you're welcome shazrina!
i glad you knew about it
and hopefully, you do something about it..

maybe i've been a total bitch..
bitching about my own 'bestfriend'..
but seriously shaz,
you changed...and honestly,
i dunt like the new you.
tell me,
how many times have you met up with us eversince
you got together with your dearest boyfriend?
you're always coming out with reasons when we asked you out.
and you know from the start,
i dunt like your boyfriend..
but that doesnt mean i'll be HAPPY if you broke up with him
so much for a bestfriend..
for you think of me like that...

and yes,
i got a freaking tattoo..
the thing that stick at my back!
and im not even proud of it..
if you consider that as a MAJOR change..
then be it.
people changed..and i do,
but atleast i dunt ditch my friends or bestfriends
when i got a fucking boyfriend
who happens to be your cousin!

are we even bestfriends?
well,i thought i lost one long time ago
and yeah, i was not there for you when you were in need
you know why?
coz you already got new bestfriendS..
i had to ask you whats wrong with you before you tell me
and if you didnt realise,
you bail out on me quite alot of time.
go figure.
and were you there when i needed someone too?
you're too busy with your jason and your other bestfriends

and for your info,
we weren't really bitching bout you,
most of it is about your boyfriend...
go tell jason!
tell him, we were bitching about him!

and shaz,
different people got different opinions..
sounds familiar?

incase you dont remember,
thats what you said when jason bitch about zaini.
he made a really good first impression, didnt he?

thanks ah shaz,
thanks for the good ol'daes..
really.

i dunt believe in bestfriends animore.
coz you dunt knoe who you should really trust.

and sorry if i sound evil throughout this entry.
its my honest opinion and i'm just letting it all out.
see, now i dunt hide anything from you.
ain't that what bestfriends should be?
no?

but like you said,
life's too short too be sad and all that.
if you're happy, then i'm glad!

and to think that this phrase really coming true,
'sometimes even the bestest bestfriends can be the greatest enemies.'

cheers.