just finish marinating the chickens! and its gona be extremely spicy! wahahakz! i give you'll warning oready ah...! ahahkz! i combined ifa's and my mum recipe! wahakz! i hope it taste gud! ahakz! i had to do it all alone. my mum sleeping and my dad too tired to help. but its gud that i get to do it on my own. if not kecoh uh wit dem. went to buy hotdogs, fries and snacks juz now wit erz. den saw fiqah on our way back. den we saw fadz! erz went to my hse again. we watch bring it on 2 and harold and kumar....it was hilarious. 6.30pm...sent ery off. being a gud fren dat i am. i walked wit her frm my hse to loyang point in the rain! and F Y I my hse to loyang point takes 30-45mins. so yeah.

wo0! tmr the day! yay! i cant wait! my pri, sec and poly frens are gona b der! yay! and does anyone knoe wer i can get satay? ahakz! but aniway..yay! i'll tell u guys the chalet blok tmr! coz im not so sure of the place. i mean. i receive their sms. but. im still not so sure. so. tmr i'll go check out the place! and i'll inform you guys!

oh! and i saw helmi on tv!! helmi!!u're on tv!! ahahkz! sto0pid asshole! he went to watch s'pore idol. irritating sia! ahakz! dumb dumb! and shaz immediately msg me. ahakz! she was lyk " helmi on tv! cbcb!" ahahkz! sumtin lyk dat!


MAYBE...end of this year. going to thailand. for service learning thing. wee! i hope dibah going. wo0tz!ok. datz all. take cares! cheers mate!

yesterdae went to watch ghost game wit shazie, jaSON and hady. is dat how his name is spelled? dunoe lah eh...so yeah. we won a $5 ben&jerry ice cream voucher! wo0! so we went to collect the voucher...luckily der was jaSON! if not me n shazie wud oready be embarassed coz we dint knoe we had to go to the redemption counter and get the voucher b4 goin to the ben&jerry! ahakz! and the place lyk so WOW! cool! me and shaz lyk so excited! we took 2 flavours! chocalate fudge brownie and chocalalte chip dough!! nice!!! den watch the movie! it was scary to a certain extent. l0ts of suspend lah. datz y i close my eyes and ears! overall. it was QUITE scary. after the whole thing. we went back home!

the following entries are lyk drafted a long tyme ago. so yeah. just imagine it was not today!oh! and ive updated the class party thing. you got to scroll down to 230806! ok?ok!

Why does it have to go this way eh!? Ok. After so long not talking to him or msging him. Other than yesterday. Suddenly I got a msg from him dat he getting married on 6^th sept! wth! Aniwae. He did told me he getting married to this gerl. But wth! So fast! He invited me. How cruel can he be?! Ferst of all. He ignore my calls and msg. den got a msg dat he getting married. And can invite me sumore! Hanis...hanis..! Ahakz! but I cudnt make it on dat dae coz my class having picnic at east coast on dat very dae. And even if im free on dat dae. As if I wana go! Wat am I suppose to do der. Watch and learn!? Ahakz! budden again. Mayb I wud probably go. Den wen come the part werby dey ask if anyone disagree wit their marriage. Ahakz! u know wat I mean..! ahahkz! But! Im not dat bad..okay..!! im the sweetest and nicest person in the whole werld!ahahahkz! I wunt do dat lah! So. Yeah. aniway this is wat I replied back, " sorie..i cant go..having class picnic on dat dae. But best wishes’ to u n her! take care and stay happie always! And thnx fer everything. Oh! wen can I get my guitar back? I reallie reallie nid it.." and he said he giving it back on the day he come to my chalet. SO YEAH! He coming to my chalet! Wo0tz! Oh well...Lyfe have to go on.. I'll get over it! I'll miss him. And I enjoyed every second wit him. No regrets! Aniwae. Im still young. Ders still a long way to go! Ok. Datz all. Take cares. Cheers mate!

Yours truly,

ida

wassup wit dis guy man..!! Ferst of all..he broke my heart and now he acting as if noting happened. He msg me at 2+am in the freaking morning! But! Too bad! I was asleep! Well..nab msg me ard 2.20am. and that tyme I happened to be half awake. So I replied her. at 2.50+am. he msged me. Kwang3! Too late dude! Im in my dreamland oreadies! And todae dream was fun and weird! ahakz! I cant reallie rmbr the details. But it was fun. Ahakz! I dunoe if I got laugh while sleeping! But oh well! Eh! Todae is 27 aug! dey say u can see mars todae at 12.30am. wo0! I wana go see! And todae gona go watch movie wit shazie. Meeting her at 5pm later. So yeah. Wana go watch ghost game! Wo0! Orytes. I wana go watch tv now. Toodles!take cares. Cheers mate.

Yours truly,

ida

omfg! this comp at home. is lyk so0 freaking slow. and it irritates the hell out of me. i have a certain level of patience. and wen it comes to slow comp. like dis. i feel lyk throwing it! and for dat. i cant update you guys about the class party held yesterday! coz dis freaking comp is so fucking slow. and wen i try to upload the pics. it will hang! sometymes wen it gets so so so so slow! my mum bcome my victim! ahahkz! i will be lyk screaming at her. ahakz! bcoz i got noone else to vent my anger to. u c....my mum and i dun get along well. its either she pick a fite. or me. and we have a long history of shouting and screaming at each other. believe it onot. since i was in kindergarten. i hate her. but! wat to do! shes my mum afterall! rite?! so anihow. yeah. this comp is so shyty! usually i update my blog in class. but since we're on holidays rite now. library is my third home! THEREFORE, i'll update stuff by tomorrow. coz im going to the lib. to update my blog! ahakz! how pathetic! but...wth..! got notin to do at home anyway. so. dat shows that im like so0 freaking free fer 1 whole month! anyone hu wana go out..n no fren to go wit...u can call me! ahakz! but tell early2 lor. orytes?

oh! i'll be having chalet frm 31 aug-2sept. at downtown east. ppl please come! make urself free on those daes! its NOT my b'dae! its just fer fun, laughter, peace and joy! ok?ok! so........if there's anyting. u can giv me a call! at 98392960. tell me hu u r in d msg or call. aite?



yours turly,
ida

The class party was a blast! I had great fun! Onie 4 mths and we have shared great memories together. Im so0 gona miss these people. Great bunch of people. Never thought we wud bond this close. Looking back at those days. It bring tears to my eyes. To know that when school reopens. The people you gona meet each morning wunt be the same people you see. But its ok. Mayb the new class wud be as whacky as w25b. I hope. And here is wat I have to say to you guys!

Sean: great fren. A gud class leader. He is the one who made w25b wat they are today. United. A lame joker! Ahakz! But somehow. The lamenest always make the class laugh! He have done A LOT fer w25b. and fer dat. I wana thank you, sean!!!

Yanti: the mamamat! Ahakz! Is dat how u spell it? Ahakz! But anyhow. Yea. The second fren I made wit on ferst dae of skool! I love her! She so cute! Ahakz! And cool! Her jokes and the sto0pid stuff she wud sometimes do always make me laugh hard. The gossip folks! Another great fren! I love you,bitch!

Dibah: small but loud! She is cute! The gossip folks! But. She abit scary. But. Bully-able! She is so funny. I can do sto0pid and crazy stuff wit her! Like climbing the lift! Skanking and breakdancing outside class! A lot more stuff we do. its so fun being wit her! Another great fren found! I love you, bitch!

Sammy: another of the gossip folks!! A very fun person! Crazy at tymes! And she have a great voice! And thnx to her I met new frens like karl, fadz and mark! Im gona miss this bitch! She always got the juicest gossip! And this woman is attached! Weewit! I hope you and him last forever! I love you, bitch!!

Edric: the dude who owe me a shirt! Ahakz! He is actually a nice and funny person! And sweet at tymes. He might appear like an ex-convict but he is a nice person. Dunt let all that tattoo scare you. Its kinda fun to go “shoppynk” wit him! And he always like to say im emo wen I wear skirt to school! Wat onie!! Ed is a very open guy! he ask the most weirdest question at tymes! Hahakz! A great fren found! I love you, dude!

Haran: the joker of the class! Im gona miss this dude! He is a very very very nice person! Sumtymes he dunt tink b4 he say. But u knoe he sumtymes dunt mean it. He is such a gud fren! Bully-able! And he talks a lot! Overall, he is a very fun guy to be wit! I love you, dude!!

Kam Hong: Ah beng! He and his red colour highlites! Dunt reallie talk to him a lot. But he very irritating and fun guy! ahakz! And he fighter u knoe! Ahahzk! Dun play play! Ahakz! Nice guy!January baby!!

Mark: the cool guy. the tall guy. sometimes im scared of him! Ahakz! he is a very smart guy. though he looks thin. But he eat a lot. I mean. He eat whatever he wants and he dunt give a shyte wat u tink. He is a nice guy. oh! he is a January baby! Same as me! Ahakz!

Arif: matrep! The quiet and intelligent one. Hardwerking. My rumoured boyfren! Ahakz! whatever! He is a very very very nice guy. too nice! He dunt reallie talk a lot. But he is a funny guy. and he is very smart. Always get the A’s! ahakz! oh! and he is a very very very damn gud artist. U shud have seen his drawing. WOW! Ahakz! a great fren found! Gona miss u dude!

Lynn: the prettiest gerl in class. She is very sweet and funny. Sumtymes the stuff she do is cute. The video she made was very touching! She made me wana cry! Ahakz! and she is nice! I loike her! I like her style! Best wishes to you n nad! Weewit! Haahkz!

Nad: the artist! Multi-talented! Play the guitar, great voice and a great artist! His drawing is so nice! He cool lah! I loike! Funny guy! the other dae we dress up gothic. He wore eyeliner! Ahakz like gerl! Kwang3! He is a very creative guy. January baby!! Lyk me! Hoho! Ok. Best wishes to you n lynn!! Weewit! Ahahkz! tHnx fer the stones dude!

Thu: ferst fren I made on the ferst dae of skool! frm wat I knoe and see. She is most of the tyme quiet. But at tymes she can talk quite a lot. Hoho! I find her very complicating! Ahakz! dunt ask why. I just do. ahahkz! But she overall, nice!

Shima: the minah! Ahahkz! I find her very weird at tymes. And her laughter is worst than me! Ahakz! and she talk a lot too. I mean. There is always stuff to talk about wen u wit her. and she have a very tall boyfren. Shes different frm the other “minahs” I knoe. shes nicer lah. Overall, its nice knowing her! oh! and shes dibah’s ferst fren on the ferst dae of skool!

President: the weirdest guy I’ve ever met! He is so so weird that whatever he does always make me wana laugh! And some of the things he do is lyk so cute! Ahahkz! u shud see his face man! Ahahkz! Always crack me up! He and his “ I THINK!”. And he snacks a lot! But still so thin! Ahakz! funny guy! and he have a crush on one of the gerls in my class! Wonder hu is dat lucky gerl….hmmmz!! oh! pussy boy! Sumtymes bring M18/R21 vcd to skool. ahakz!

Shiqi: class tai long! Goes ard asking fer money! Ahahkz! Wen shes not in the mood. She can be very scary. But shes very nice gerl! Dunt reallie talk to her a lot. but have been in the same grp quite a few tymes. Like her!

Jody: the quietest gerl! But clever! Sumtin lyk arif. But the gerl version. Always being bullied by ed! Not dat close to her. but fer wat I see. Shes a very very nice gerl.

Wanrong: wanright twin sister! Ahakz! wenever its maths. She wud always go to her twin sister fer answers! At ferst she seem very quiet and timid. But as daes goes by. She starts to open up more. She can be sarcastic at tymes though. Hahakz! Nice gerl!

Ruth: shes very very nice. I cud still rmbr the ferst few daes of school. She wud sent shwit msges. A dancer! Ahakz! coz during presentation, she is always dancing. Ahahkz! And she always smile! Nice knowing her!

Rina: the small but loud one. Sumtin lyk dibah. She can threaten u. “I box u”. ahakz! and she is lyk a big fan of the people in mediacorp! I mean the celebrities! I see her blog lyk she have met all the Chinese celebrities of mediacorp. Cool! Gud luck fer ur driving lessons!

Yanle: quite a long tyme nvr see him. Coz he was hospitalized. Luckily he was back to skool b4 the school ends! He is one of the quiet guy in class. And he tends to say “ ermmz….” A lot during presentation! but he is very nice!

Qiong Zhi: the china gerl! Damn smart! At the beginning she is very quiet. Rarely talk. Due to the language barrier. But then towards the end. Wah! She very funny lah! she and her jokes! And there was one tyme. She shock the hell out of me,dibah,yanti,sam,ed and haran! Ahakz! haran was making a lot of noise in class. She went out to meet her fren or went to the toilet. Den wen she came back in class. She told haran that got someone looking fer haran. The way she say it made you believe instantly. she was actually lying to haran. She made that poker face. So haran fall fer it. Ahahakz! Gud one qiong zhi!! U shud hav been der! We all laugh out loud. Ahahkz!

Qin Qin: the most introvert guy in class! he is lyk in his own werld! Lek one corner kinda guy. but he can be funny at tymes. Smart guy too! Y do most china peeps are lyk so clever ah?! But he dunt always talk lah…datz the problem...haiyo! Talk more! Ahakz!

Alicia: I kinda miss this gerl! She is always absent. And now she not anymore skooling in rp. I tink. But she came to the class party! She looks prettier! My ferst impression of her was she was lyk kinda lyk a bitch coz she was overly dress on the ferst dae of skool. and she got that attitude kinda face. Hahhakz! I dunoe lah! datz MY ferst impression of her! But wen u get to know her, she is actually a very nice person. Shwit too!

And last but not least!

Faizal: the guy who is born on the same day, month,year and place as me! Yup! 23^rd January 1989! I wonder if we are born at the same tyme?! Hmm…! The matrep Chinese version! Always wit his techno moves. And wen he start to open his mouth, he can go on and on and on! Though we are born on the same date! We are too different personality. Theres a huge different between us. He listens to techno. And I dunt. He talks a lot. and I dunt talk dat much as him. He is a guy. and I am a gerl! Ahahahkz! Duh~! In class. he is the extrovert and I am the introvert one. I mean lyk we are totally different! Ahakz! but. He ok lah. not that bad! nice knowing him though!

Ahakz! overall, everyone have been real nice! Great memories shared in w25b! I will nvr ferget those daes and the people of coz! I wish we cud have known each other longer! 4mths is lyk so fast! Bt we had a lot of fun together!! Rite?! Rite! Ahahkz! Thnx guys fer the memories! Muacckkkss!

Yours truly,

Ida

my b'dae is on....

January 12th ~ January 24th = Yellow


*YELLOW* You are sweet and innocent. Trusted by many people and have a strong leadership towards relationships. You make good decision and make the right choice at the right time. And always dreaming of a romantic relationship.



hmmm....quite true! hoho! QUITE onie! especially the ferst statement, "You are sweet and innocent" hahahakz! oh! come-on! you know its true! i AM sweet and "innocent"!! ahahkz!! ok. take cares. cheers mate!



yours truly,
ida

just came back from JIVE "welcum tea"! went to eat dinner at hajjah maimunah restaurant! the food was great. not WOW! but ok lah...! edible! ahakz! yup! and we got this keychain thing. so cute lor.hoho!

ok. den went to play bowling at hougang. there onie lyk 7 of us + 2 of our "facilitator"...the others dint want to go. so onie the 9 of us. mark won ferst! eddie 2nd! and ME third! if xcluding eddie coz he is lyk d "faci" so..im 2nd! ahhahakz! i strike once. beginning of the game..mark sux! but den aft dat..he strike lyk a few times. and u shud have seen eddie! eveytime he wants to throw the ball...me n crystal wud b laughing! ahakz! so funNie lor! and there was once karl used his left-hand.....n it was a strike!! ahahakz! wtf! but it onie werks once. kwang3! aft the whole game. we wanted to play pool. but wen we went up. pool table were full and der were onie billard left. we dint play lor. wanted to go play pool at orchard..but it was lyk 9+ oreadies. so we all went back home. camwhoring in the mrt! and here i am!



did u watched C.S.I. juz now? i so0 lyk C.S.I! its lyk so0 freaking cool! i sux at sci. but lyk cool lah!

oh! and my class won the best class pix! of coz lor! we are lyk d coolest clas ever! best class! dun believe..u go myrp.edu.com.sg den u go under weblog@rp link.....n u will c our class pix!w25b! we won!we won! and on wed we having class party!!! woo0o!!and there's gona b like a award winning thing...n i was nominated fer best dress and most introvert! ahakz! im an introvert?! kwang3! im more of a mix!haakz! dat one conferm QIN QIN win!ahakz! i wish we dint have to change class man..!! haiyo...! ok.datz all. take care. cheers mate!



yours truly,
ida

I cud still rmbr those werds coming out of ur mouth. "Guys are sweet talker motherfucker!" Just like you. And when I tot I cud finally feel sumting ive long for. When I tot u were diff from the others. I cant believe I fall fer dat. Ida is so naive. Urgh! You know wat? Ur attitude is xactly the same as fidz! Sweet talker motherfucker! Fuck lah. I dunt even know wats ur motive. It is so freaking frustrating wen u dunoe wat u hav done. And u're being treated this way. Now I knoe how karl felt. The worst part is....i fucking trust you! Im so confused with whatever that is happening now. Im not even sure if we still together onot. Like wat nab say. Everyone seem to be lying to me! I dunt knoe hu to trust. I wana cry. but this tears just wunt come out. It took me so fucking long tyme to actually accept sumone...but wen I do...it all so fucked up! The hugs and kisses....the RING! Wats dat all about!?! Why do all this stuff wen u knoe u gona leave and fucking hurt me?! Avoiding and ignoring me will not make all these feelings go away. I want an explanation. I just wana knoe wat the fuck u're doing. I'm like missing u badly but at the same time....im so freaking frustrated wit u....! im still wearing this meaningless ring. I dunt knoe y. but wadever. Fuck this feelings. I hate myself. Notin I do seem to please people. I tot I finally found sumone I can go to wen I nid a shoulder to cry on. Sumone hu I tot will b der fer me. Sumone hu wud give me hugs to make me feel better. Sumone hu was gona love me fer me. Other than my frens. But in the end. That sumone is the one hu hurt me more than anyting else. Its so hard to lead my life. At this point of tyme. Inflicting pain to myself sounds great! How bout...sliting my wrist?? Wat do u tink? Or mayb....i shud start smoking back! Since sumone told me....it makes u ferget ur problem. Hmmmz.....

and i jus want my guitar back! ahakz!

WAIT! B4 u protest or go against me sliting my wrists or smoking... let me tell u sumtink! Im NOT sto0pid! I dun go ard slitting my wrists or get myself killed over a guy! puh-leessee! i got better stuff to do. and to me, smoking wunt erase my problem. So....fer wat! But all dis problems just make me wana give up on life. But thnx to the frens I hav now. Dey make me see that there are greater things in life. Sumting worth living for. I guez they made me hu I am now. Optimistic and happy go lucky person. And fer dat. I love them so0 much! Go to hell wit hanis. I got my frens. But honestly,if hanis were to come back into my life....I'll take him back. I guez I enjoyed being hurt time and time again! Dun worry bout me lah. Im a-okay! I'll get over it!

Ok. Take care. Cheers mate!

Yours truly,

ida

i darft this shyte yest. so. wen u read dis..imagine it was yesterdae!ahahkz!ok.go.

Ok. Took my camera oreadies!! Yay! Can camwhore again! Me n nab went town aft we collected the camera at bugis. Ate at raffles hospital banquet. Den walk to cthall. Took the train to somerset. Den walk to orchard. Went far east. Ahhh!! Hot guy!! so fucking cute + hot! He look Caucasian. But den he wasn't speaking English! He was speaking like Filipino. Coz we heard him talk to dis woman. Hu look so Philippine. So I ASSuMe he is one. He so cute lor! And hot! Me n nab lyk so high lor. All d way we keep laughing! Eno eno eno eno! Fuck fuck fuck fuck! OMAR god! Ahahakz!! der was one tyme. We sound lyk aliens communicating! "eno eno eno eno" ahakz! Tatin lor! We left town at 8? Dunoe lah. Den I dropped off at tamp. Took bus 29! Skali saw a fren whom Ive not seen fer quite a long tyme. NAIM! So I walked wit him back home. Coz he live same blok as me. Told him bout hanis. Coz he knoe him. And now he is msging me. Lazy sia wana layan. Den tmr mayb I goin skool wit him. We taking same bus....so yeah....haiyo!

Today, me,nad n lynn dressed up gothic. Ok. Dint reallie lyk dress so gothic lah..i wore my black "dress" wit my black cropped jacket n my black levis shoe. Dint wear pantyhose coz my pantyhose got lobang2! I mean lyk...reallie lobang! Den nad wore black shirt n jeans wit stud belt. Lynn wore black+grey tube and black shorts n had her nails painted in black. Nad wore eyeliner! He look so girlish! Ahahzk! Coz he got gerl features lah. So wen he wore eyeliner..look lyk gerl lor! But can lah! Took a few pix onie. Kwang3! Tmr is lyk d second last dae of skool. Lazy lah wana go skool. but got notin to do siak at home. N my class planning to wear formal tmr. Den wed..last dae of skool. we having class party!! Yay! Cant wait! Sean made this MTV thing. A video clip of our class. Everyone act in it. Its lyk so0 cool lor! Its almoz done! Wen its done. I'll publish it here...or giv u d link or sumtin lah...so u can view it! Sean is a gd director! Oh! I almost fergot!! Tmr the JIVE club is goin on a trip! We going to hajjah maimunah restaurant to eat dinner..Den going bowling! Karl not goin bowling! Wth! But nemind..got fad, jannah..n sumore dunoe hu lah..! cool!

My class chalet is the same date as my JA camp! Shyte! I wana go both! Class chalet coz everyones gona b der! N I paid fer it! I wana go JA too coz me, karl, hafiz n dunoe hu forming a band. And there's gona b a talentime on d 2^nd day…n we have to perform as a band. Haiyo...!! Im in a dilemma! Mayb I'll go to my class chalet on the ferst day. Den to JA camp on the 2^nd day. Since both of them is in paris. So it wunt b dat hard. Onie dat one is at aranda's countryclub or sumtin lyk dat the name...n the other is at aloha Loyang...! Kwang3! Ahakz! Ok. Datz all. Take cares. Cheers mate!

Oh! thnx fuzball fer trying to cheer me up! Im ok! And u owe me a choc! Wahahkz!

Yours truly,
ida

i hate this feelings im feeling now. i hate it so much. i feel so fucking shyty. urgh! its so frustratin! its so stressful. i cant be myself. i keep worrying bout stuff. doubting stuff. trying to look at the positive side. but i cant. theres so much ting going in my mind. i feel like crying. but i cant! these past few daes have been so depressing fer me. urgh! fuck lah!!!!!! fuck!fuck!fuck!
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ferget bout wat ever im feeling rite now. i just wana be happy. aniwaes! one of my hamsters died! WARNING! wat im about to tell u so disgusting! gore!! hahkz! it died like 3-4daes ago. and it was decomposing. my dad told me to throw it away. so. i took this thing. to scoop it. wen i was about to lift it up. omfg! it so freaking disgusting! u know y? this black-grey maggots starts crawling out of the decomposing body! it was soooooo fucking disgusting! i scream and left the scoop ting . i stared at the maggots. 1/2 hr later then i resume. i quickly scooped it up and put it in the plastic bag! ewwww!!!!!! you shud hav seen it!! luckily, i got a stuffed nose. so i cudnt smell anitin! ahakz! ewwww!!!!! well. aniwae. now i left one hamster. kwang3! frm 10 to 1! not my fault!dah ajal...!

u know! my ustaz say.... wen animals ferget bout god. they will die! so. if u're pets are still alive means they are still tinking of god. but if they die....means..they fergot bout god. serious..datz wat my ustaz say.... !! ahakz!

anihow!! my parents went batam again! so, after they left. went jamming wit P.O.D....my "band"! den zaini n wan mangkok went to werk. me n helmi went town. shopynk. walk2 ard town. den went home. at 11pm..we met again.wit zaini n wan. went to eat at simpang bedok. saw jai! u know...dat celebrity...alah..dis suria celebrity guy. den went shop n save! buy cereal! helmi brought tokyo drift dvd. so went back my hse. play this sto0pid game! ahakz! zaini lyk one fuck siak! juz bcoz of a plaster!!! hahkz! it was 3am! and we were laughing lyk shyte! den watch tokyo drift! till 4+ or 5 lyk dat....den at 6.30am! wan woke us up! he wana go home or werk lyk dat lah...so..dey left. i went back to sleep! woke at 11am...den my mum fren called. want me to tutor her son. i hate her son!! i hate teaching him! bcoz rite...i dun lyk to teach sto0pid kids! ahhahkz! nolah...but he like so dumb lor...n he lyk in pri4! it takes him 10 mins to find out the ans fer 3x10!! my lil cuzzin who now in pri 2 can do faster siak! its frustrating uh teach him. not bcoz of dat onie...but he lazy to the max! irritatin lor. then at 5+ juz now...my parents came back home. kwang3! ok.datz all. take cares. cheers mate!



yours truly,
ida

you knoe!! yesterday got this bapok (ah-gua) called me! i think its the second time he/she called. i dun even know what to call IT! he or she?! she-male! he+she=sheesh! ahakz! ok.we called IT that! aniwaes.yea...sheesh called me. the convo like dis...

sheesh: hello. u kenal tak ni saper?
ida: ermmz..no
sheesh: ni sherlyn
ida:err..ok.....
sheesh:name u pe?
ida: (lynn told me not to say my real name) ERY!! (hahahhkz! sorie erz!)
sheesh: ok...u skolah ne?
ida:(lynn told me not to tell my skool) singapore poly
sheesh: oh..ok..u nak trade gambar?
ida: (yanti told me to say yes) ok.ape2!
sheesh: k...i antar gambar i nanti u antar gambar u.. ok?
ida:err..ok..
sheesh: u jgn main-main kan i tau
ida:okok
sheesh:ok..nanti antar eh? k..bye sayang!


OMFG! ahahhahahhakz!!!! i on my loudspeaker so my other classmates cud hear. as soon as i put down the phone, yanti laugh out loud! ahhakz! omg! u shud hear sheesh voice lah!! goosebumps! den i receive the pic! omfg!!!!!! shyte lah! i delete the pic oready uh...CONFERM bapok lah sia! long hair..make up....kind of pretty! ahahkz! i mean like..look lyk gerl lah. i showed to my boyfie! he laugh at me! ahahkz!

yesterdae oso i got JA welcum tea. all of the guys are so yellow-minded! wen we were all interacting... all talking bout 6 to 9 chords..hafiz say its sumtin bout sex...den got dis guy, he look so nerdy...BUT! he so yellow-minded!! there were lyk 10 guys..n im d onie gerl der! wtf! den ders dis thai guy. joe? i dunoe! he was talking bout fishing. karl, hafiz..n other 2 guys were tinking bout sex! tender..! ahakz! stop it siak! i was d onie gerl der sumore!oh!! der was leandra. she sing.shes ok lah...karl!! rmbr our plan!! during the JA camp we do! ahakz! burn the squirrel!!! ahakz! ok.yeah. d ting ended lyk 7+

den went to meet hanis at t.merah..... he was late fer werk..kwang3! ok.datz all

eh!! u knoe! dis mornig..me n nab went into the wdlands mrt toilet uh...den rite!!! suddenly got "prroootttt!!!"you knoe...lyk berak cair kinda sound! wen u fart combine wit water..u knoe...dat sound? ahahkz! ewww!!


hahakz.ok.datz all!take cares.cheers mate.


yours truly,
ida

what's the disadvantages of being a gerl?hahakz! random stuff.you see. me and hanis were toking bout stuff. then he said sumting bout its better being a gerl than a guy. i was lyk...reallyyyy??!!!ferst of all,dude! there's a hell lot of stuff you dun know bout being a gerl!

1) time of the month! ahakz! yup. it so freaking leceh. u knoe wat leceh? ask ur malay frens! kwang3! wen its irregular. u cant predict wen it gona come! the nxt thing u knoe...............ders ketchup on ur pants! n if ure wearing skirt.... ders ketchup on ur skirt! n wen u're not wearing anithing.... ders ketchup on ur........ermmmm........thing! ahahahhahahahkz!

2) xtra garments!lyk wat yanti said. we need to wear bra! ahahkz! UNLESS! u guys got big boobs. saggy ones...! ahahkz! actually, we can not not use this xtra undergarments...but...i dunoe....weird! ahakz!

3) freedom!! we need freedom,baby!! well.....most of us gerls got the freedom. but im talking bout my point of view!my problem lah. ahakz! "be back by 10pm...if not...kene kau!" seeee...!!! wat i mean..!! " kau pompuan..jage diri. " seee!!! its gets irritatin wen every single time u gona leave the hse..ders a voice bhind u...says lyk dat!!scary dok..!

4) preganancy!! going ard wit a swollen belly! its heavy man...! ahahkz! its not like ive gone thru pregnancy before. but look at it!!!! ahahkz!

5) sumore wat uh?

6) hmmmmz.....

7) ermmmz.....

8) ok. der are more. my brains are partly functioning. so. i cant tink much now. hoho!

9) pee!! oh!!okok...!we pee n shyte squating down. hahakz! where else, u guys can pee standing up! ahahkz! n if we gerls try to pee standing. wat a mess!!! ahahahhakz!

10) emo! ah! we gerls are emotional people man...! pms! u knoe? yea. ahahkz!

see!!! 10points u knoe!! dis is how hard being a gerl. u guys dun understand! ahahkz!

so.to my boyfie. u nak jadi pompuan? jadilah! ahakz!pi dok kat changi! hakz!



ok.datz all.take care.cheers mate!




yours truly,
ida

urgh! i wana shyte! ahahkz!! i got gastric siak! yesterdae i dint eat the whole day xcpt during the 2nd breakout. not on diet. no appetite uh. me and hanis argued yesterdae. he emo lyk one fuck siak! he emo. i oso become emo. kwang3. the other dae.. at 2am...he called and told me to look out the window. i dint want to. im emo-ing....rmbr...!! ahahkz! bcoz of that he dint want to talk to me! irritatin!! then when i tried to talk to him..he dint want talk to me. i called like twice. after skool. i met him at lavender. he kept quiet onie... reach tanah merah den he talked to me! then everything was okay! on the way back. he told me more stuff that he hide frm me! but this tyme. dint cry. i just kept quiet. then walk me home. later at 12pm. he called and told me to look out the window again.ahakz! ahli mesyuarat tingkap!i go look. he was crying! i mean. frm far i cud see him lyk wipe his eyes. awwww........!! emo lah dis guy. ahakz! he cried bcoz of sumtin which is bout the 2 of us.canot tell wat! but yeah. todae meeting him again. i heart him so0 much!

sorie nab. dint meet you at lib.


to someone,

you dissapoint me. there is no nid to get high to run away frm your problem. maybe it helps.but not long. when it all fade. it comes back and hits you back again....real hard.right? sorie if i wasnt der wen you need someone to tok to. but doing 'that thing' wunt solve it. dunt do stoopid stuff. dun let a guy destroy your future. you got read about the horoscope rite? you dun nid a man. why do all this stuff fer a guy worthless as him. burn him to ashes!!!! rmbr..wat i said...u gona look ugly!!!! u wudnt want that do u?!hahakz! you just gota say to urself that you dunt nid 'it'! there are other ways to de-stress. you know u can do it. if i can do it. so can u!! i love you babe! i dun want to see u hanyut! ahakz!ok. just call me wen u nid someone to tok to!!! though we rarely meet nowadays.aite? no matter if i in skool onot. just say. "i nid to tok to u".conferm i come to the rescue!! aite?? ok.babe.take care.cheers mate.


yours truly,
ida

this are some of the pix i took fer the past weekends and during the firewerks!wo0o!

y0u kn0e pe0ple......!! fri i went watch firewerks wit hanis! one whole day i was wit him. i dint go sko0l. coz i wana sent my camera to bugis. since he lived at lavender. he followed me go sent my camera. we went eat breakfast ferz. then went to sent it. HARAN! luckily can use warranty! ahakz! anihow...we went shopynk! play arcade at suntec. he was supposed to go home n sleep coz he got werk later at nite. budden. it was lyk 4+ oreadies. told him to take leave. LUCKILY, he got leave on dat day. so. we went home ferst. and met again at 7 lyk dat. the mrt was pack wit people. so. he hold my hands. i was lyk wtf! ahahkz! then we walk to esplanade. we sit at this place lah. saw seha, lynn and gab. we sit and wait fer the firewerks. then rite! he gave me this ring. got engraved. it was so0 shwit l0r. then the firewerks start! nice b0doh! hoho! after it all ended. went to eat at clark quay. oh!not ho0ters! hahakz! then he sent me home. he lived at lavender. and it was lyk 11.30 oreadies. he sent me back to changi. shwit kan! ahakz! oh!! in d bus got this bapok! ahahkz!!! omfg! ahkz!wen we got down the bus. ..we laughed so loud! ahahkz!!den he KISSed me gudnyte! den later at 2am lyk dat...he called. n told me sumting. i cried lyk one fuck! wtf ...i cant tell u wat. i onie told certain people. and bcoz of dat. wen ever i tink bout it. i cried. oh! and im n0w attached! yup. wit hanis.


sat. went out wit nadia n sharifah! 2 of my pri. skool bezfren. met helmi ferst. coz he wana borrow money. DUDE! u gota pay me back! plus GST!hahakz! den met sharifah. went cineleisure. window shopynk. meet nadia. we ate at 'es teler'... n nadia told sumtink to us!! shes attached!! yup! dats rite! mamat indon! kwang3!baker boi!ahakz! mamat indon delifrance! ahakz! den went to marina sq. i bought this baju at topshop. nwice! hanis sent me dis msg. i cried! he uh...hurlemeks. den nadia saw me cried. den she hug me. aww...! den. saw zaini! eh!no! zaini saw me! den i saw helmi n the other bdk2! saw quite alot of peeps. saw hamdan..hairie..most of the sawetians lah. we walk till the merlion der. makkau. pack giler babi lah sia! aft dat. balek! meet hanis. sit at bbq. then he asked whether got anione asked fer my no. ahakz! jealous kape?! ahakz! den i told him got uh. den he lyk.."okay.." ahakz! ader org jealous!! den. he sent me home.

and today mornin. he came my hse aft he finished werk. my parents went to the market! den he helped tune fer me my guitar. string putus! kwang3! he kidnap my guitar! kwang3!den. he went back home. dun worry. we dint do anything! ahkz! ok.datz all. take cares. cheers mate!



yours truly,
ida

tues went to watch firewerks wit helmi and zaini. they are lyk so fucking late. i dint get to watch the firewerks! so. we take out ljs and picnic sumwer outside marina square. joke around. then me and helmi camwhore on our way back! (later i put the pix)

wed. went to watch firewerks at esplanade. with shazie and frens. met afiq! my pri. skool fren! its a small werld after all. well. actually on that day. no firewerks at esplanade. everyone so confident. all picnic at the bay there. when it was 8pm. we heard the firewerks behind us. everyone rush to the end. but still. cannot see. ahakz! it was funny lah. we all make alot of noise. shaz frens all lyk siao. then after it all end. we went to ho0ters! the gerls ugly lah siak. we walk lyk 1/2 an hour lyk dat. then talk2. at 10.30pm.we left. met zakir on d way to the mrt. action lah dat guy. by the tyme we reach paris. it was lyk almoz 11+pm.

then. wen i reach hm. i go meet hanis!(the security) supposed to have a date wit him on dat dae. but he cudn't get leave on that day. so. meet him and we went to this place lah. we all talk. ghost stories.pets.ct nurhaliza. lyfe. transexual.ahahkz! i dunoe how it all can link.ahakz! we talk fer 1hr. frm 12-1am. then he walk with me back to my hse. so0 shwit! then at 6am. he msg me. he is such a shwitty lor. then todae. bought him nasi ayam! then he asked whether want to meet later. then i said....."ANYTHING"...ahahkz! wee! meeting him again! ok. he is not cute as hell. but he shwit as hell lor! ahahkz!oh! and i juz found out. theres camera in the lift!omg! this fucking while. i dint knoe! its not like i did anything disgusting or wateva is in ur mind rite now....but wth!ahahhakz! ok.datz all.take cares.cheers mate!


yours truly,
ida

Suppose to go back wit shaz! But got DIEM meeting! It finished at 6+ lyk dat. Hurlemeks. DIEM was fun! Sort of. Karl and I was like ½ an hour late! Everyone was waiting fer us! Then we had to wait fer eddie. Got 6 new peeps. One of them is lyk so0 bitchy.after the whole meeting ended. And they all left. Sherwin start bitching bout the gerl! Ahahkz! And I..ofcoz…queen of gossip. Had to be der! We were all gathered at one corner. Bitching and stuff. Karl.sherwin,jannah.penny.me.khadijah.and the other one I canot rmbr the name.we were all laughing. Fun uh. I tink we are the grp of peeps dat bonded real fast. Mark vanish to nower! Fad dint come. Haiya. Then me.nab.jasmine.karl walk to causeway. Jasmine left. I wanted to buy perfume. We went to metro. My nose is like stuff wif all kind of smells. I cudnt even decide between the MNG tattoo and the MNG jeans. You can ask karl and nab how indecisive I was. Keep smelling it. Till im satisfied!ahahkz!last2...i bought the MNG jeans!

I invited hanis to my chalet. Oh!hanis is the security guy. ahakz! like gerl name ah..ahakz! then he said that mayb he have to return to camp. But he say. He will try. He so0 lo0k lyk fidz lor…but his face got lots of acne! Kwang3! Ahahkz!SHAZ!! his 19 lah!!!not 30+!ahahzk!dodo! Oh. Me and nab went town. I wanted to look fer skirt at suntec. But wtf. Cudn’t find the perfect one. It was either too short. Or too long. Or. Its just ugly. Hoho! And we saw jarell. And shasha! Weewit! Hoho! Oh! I ajk fidz oso! Hope he can come! I somehow miss him. I mean like…so long nvr see him. Stop it lah. He is lyk long forgotten. Just inviting him. Yea..people!!! come my chalet!! Dun ferget! All my western and northern frens are overniting! So. My eastern peeps. Overnite too!!Ok.take cares. Cheers mate




yours truly,
ida

ok.nab sent me this video. about pontianak and pochong. watch it with the whole class. hoho! scary.now i canot sleep. anyone stay near changi?ahakz! i think i am gona take a cab back home.ahakz!they take the pic like close up giler babi. wtf! but it look fake though. how cud the pontianak NOT run away wen someone shine a torchlite at ur face!they are supposed to vanish!ahakz! but the pontianak was scary lah. somehow.the pochong was like wtf! closeup. you cud see the skeleton face! and the pontianak the face was like wtf!ahahhakz! she look like a begger though. she cud have taken shower ferst before being recorded! her hair got leaves all that. haiya. ahakz!ok.take cares.cheers mate!



your truly,
ida

AQUARIUS WOMAN


If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy
or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to
a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her
life, a very strong person indeed.

Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such
person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do.
She is a leader , a real confident type.

She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door
herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time,
and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask
you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks
it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.

She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a
chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction,
but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring
type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same
society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her.

Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up
with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and
agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person
again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word
"Love".

She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if
you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She
loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the
same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.

She likes to be the one who is "Right", so if you argue with her , let her
win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight
forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you
straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she
say "It's over" be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.

She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will
survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly
take care and look after you, even look after you mean "small loan". Do not
have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she
is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes
that.

You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her
will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she
is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she
likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.

She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do.
If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will
just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long
she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a
"Working Woman" then you will be OK.

If she mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her bad temper will
last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of
"pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as "One of a guy", but in
fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she
really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and
will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident
and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.



ok.found this in my email. yanti sent it. most of it is true! some of it..i not sure! especially bout the "working woman" though!hahakz!ok.take cares.cheers mate.


yours truly,
ida

lots of shyte happen dis few daes. but i havent found the time to update it! but since im so0 free right now. i'll update!

ok.on fri. we watched the national day observation at the reflecting pool. it was so sto0pid lor. it was supposed to be a 45mins thing. but it was less than 10mins! the supposed-to-be singapore flag in the pool..doesnt even look like one! the balloons all deflated and burst! stoopid siak!all we had to do was to sing the national anthem and the pledge! thank god i cud still remember the werds! me,yanti,dibah,nana and sean went to watch it. me and yanti sang the anthem and the pledge loud and proud!ahahahhakz! so0 patriotic! but we were fo0ling ard. sean even took a video of us! ahakz! if possible. i wud ask sean fer the video. so i cud upload it here. or sumwer.and u can see it fer urself!

then yanti's fren drove us to paris. i went to book a chalet. then we went to eat at changi village. ayam penyet. yummy! every nice! shud go try it! then we wanted to sent nana to dhoby ghaut. coz she meeting her fren der. den i rmbr that hasanur told me theres a gig at esplanade. he have been asking whther i going onot! i knoe he wants me to go wit him! but he just too shy to asked!kan!kan! ahahkz! juz kidding! hasanur is this guy i saw at the "mayhem massacre" gig. met him again during my JA interview! made frens! and now he is my fren! my guitar teacher!ahakz!nice guy. but keep asking fer ppt!ahakz!aniwaes.so. i asked sean to follow. so yanti's fren dropped us at dhoby. me and sean walk frm der to cthall. quite far. but with all the laughter and stoopid jokes. it felt like near. hahakz!pukimon!

wen we walked past the place wer most peeps go to practice break dancing n stuff...u knoe...dat place..near esplande there...the citylink..yea! i saw dis grp of gays dancing! omfg! one of them wore red thongs! and he was like showing it off! ewww!!! not cool! not hot! not sexy!ahakz! den we went to watch the gig! i saw hasanur! but dun tink he saw me! oh!and i saw kim and nadzir! the gig was ok lah! punkrock. den we went to the rooftop. den at 9+ we went home!


oh!my chalet! 31aug-2sept! at downtown!!YOU ARE INVITED!! please make urself free on that dae! come aite! if possible..overnite! well...most of classmates are. but. nemind! the more the merrier! if u ppl are coming. tell me! tag me! call me! msg me! so dat i can update u guys. ok. take cares! cheers mate!


yours truly,
ida!

yesterday went town wit mark. i bought shoes! wo0o! got stripe stripe! then got ribbon. ahakz! 20 bux minus 10cent. ahakz! and there you have it. the price! ok. anihow. yesterday got DIEM meeting. got new peep. sherwin. rite? his cute. ahakz! diyanah's classmate.eurasian+chinese= eurachin! it sounds like the sea thing..sea urchin! ahakz! i think wat fad say is quite true. most DIEM guys are good-looking. mark thinks that sherwin is hot and cute. and HE wants HIS no.! ahahkz!! mark thinks that sherwin is attracted to him!ahahhahakz!! gay!!!!!!

then after the meeting. we all went home together. fad,karl,mark,sherwin,me,and the chinese girls. i canot rmbr their name. i told my stoopid jokes! ahakz! hey! everyone laugh okay......!!!! its funny. its just you people who doesnt have any sense of humour.hahahkz!

and today. is maths. more than half of the peepz dint come. the other half who did come. left. and theres onie 11 of us. but today like slack giler. no need presentation. no 6P. everyones playing counter-strike. dibah and yanty went down to smoke. so slack! if maths everytime like this. shiok siak. but we left a few more weeks before we all change class. alahhhh...!!

i tell you people something ah. i like to view my own blog! ahahkz! i would even read it over and over again! ahakz! and my nails are like long. and i am literally poking the "keyboard"geddit? coz when i type it as usual. later the nails will press the other keys. like when i wana type "s" it will come out "sw"..... irritatiiiinnnn!!!



oh!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got thru JA!! jammerz arena. wo0o! so did karl. i went home and told my parents. my dad was like. "eleh!mcm betol je" translation: "air-leh! like real onie" ahahk!! and when i told him i sing nice. he laugh at me! busted......!!!!! ahahakz!! wadever man!! booo!!! ahakz!ok.take cares. cheers mate!



yours truly,
ida