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Tuesday, October 30, 2007




yours truly,
ida

Sunday, October 28, 2007







yours truly,
ida!
p/s: more pics when nadia sent them oreadies!

yesterday was so fun!
went hari raya with my pri sch frens!
out of the 20++ of us..

there were onie 7 of us + zaini = 8!
and we only went 4 houses!
ahahkz!
at ferst it was rather boring..
but when shahmee came,
damn kecoh!
it was damn fun lah!

but halfway,
shahmee left to work..
and adnand went home to sleep!

left 6 of us!
last house we went was sharifah's hse!
noone was at home,
so we conquered her house!

i and zaini went bck my hse to get his stuff,
and i went to change!
then went back sharifah hse

we ordered pizza
and watched " jangan pandang belakang"

laughed so much till i lost my voice!
ahahkz!
i'm glad zaini can get along with all my frens!
and i tink he had fun confusing one of the teacher!
ahahkz! and disturbing nadia!

oh!!
yesterday zaini slept my hse..
and something funny happenned!!
ahahahhahahahahkz!!!
fucking funny!
you should see his reaction! mcm belo!
ahahkz!!

"kjndcoaihedrKING! "
ahahhakz!!
now im scared to sleep with zaini!
ahahkz!

i love yesterday lah!
so fun!

Friday, October 26, 2007
shyte!
weekends damn pack!
esp. on sunday!
die die die...

how?how?how?

  1. hari raya with secondary school frens..
  2. openhse+hari raya with WOC?....
  3. collect card at youthpark..

haiyahh...
think ida think!


mati...mati..tentu mati!

Thursday, October 25, 2007
i don't understand...

why do people have to wait for something to happened to them
then will they stop their stubbornness and finally learnt their lesson?

example,
you always speed...
and you havent get caught for speeding
or get involve in an accident

until one day,
you got an accident!
and paralysed!

regret now?

i think this attitude is common among us, humans!
but, no doubt i am like that at tymes..

i hope whatever happenned this morning..
will make you change...
you made me so damn worried...
promise me you wunt do it again...please...



ILOVEYOU you know...
i swear i do..!!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007


my dad fixed my ''net-net-curtain-looking'' thing oready
oh! can you see my dark red walls! i love it!
pls ignore the yellow bedsheet!
this is just part of my room lah..
coz there still so much more to do to my room
once its completely done, i'll show it!
which prolly be nxt yr!
ahahkz!

i think today i wana skipped halfway
i feel so the lazy...

though i slept very early yesterday!
i still feel so damn sleepy!

i want to do something to myself!
revamp my image! cehh~!
but i dunt know what should i do!
i feel like rebonding my hair back!
but consperm got people telling me i'll look the same from the past few years!
i want to go lose some weight!
ahhakz! my goal since i dunoe when!
but i keep gaining it back when i lose it!
haiyahh...its so depressing to be me!

i want to go for some facial treatment thing
coz my face is so the very dry!
i want go botox! ahahhahahahahahahkz!!
so that i'll always look like im smiling!
ahahahhakz!!
ery! wen wana go for the facial thing!!?
and wen wana go jogging again!!!?

i want to go pamper myself!
i want to go bali with my friends uh....
and SPAIN with zaini for honeymoon!
and go bangkok for major shopping!

so much thing, so little time!

oh!! can't wait fer our 1yr anniversary!
2more months!!
we oready plan on stuff to buy on our 1st!
stuff which require ALOT of saving!

6mth- handphones
1yr- xx x and xxxxxxxx xx-xxxx!
1yr6mth-????

ahahkz!
getting more expensive!

what IF we really get married 8years later!
then i think the most expensive stuff we'll get is a HOUSE!
hahakz!

i hope this relationship will last fer a very very very very long tyme!
((:

I MISS MY 8YEARS OF BESTFRIEND, UMMU ATHIFAH!!
its been so long since we last went out!
should go call her!

ok.bye!
sorry for the long post!

Monday, October 22, 2007

i want a mini cooper!
it so the very nice!

once i graduate and get a job in the event industry thing
and earn alot alot!
i'll buy myself a mini cooper!
or
once i get my driving license!
ahahahkz! but no money!

but, i think the first point appeal to me more
give me the motivation to work hard!
coz i know, the 2nd point wunt happen
coz i'll prolly get a cheaper car or drive my dad car!
ahakz! so sad!

i so the cant wait to get my license!
which prolly be nxt yr IF i keep taking the lessons!
i try to get by jun/july 08!
so nxt yr raya can ride my car!
so convenient!

&& i want to work for an event company
and earn alot alot!
i got facilitators who are fucking rich sia!
coz they once work in this event stuff!
and they even get to travel!
she said for a diploma with no experience
can earn 2K++ !!!
WAH!
if i save for 1yr..
i can get my mini cooper!
yayness!!

suddenly, everything seems so clear!
ahahahahkz!

oh!
THIS MORNING!
i ALMOST lost my hp!
its the first time i actually freak out!
normally, if i lost my hp.
i got no reaction!
coz i always think i can get a new hp!
but for this hp,
something special!
coz i bought it with zaini on our 6mth!
so yeah! very precious!
i feel so lucky to be able to get it back!

ok.bye!

i'll update bout yesterdae once i got the pics!
ok?ok!

Saturday, October 20, 2007
PICTURES


erma's house!



my house!

bus stop at wan's house!

fir's house!
faisal's house!

zaini's house!

yours truly,
ida
thanks faisal for the pics!

sorry for not updating quite long...
been busy i guess!
ahhakz!

many things happenned
been going out..
skipping class...
ahakz! the usual!

yesterday was
watchout jalan raye day!
almost full strenght!
coz debbie dint came!

suppose to meet at 2pm!
but everyone was late!
we were wayy behind schedule!

we started our journey at 4+ i think
and we ate at almost all the houses!

it was very very fun!
camwhoring alot!
ahakz! so yeah!

&&&& my room is done with the painting!!
so nice!!
i LOVE my room!
red red red red!
like romantic like that!
ahahkz!!

&& i just discovered something so cool!
my b'dae mth which is 01
and zaini's b'dae mth which is 04
makes up our anniversary date!!
040107!
WAH!! so cool~!

ahahkz!
ok.
datz all!

bye!

Tuesday, October 16, 2007
today had the performance at sch!
i tink it was the only performance
that i did the least mistakes!
ahahakz!

rushing,rushing!

during the performance,
i so damn paiseh!
ahahkz! coz lyk got people you know..
so yeah!

then,
had the model thing,
i was running from one end to the other!
coz got last min change!
when it was my turn,
i was so damn nervous!
ahahkz! but! I did it!

& it was sweet of zaini that he came to watch
after waking up late + tired and then cab to school!
though he miss the performance!
but yeah,
i really appreciate it alot!
especially aft what happened yesterdae!

we always argue about stupid stuff!
stuff that could have been avoided....!
thats what i called stupid stuff!

one moment,
we can talk,talk,talk,talk..
and the next,
we are mad at each other!
so yeah!

aft 'sch',
met helmi and emma
went to eat then home sweet home!

i want go paint my room!

ok.bye!

Monday, October 15, 2007
I like HARI RAYA!
but! i hate it too!

why?

its the time when my mum nags more than any normal days!
nag nag nag nag nag!!
damn irritating..
everytyme she nag my dad and i,
we just ignore and do our own stuff!
coz she will shut up coz noone listening to her!

and yesterday was very chaotic!
we were still fixing the curtains..
coz the windows dint have those hook thing..
so had to fix it..
drilling the walls..and the kitchen were damn messy..

suddenly,
my sister (cousin) came with her family!
there were like 18people!
and i havent even bath!
ahahkz! fuck sia!
had to clean up all the stuff..
then rush to get drinks for them!
and my hse dint even have any kuih lah!
only some crackers!
then,
my mum nag nag nag nag!

after they left,
my aunts and cousins came!
there were like 10 of them!
fuck sia they all! attack my hse from the back!
ahahhakz! damn kancong lah!

oh!
and pls people,
if you come my hse..
DO NOT TOUCH THE MIRRORS PLEASE!!
it took me like 1hr to clean it!
coz i made sure there were no fingerprints or stuff on it!
so PLEASE!
i seek your cooperation..!
thank you!

&&& i think one of my crab die!
ahahahkz!!
coz 3 of the legs came out!
ahahkz!
or is it shedding?
coz its still moving abit...
hmm....?

aniwae,
tmr got performance at sch!
should i skip? or should i not?
coz it takes us atleast 1 1/2 hr to get ready!
i think i skipping!
moreover, zaini no school tmr!
so aft that can go out with him!!
(:

IMISSHIM!
havent meet him for 4days!

btw,
to my sec sch and pri sch mates,
WHEN WE GOING OUT UH?!
3rd nov - 15nov i not free hor!!
though its RP hoildays..
but i still have school!!
stupid event!
so yeah!

ok?ok!

bye!

PICTURES!
quek! quek! and syahbudin!

the WATCHOUT day out!

our formal dressup day
yours truly,
ida

Sunday, October 14, 2007
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!
maaf zahir & batin..!

its the day we all been waiting fer!
w0ohoo!

you know,
i'm so glad there is such thing as 'hari raya'
coz i get to meet all my long lost cousins!
cousins which i havent met fer YEARS!

this morning,
went to my maternal side first..
&& i was so damn shocked to see my nephews and niece
which i havent meet for donkey years!
I fucking MISS THEM ALOT!!
the first thing i saw them..i said.. " EH! BODOH! "
ahahkz!

you see,
eversince my uncle passed away,
which was in 2002!
i rarely meet them..not even the past few years on hari raya!
so yeah! i miss them!
all so grown up!

but! we can still crap about the same old thing
and reminisce about the past...

damn..
ILOVETHEM!!
to every bits!

then,
i went to my paternal side!
i met alot of my nieces and nephews which i dint knew exist!
ahahahahkz!! seriously..
that shows how long i never met them!

hari raya i so FUN!
hahakz!

aniwae,
COME MY HOUSE AH!!
but not this wk!
the house still no ready yet!
still need to paint and stuff!
so yeah!



SELAMAT HARI RAYA to everyone!!
kalau ader TERkasar bahase ke..
TERmarah tak tentu pasal ke...
TERpukul ke...
TERpekik ke...
dan yg sewaktu dgn nye...
minta maaf byk2 ye!

Friday, October 12, 2007
PICTURES!


the girls! (:
more pics soon!


the performance at kampung melayu!



yours truly,
ida

today was fun!
went to break fast with the watchout at sakura

skipped school coz i woke up damn late!
then,
helped clean the house fer awhile
before i went shopping ALONE at bugis!
yes! alone..!!
ahahkz! fer the first time i went shopping alone..
seriously.

though zaini was at bugis too with wan,
i decided not to meet him
so i went shopping at topshop and doherty perkins!
and i spent ALOT!!
coz noone was there to stop me from spending!
ahahkz! it was so damn fun!
i tink i spent like 250bux?
or was it more?
hmmm......!

i bought this damn nice corset!
83bux!
can't wait to wear it!
the problem is, i dunoe wen i wana wear it!
hmmmm......!

then met zaini fer awhile b4 going home..
then,
at ard 5...zaini fetch me!
we look like angels! all white!
zaini dress like taufik batisah!
and he so damn action!
*fashion designer*
*i'm like wateva..i'm not talking to you!*
ahahahkz!

met the rest,
break fast then camwhore alot!
went by the bay fer awhile

then,
home sweet home!

helped my dad fixed the mirrors!
and rearrange the furnitures!
it looks better!
painting tmr!! like, finally...!

so yeah!
ok.bye!

Wednesday, October 10, 2007
i miss zaini alot...
and i miss my friends!

but i just can't find the time
its been a busy busy busy week!

when i keep thinking of all these stuff..
it irritates me!
coz its like so much stuff need to do and be done..
and theres no freaking tyme and the people ard you are not helping!!

my house is not even complete!
we've not painted the house...
the curtains are not up yet...
the house is still full of boxes...
the big mirror is not done...
theres still BIG holes on the walls!

and my mum keep pestering me when i can do all that!
lyk WTF!

i'm so frustrated with my dad!
he keeps saying he gona buy the paints but he hasnt!
and now i got no freaking tyme to go paint the house!
or help clean the house!

i thought that if he had bought the paints today..
i could atleast be home early tmr to paint!
but no...!

i can't possibly paint on thurs because
i got the dry run test performance thing in school!
and then rushed to meet the WATCHOUT clan to break fast together!
and by the tyme i reached home.
it would probably be 11pm or 12 the latest!
and the nxt day i still got school!

i still got my PP to submit by this wk!
and sat is already hari raya!

i'm SO angry with contractors!
its their fault that its like this!
if they had finish it up before the fasting mth
WHICH they were suppose to..!
we could have spent 1whole month to fix this damn house!

i'm frustrated with my mum
coz all she know is to nag and tell you to do this and that
while she just sit ard and watch tv!
and keep saying the same excuses when you scold her!

shyte lah!

and i've yet to get my 8hrs of beauty sleep!
i keep yawning fer 128012831028319231823 times in class!

i'm so angry!

Monday, October 08, 2007
25days down...
5 more days to go!!





or is it 4days?
watever it is.
it is this saturday!!
wo0hoo!




aniwae,
today went out with ery rosa indah!
to bugis.
i wanted to buy a bag
zaini can't meet me coz he went shopynk wit the guys
so i called ery!
luckily she can!
if not, i'll be going alone...


met her and walk ard bugis fer the bag
i'm so choosy and indecisive..
but finally bought this bag!


then,
we break fast at LJS
we saw azo0! she nomore wearing braces lah!!
ahahahkz!
and ery showed me this video which was so damn funny!
ahahahkz!!!


then,
zaini and co. came to break fast..
but after that we went separate ways
me and ery went mcCafe at paris
talk talk talk talk
till we saw her dad!
ahahahahkz!


then,
home sweet home!


its been awhile since i talk quite alot..
really....
with ery ard, conferm crap alot seh~!
ahahakz! so funny!




oh!shyte!
tmr got sales management module..
have to wear formal and present it to scary people!
hahakz!
then aft school,
have training!


how i wish i can go home and sleep!






if only i... know all the answers to the questions
running in my head...

if only i... can understand myself better...

if only i... stop doubting and confusing myself...

if only i ... know what you're thinking...

if only i .... know YOU...



ok.bye!

Sunday, October 07, 2007
24days down...
6more days to go!!
WAH!
hari raya this saturday!!
yayness!!!


todae,
zaini came at 3am..
wanted to watch 'southpark the movie'
but! connection sucks!
we waited till 6 for it to download..
but zaini click on the wrong button,
and it refresh!
so had to wait fer another hour fer it to upload!
we gave up...and went to sleep!

slept til 3pm i think..
then,
we went to a fish shop to buy stuff fer the HAHA crabs!
we decorate the tank till so nice!
got stairs..branches...pebbles..!
i think the crabs love it!

after finish decorating it,
we went to TM and centuary sq...
walk ard til 7+..

then,
zaini cabbed home!

so yeah!

ok.bye!

the performance was bad..
all of us had mistakeS!
which was damn obvious...

but its ok...
it was so-called a last min training thing
its bound to have mistakes..
so ermmmz...yeah!
ahahkz! i seriously dunt know how to describe...

suprisingly,
my parents came down to watch!

then,
there was the dikir barat!
damn funny lah they all!
after they finished..

called my parents..
to sent faisal and zaini home..
but halfway walking to the car,
my dad wanted to eat!
so we went to eat murtabak!

zaini macam paham!
wana pay fer the food...
but he did..
coz he went to the counter and paid..
using half his money..and my dad money!
we left at 12midnite i think..

then,
home sweet home!

ok.bye!

zaini coming over!
((:


pics soon uh...

Saturday, October 06, 2007
23days down...
7 more days to go!!!



ok..i dint go school again!
fer this whole wk..i went to sch onie once!
ahahkz!
damn lazy lah!

but, i went fer my malay dance training..
coz today(saturday) got performance!!
at kampung melayu WHICH is at geylang..at 9.30pm!
crash course sia!
as you know,
i'm quite slow...and sometymes,
my hands and feet they dunt coordinate!
then had to memorize the remaining steps!
mati mati...tentu mati!
i hope for once i dunt cock up!
hahahkz!

but!
i'm still excited about it!


&& my parents going batam fer 2D1N!
yayness!
can go out till late night!

ok then,
i want to sleep!
bye!

Thursday, October 04, 2007
THE SWEET GIFTS!


your truly,
ida

i totally love today!
i get to spent the whole day with ruzaini!

&& he bought fer me lots of stuff!
mickey&minnie..HAHA crabs! and this thing he made!
so sweet lah!

then,
we went to look at the HAHA crabs again..
this time,
i bought it for him cause he really wanted it too!
now the both of us got our HAHA crabs!
so cute!

moreover,
its adopted on our anniversary!
on the 4th!
(:

after that,
we went geylang & bought our hari raya clothes!
this year,
we gona be in white!
so nice!

wo0ts!



to zaini,
you know that iloveyou fuckloads!
&thanks fer the sweet gifts! i really love it!
btw,
the crabs havent change the shell!
ahahkz!
once again, ILOVEYOU! muuacks!


yours truly,
ida

Wednesday, October 03, 2007
i'm feeling shibbishly sick!
been having flu since sat..
once i start to sneeze, i can't stop!
causing a sore throat...

i just want to sleep for hours!
been having only 2hrs of sleep lately...
i'll only start to sleep at 2am+...
woke up at ard 4.45am to have my breakfast
tried to sleep back..
but i can't!

i so the in need of my beauty sleep!

PICTURES!








20days down...
10more days to go!!



yay!!
nxt wk HARI RAYA oready!!
WAH!

aniwae,
i've been terribly lazy fer this wk..
dint went to school on mon and tues..
and i feel lyk skipping fer this whole wk!
but! i have to think of my grades and also save my skipping daes
for hari raya!
ahahkz!

body aching from last mon training..
do yoga lah seh!
or some sort...
but yeah...
MAHA stretching!
now i can feel the abs popping out! ahahhahakz!

this sat got performance!
at kampung melayu!
am i selected?
if i am, then i'm so damn excited lah!
i dunt want to be so confident ah..
coz sumtyme cikgu lyk to last min change the people..
so yeah!
all i can say is..there will be a performance at kampung melayu!
the 2nd part!
1st part was last sat! so 2nd part is this sat...
ermm..yeah!
this what i heard from the peeps!


aniwae,
these past few days like so damn boring lah..
hardly spent tyme with zaini..
training...school...break fast with friends!
its a tiring and lazy mth fer me..

today,
met zaini early in the morning..
went his hse to watch "dude, where's my car?"
suppose to go IKEA!
but dint go............................................!!
i was sort of disapointed ah
fer some particular reason....
so went home and slept til 5.30pm...

met sharifah and nazirah
went to break fast at city plaza
" arnold's "
then walk ard geylang..
deciding what color and hari raya clothes for me and zaini!
i saw this white colour baju kurung
nice lah seh~!
then went ard to look fer the male version
then skali saw NADhir!
wah! so long lah nvr see him!
still thin as ever!
hahakz!

then,
went home!


and now,
i cant sleep...

btw,
tmr is gona be our 9mth anniversary!!
(:


ok.bye!