yesterdae was one of my worst day ever
i tink i wasted lyk 1litre of tears!
ahahk!

but seriously,
this few daes..
my life is lyk so damn shitty..
i tot i was experiencing depression
coz i lose my appetite to eat..
and u can hardly hear my voice wen i'm at home..
i dun even have the energy to smile or laugh..
and believe me..
i even got suicidal tots!
seriously...
dat was how shitty i felt!
damn shitty dae!

went to the pit at ecp
wit fadz
sort of make me feel better..
but still, i was feeling shitty inside
oh!
and nab and me fell off the bike twice!
ahahakz!
pain sia!
onie spent fer an hr der...
coz i dint want to dissapoint zaini again lyk i did b4!
so i rushed to hougang aft dropping fadz and ery at eunos mrt

lepak wit zaini, helmi and fir
till 10+
zaini sent me home..
but he dint talk to me the whole journey!
shitty already + more shit = shitty shit shit!
ahahhakz!
so yeah!
wen i reached home..
a pile of more shit was waiting fer me!
ahahhakz!
so double the shitty shit shit!!
WORST DAY EVER!
and i cried myself to sleep!

the nxt dae,
my eye was swollen and red!
ahahkz!
i was scared of my own reflection!
siak uh!
my eye lyk freshly punched minus the blue black!
scary!
i spent the whole day at home till zaini came
hang out near my hse..
and just talk!
i MISS those moments!
coz these few daes we havent been talking much!
as much as we used to.
and i havent been myself lately..
so yeah.

but just now was wat i really need!
i dint have to force a smile or a laugh

thnx zaini fer everything!
I LOVE YOU ALOT!!
despite the shitty tymes u make me feel..
you're still my no.1!
and I'll always love you!
muacks!

ok.
datz all!



I ♥ MY ZAINI!!
:)