i miss my zaini..!! havent seen him since last sat. i wonder how he look like now..ahahahkz! maybe got misai oready! ahahahhakz! ugly sia! to zaini, you better go shave it the nxt time i see you.

well, supposedly meet him today. but that idiot sleep like there's no tomorrow. called him like 72times! i thought mayb after we go to the place then maybe i can go break fast with him before he go work..but all my dreams and hopes shattered! its been so long since we last have a good long talk. sometimes i wait up till he finish work to talk to him. but always got distractions or he too tired. and other times, he's rushing to work. damn sad ok.

why is my boyfriend always so busy!!!


aniway, tmr hopefully i get to break fast with the bitches! coz havent meet them wayy longer. but my dad just told me today that the doctor say, my grandfather might not be around for long. and he told me to go visit him tmr before its too late.

eventhough i'm not close to my grandfather but to hear that news, its like damn sad ah. i feel bad that when my dad ask me to follow him go meet my grandfather, i'll give excuses not to go. but now, i hope he gets better soon.


and now, i want to complain!!!
doesnt mean they live in my house they dunt have to do the chores or do some helping out atleast. and the only thing she do is hang out the clothes. for all the months they live here, they like not helping at all. and now the ramadan period. she could have atleast help my mum cook. but nooo....she sit in her room dunt know do what, when buker time, she come out..eat..then go back in the room. didnt even help to clean. damn frustrating lah! i thought if got this makcik, then atleast can help keep the house clean ah..since you know..old ppl they like to do housework..like my encik. but no!

the cucu lagi worst. dah lah tak puase! the only time i saw her puase was the 1st day! that one fine ah...now since there are 5 ppl in the hse, my mum tend to cook alot. but they sanggop buy outside food and eat. like irritating giler sia. esp. si shasha, ngada-ngada nak mampos. dah lah tak tolong langsung in the house. then shout here shout there mcm mak bapak dier nyer rumah!

i find this kind of ppl very irritating sia. my parents let them stay for free pon..atleast do something pleasing ah. the least thing i expect the makcik to do for now is to help my mum cook for buker time. she nvr go help my dad at his shop anymore, and she stay at home all day so dunt tell me she tired ah! and the least thing shasha can do is help me to serve it on the table. is that like so much to ask?! sometimes i wish i could tell them off seh. grrr...make me damn angry ah.

when i was living at my aunt hse for 6mths, i still help her cook and clean the house. eventhough she is my aunty, you are living at people hse what..not your own hse. you know what i mean?

seriously, i cant wait for them to move out. i'm not being selfish or whatsoever. but i tink my family is much much happier just the 3 of us. theres so much i want to complain but i tink it will be toooooo long!


ok bye!








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