valentine day = shazrina's birthday!

went her hse..
to go fer last minute valentine shoppynk
brought her b'dae present along!
as promised!
hahakz!
and her mum was the excited one!
her dad sent us to tamp
instead of looking fer our boyfie valentine gift..
we were looking at gerls clothes and shoes!
aahkz!
it so hard to find a gift fer a guy sia!
then..
we went toy r us!
ahahahakz!
played wit the hula hoops!
ahahkz!
fun gilerr!!
after so long of walking..
we finally decided to buy fer them shirts!
ahahkz!
shaz bought her jason a black red shirt
which look exactly like the one i bought fer helmi!
ahahakz!
and i bought fer my zaini this OP white shirt!
nice uh!

then..
we went separate ways..
i went helmi hse..
to meet zaini..

zaini cut his hair!!
look damn different!
i still prefer his old hair!
coz his new hair look funny!
aahakz! mayb bcoz i wasnt used to seeing him lyk dat..
but still!
I LOVE HIM ALOT!

aniwae,
we exchange our gift!
ahhahahahkz!
like christmas lyk dat!
zaini even wanted to exchange receipts!
ahahhakz!
oh yeah..
i found out the cost of the necklace he bought fer me!
WTH!
i dunoe wats wrong wit him!
but! it was so sweet of him!!
LOVE you zaini!!
thank you very much!
he bought this chocs too
very addictive!
and its helmi and zaini fav choc!
ahahkz!
wen i opened the box..
helmi was lyk staring at it!
ahahkz!
so!
i had to share some of it!
sebokkkk!!!

and
and
i got this VERY FUNNY pic of helmi!!
ahhahahahahahhakz!!!
every time u look at it..
conferm it will make u laugh!
ahhahahkz!!!!!
shitface!

then..
went to meet my cousin
at ws..
hang out wit her while waiting fer zy..
ahahakz!
square-face!
*inside joke*
ahahahkz!!
fuck sia!

she went back to werk..
and we were off to town!
bought movie tix to 'GHOST RIDER'
it was still early..
so we hang out at starbuck!
me and zy were laughing
fer some reason..
which i cant tell!
our inside joke!
ahahahhakz!
wen we walk back to lido..
zy lost the tix!
3 of it..
so there was onie 1 left!
she and helmi lyk worried gilerr..
while me and zaini lyk relax gilerr..
wen it was suppose to be us who shud be panic-ing
since we paid fer them the tix..
but!
me and zaini lyk dunt care..

PLAN B!
we decided to go cine..
the emax chambers..
but!
it was valentine days!
so it was fully booked!

PLAN C!
went HMV..
bought dvds..
watch at helmi hse!
zaini and me bought 'within temptation' t-shirts!
same same!
i loike!
we bought 'seed of chucky' and 'the passion of the christ'
and cabbed back to helmi hse..

the taxi driver funny gilerr!
ahahkz!
and zaini showed him
the helmi pic!
ahahakz!
funny lah the taxi driver!

reached paris
zy had to go home..
so left the 3 of us..
we ordered pizza!
shared it with helmi's siblings and his mum!

seed of chucky
was funny..
just lyk wat the cashier guy at HMV said!
but!
the killings were gruesome and disgusting!

11+pm..
cabbed back home!

and
today is lyk the suckiest day ever for me!
doesnt mean i ever did it in the past..
it had to be me this time!
i SWEAR i didnt do it sia!
fuck lah!
accusing me with no logic reasons and evidence!
i fcuking hate my parents!
the most unreasonable parents!
sumtymes i wished i dint hav any!

i dare to SWEAR bcoz i SWEAR i dint do it!
fuck lah!
up to them ah to believe onot!
no matter what i say
they still think it was me who did it!
fuck lah!

and
from now on..
im not gona trust anione!

i was so fucking mad wit my mum especially..
i dint talk to her the whole day!
even this morning..
i had to accompany her to bedok..
i dint talk to her..
i dint walk wit her..
and in the bus..
i dint sit wit her..
thats how mad i was!
i was blasting some metal songs loudly..
coz i was so stressed up..

and i like to view the pics in my phone
wen i got nothing to do..
as i was viewing some of the pics..
i came across the helmi shitface pic!
ahahzk!
no matter how mad or upset i was at that tyme..
the pic HAD to make me laugh a little!
it made me feel a little better..!

my eyes were red..
and everytyme i tink of my parents shitty attitude
i cried..
coz it very frustrating!
i mean..
your own parents treating you lyk shit!
they made me feel as though i dunt belong..
and if anything goes wrong in the house..
IT HAD TO BE ME!
me me me me me me...!!!!!
shyte lah!

i hate my mum
but i tried to love her!
but everytime i do..
she always does something that make me hate her more!
its stressful living wit her!
seriously...

urgh!!!

i was totally not in the mood!
but then..
i tried to be nice to my mum...
but!
she was being such a bitch!
urgh!
dunt make my blood go upstairs!

i tried to be patience..
told her i wana go school..
although karl last minute said he cant meet today..
but i still went to school..
coz i seriously need some quiet tyme..
and yeah!
im now in school!
so peaceful..........................!!
ahakz!
of all places i cud go to..
i chose to go school!

but im loving it!

ok
bye!


♥ my zaini!