If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more,
I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my armsI know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never wanna let you go
When you look me in the eyes.

i think i got a serious case of insomnia..
and i think,
i seriously need sleeping pills.

work yesterday kinda sux!
it was fun at first,
but it got sucker after that..

* assalamualaikum! *
KEPALA HOTAK DIER BODOH!
you greet that but you drink beer..
irritating kannn..!

today event was mostly guys..
malay guys..
and all of them drank beer..
like really really alot!

once you serve them,
they look at your name-tag..
and if you're nice..
they keep calling you when they need something..
irritatinggg...

sikit2,
"ida! beer satu"
"ida! beer 5"
"ida! hello!"
irritating like shyte sia!

even when i'm standing away from the area,
they will shout my name!
its not only once sia this happens.

other events too...
i wish i dint have to wear my name tag
whenever they look at my name-tag..
i'l be like dammit~!

then i guess they got slightly high
unfortunately for me,
i happen to walk past their area..
and they wanted to take pix with me!
1st attempt failed...coz i ran to fadz when they pull me..hahakz!
2nd attempt, they tricked me sia!
but i brought whye keat along..
but when we wanted to take pix, they push him away!
busted sia..

then got this guy,
which happen to be fandi nyer member,
he went ard to take pix with everyone..
then he wanted to take pix with me..
not once! but 4times!
whenever i walk past him,
he wana take pix..irritating gilerr!

then got this guy,
he offer me job as banquet waitress at fullerton hotel..
but i said i not sure if i want..

then got this pakcik!
i think he drunk sia..
whenever i walk past, he will go " ida!"
ahahakz! he like so happy to see me sia!
like you give kid a candy kinda face.

then got another pakcik!
drunk also,
whenever i go clear his drinks or walk past him,
he will go " terima kasih ida!"
with that face! hahakz! like irritating gilerr kinda face!

but anihoo,
today event was diff from other event
coz they had live band.
and they play lagu gerek nyer~!
i was at the back dancing and head-banging with the dishwasher!
ahahakz!

the event ended ard 11+
but by the tyme we got all cleared up,
it was ard 12.30pm..
fandi sent us to outside sentosa so that we could get a cab!
he stop us outside this masjid which had a graveyard nxt to it!
ahakz! citot seh~!

in the cab,
me and ery cudn't stop laughing..
and ery was damn noisy in fandi's car and in the cab!
she damn "dumb blonde" sia!
irritating as ever!

then,
at tamp got roadblock,
so the apek told us to fasten our seatbelts..
ery nyer bengap..! ahahkz! even the apek laugh at her sia!

*tsk..tsk..tsk*
ahahhahahakz!

i reached home at 1am..
and even after all the tiredness at work,
i still cant sleep!
i really think i got insomnia sia!

oh well.
not working today!!
yay!

ok.bye!

hello people!
i'm finally using my laptop to update my blog!
like finally theres a freaking wireless!

school starting pretty soon..
year 3 dok!
nomore playing sia...

and
life has been wonderfool!

have i told you bout the picnic the other day?
yeah! we had a picnic!
supposedly gerls only...
but 2 gays came!
ahahakz! fifi and hamdan!
the picnic was fun!
we talk talk talk talk...
from "truth or dare" to " do you know..."
ahahkz!
it was fun!

the other day went escape!
with helmi family and with zaini..
it was a family day event.
we tried the rides and the haunted house!
viking was damn scary!
my legs were like shaking when i got down..
then we went the inverter..
ahahkz! kecohh giler!
fucking fun sia!
then we went the haunted house..
while queuing, there was this small kid..
when zaini wave at him..
he pointed somewer and said "momok!momok!"
ahahkz! so cute!
oh! and we got take pic wit a snake!
zaini and helmi kedi!
ahakz!

aniway,
nowadaes i'm too tired to go work..
the job is getting bored!
everyones quitting soon...
wth!
i want to quit..but i want to find another job first..
so that i still have money!
i have bills to pay..and stuff that needs money!
and everytime when i save money for shopping,
i'll end up spending it on something else!
dammit!

but anihoo,
i've been decorating my room!
and dear zaini came my hse at 7am to help me do the walls!
which turn out so pretty!
then,
i cooked for him aglio olio again!
then,
we slept til 4pm...
then,
i was off to work!

so yeah!
like no life sia..
ahahkz!

i need sleeping pills.
i feel tired but i cant sleep.
and i just discovered something that piss me off.
i try not to think of it..but i can't help it.
its so frustrating!
sometimes i feel like giving up.
fuck man!

Happy belated b'dae to joti and nab!

to celebrate joti b'dae,
we went clubbing at st.james!
Fun or wat!

we met up wit ery aft she finish work
she took effing long to get ready sia..
By the time we got in st.james it was ard 11+
we dance til 12.30 coz ery had to leave,

then the remaining of us
jotz,fadz and me
went to eat macd!
While waiting for the guys to come..
We waited til 1.45am,
then we just went in back w/o them..

They came i tink ard 3?
Shameer,zaini,shakir and 7 other gerls!
We dance til lights on..

my legs were aching lyk fuck,
and i was so dead tired
they tot i was drunk!
Hahakz!
Giler!

then cab back home!
Fadz slept my hse!
I dint make noise rite this time?
Hahakz!

for pics,
view at ery's blog!
I cant upload pics dammit!

ok bye!
Sch starting soon!

Sorie for lack of update..
Been pretty busy and the wireless at home seriously, SUCKS!

and im using my hp to log in to my blogger!
So Pathetic..

anihoo,
life have been good..
My 13mth with zaini was such a challenge..
I almost turn to a psycho gf..
I guess, that month was rather depressing..
People see the side of me they nvr seen b4..
I could fill a pail with tears!

but thankfully,
everything is fine..
I hope he dint do it again..
Coz it took me quite long to actually forget bout it..
I still think shameer is the root of all evil! Hahakz!

anihoo,
let me update u with other news!
Ery chalet was fun!
Although i was very tired aft work,
i went to stop by and stayed til 2.30am.
Playing cards with her cousins and bro's frens!
They were so funny!

and at work,
we learnt to irritate the shyte out of you-know-who!
Hahahakz!
"kiter tutup!"
*inside joke*

and my body is lyk aching frm
the jog i went wit ery the other day..
We ran 5rounds! :)
aft that, went my hse to cook pasta!
We gained back all the fats!
Hahakz!
We talk and talk and talk..
Then ery teach me her version of
"freeze"
AHAHAHAHAHAHKZ!!
Fucking funny sia!
we laugh so hard i think we got abs now!

And supposedly,
zaini was meeting me aft the jog..
But he slept the whole day!
Arent he tired of sleeping?

but aniway,
HAPPY 14MTHS DARLING!
:)

oh!
Sorie to shaz and fifi..
Zaini was to lazy to wake up even when i poke his eyes and pluck his goatee!
And by the time he woke up,
we were late for work!
Sorie..mayb nxt time..
Tell me earlier!

ok!bye!