finally..!!
and it was
fun! fun! fun!
but tiring and hot!
ahhakz!
i love the snow tiger!!
so nice!
lots of animal seh!
duh~! zoo!
ahhakz!

we went in the bird ' cage '
scary sia!
like jurassic park lyk dat...
then we saw this duck!
cute lah!!
ahhakz!
quack! quack! quack!
ahahhahakz!

then,
got this cockroach display ting!
freaking disgusting!
there were many!
wth sak!
lyk OH-MY-GOD!
hahakz!

overall,
it was super FUN!

fer this past few daes,
me and zaini talk alot bout the past!
and zaini damn irritating!
he will say ' you like me! '
many times but different tone!
shyte sia!
hahahahakz!

we left zoo at 4+ i tink..
went to AMK new mall!
look fer my hair ting..
then went home!

hang out near my hse again..
talk sumore!
ahahkz!
wo0ts!

aniwae,
tmr got school!
i sort of miss school!
but lazy wana go!
coz the holiday was so long..
i lost touch of waking up in the freaking morning..!
but i cant wait fer school!
goin school wit shazrina!
i cant wait to meet dibah and yanti and the 2 faggot!
go lunch together again!

and AND
i feel so sick!
sore throat..flu...headache!
shyty feeling!

and sorie dudettes!
i cant go the picnic!
mayb next tyme!

and sorie zaini,
i cant go OCH!

im rotting at home!
watching anything that is on tv!
while drinking hot chocolate!
i feel so bored!!
WAH! can die sia!

later i wan go experiment wit my hair!
ahahakz!

zoo pics is at zaini's blog!
mine cant upload pics!
kwang..kwang..kwang..
BUT!
theres school tmr!
i can use my laptop to put the pics!
weE!

aniwae,
HAPPIE 19TH B'DAE DIBAH!!!!
i miss u bitch!

hahakz!

ok.
bye!

ilovehim.
my zaini!

Saturday, April 14, 2007
gosh!
i feel lyk throwing this computer out of the window!
i've been trying to log into the blogger fer the millionth time!
and it takes centuries to open the page..
and its so freaking slow!
any faster and it'll hang!
urgh.

i hope my mum get a new one when we shift house!
wo0!

aniwae,
i went to curl my hair!
it so curly wurly!
and beyond control! ahhaahkz!
and they curled my fringe too!
fuck seh~!
but its ok! im so gona reborn back the fringe!
i look hot lah at ferst..
budden it gets irritatin as hours past!
hahhakz!
and by the end of the day...
it look so WAH!
ahhahakz!

met up wit zaini aftwerds
wen to eat at downtown and went to the beach..
talk..talk..talk...
soon me and zaini gona produce a book!
the book of kisses!
ahahahakz!!!
1001 kisses!
ahhakz!
we stayed till 8+..
then
went home..

ilovehim oh-so very the much!
and to zaini,
i actually tinking of it!
ahahakz!
but i the one who ask!
nampak sah i was prepared fer the answer!
ahhahakz!
dunt worry lah!
i still love you very very much!
muacks!

and tmr! or shud i say todae!
we goin zoo!
supposed to go ramai2...but some of them canot make it
haiyohh.....!
so yeah!
wee!! i cant wait!
i hope this tyme we make it to the zoo!
we've postponed it lyk so many tymes!
so this is it!
ahahahkz!
ZOOO!!!!!!!!

i wana take pic wit the orang utan!
ahhahakz!
my scandal!
ahahhkz!
i dint get to touch the koala at aust..
so orang utan pon boleh lah!
ahahahhakz!

and my head is filled with never-ending problems!
' we're having problems...problems again...
while having good times..leave them behind! '
- comic strip!

aniwae,
yeah!
sakit otak sia think bout it!
and my every movement is being watched!
siallah..!
i nomore pri school kid siak!
i got a mind of my own..and i dunt nid people to tell me what to do
and im FORCED to follow fer the sake of their happiness!
what about mine?
fuck lah!
fuck everything!
stop comparing me wit people you hardly know!
im sick of hearing all the you're-supposed-to-be-like-this shyte ting!
and stop blaming me fer your failures!
urgh!!!!!!
why are they all the same?!
its frustrating and irritating!

kasdaihdiad @##@%^@$#_!@#ojdDAJSODJ dsaodsk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



BYE!
my zaini!
you're the only reason that keeps me going!

Thursday, April 12, 2007
ok.
early in the morning..
i had a fight wit my mum!
i dunt know wats wrong wit her!
so i left the house and headed to pasir ris park..
dunt ask me y i went there!
i just did!
ahahhakz!

i study fer my FTT
tried to compose a song
sing.

then.
it started to rain..
ahahhahakz!!
(it wasnt bcoz of my singing LAH!)
aniwae,
it started to rain
while waiting fer zaini!
when it was drizzling..i ran in the rain to the toilet!
suddenly i fall!
hhahakz! coz my slippers were slippery!
LUCKILY, nobody saw!
paiseh giler...!
ahahkz!
then ran to the bus stop coz zaini was waiting fer me there...

we went to eat at mcdONALD
Then took 88 to hougang
zaini went to play soccer wit shameer, fir, helmi and ashraf?
and! wan cut botak!!!!
BOTAK!!!
ahahakz!

aft they finished playing soccer.
we hang out till 9pm..
then zaini sent me home..
along the way..
we were talking bout stuff!
siallah...i jus realised i've kept it fer 2-3yrs!
wah! so long!
but yeah..
there so much to talk about
even when we oready reach my doorstep!
so we went to sit at the bbq area!
just so that we can finish our story!
ahhaakz!
i told zaini EVERYTHING sia!
from A-Z!
hahahakz!
so yeah!
and
zaini is a psycho boyfren!!!
ahhaakz!!
last tyme he was the abusive boyfren..
now he PSYCHO!
shyteee!!
ahhakz!

ok lah..
datz all lah..

iloveyou zaini!
muacks!


oh!oh!
i fergot to tell u people..
that i finally got my IC!!!
after 3yrs w/o an IC!
wo0ts!
and i freaking love my IC pic!
hahahahahahhakz!!
ida look so pretty in the pic!
ahhahahahahakz!
ye! betol!
and i keep looking at it yest wen i got it!
ahakz!
self-obsession!
now i can go my driving lesson wit my IC and not a passport!
wee!
i wana thank the person who stole my IC!
thank you horr!
ahhahahahakz!!

ok.bye!
datz all!

my zaini!

Wednesday, April 11, 2007
today is the day!
me and zaini executed our plan!
ahhahakz!!
scary...! but! finally..its over!
and the good ting is..we so-called got 'discount '!
the puppy face! hahakz!
this is all tactic!
ahhahakz!

then,
went jamming wit helmi and wan
fer an hour.

then go home.
but. it was still early fer me to go home..
so me and zaini hang out near my area..
till 10pm lyk dat..
so yeah!

oh!
i dint curl my hair coz got no money!
wer sia my money go?!
ahakz! but! if tmr i get money..then i'll go!
wo0!

i freaking LOVE my zaini lah!
iloveyou!

♥ my zaini
muacks!

ERY!!!!
aku bunuh kau!
hahahkz!

i waited one whole day fer ery's call.
till i got bored.
so msged my zaini!
we went to far east..
mcm mcm hal...!
a gerl lost her bag!
another gerl vomitted at the stairs!
haiyohh...!
then met HAFIZ!
hahakz!

then
went mc cafe...
after which! he abandoned me again!
ahhakz!
he went to meet BOB again......!
scandal!!!! ahhakz!

then.
went tamp to collect pix!
my parents picked me up...
and went to eat

tmr.
meeting my zaini again!
we got plan!
ahahkz!
and im gona go curl my hair!
new look.
hahakz!


imagine this.

me and shaz will be CATwalking to school...
wit our curly wurly hair..high heels and mini skirt
and the wind blowing at our face...
making our hair fly which gona make us look lyk superstar!
and as we CATwalk in the crowd..everyone move to giv way..
ahahahahkz!
get the picture?

hahhaahkz!
mcm criter mean girls!
hhahahahkz!!!
cool lah!
but! it wunt happen!
coz i probably be CATwalking wit my slippers!
and no mini skirts!
ahahhakz!
and nobody gona move and giv way..
unless i say.."excuse me!"
hahahahhakz!

how sad.

ahahkz!
ok.
bye!

im excited bout tmr!
wo0ts!

my zaini!!

muacks!