Today had lunch with ery. Supposedly to go do hair treatment..but i was late! and she have tutoring at 4pm. So we went marina square to play pool/bowling..but because i was damn hungry, we went to eat first. we ate at pizza hut! by the time we finish eating, it was 4pm! ahahkz! and joti was on her way meeting us. We met joti for awhile then she was off to school! She university oready mah...! so cleaver ah that bitch! ahakz!

Aniway, me and ery trained back..and i head home! and shes been pestering me to go swimming with her since the other day! fat pig! hahahakz! i hope she find a boyfriend real soon! *cross finger*

i miss my zaini. even if i get to spend one whole day with him. i still misses him a whole lot. and the worst part is to miss him even when he is right beside me. now that he is busy with work and even if we communicate most of the time on the phone, its not the same. you know what i mean? haiyahh....i hate his job! wait! i hate HIM for choosing that job. but what to do, as the girlfriend, i have to support him since that is what he is interested in. and if you know zaini, you will know that he is one stubborn person!

and eversince he started work, i have been staying up all night till he called or reached home. that explains why i can't wake up as early as i used to! this is also a way to avoid myself from getting angry too. coz whenever we planned to meet, he will always be late! but now, although he is still late, the duration i have to wait for him is shorter coz i now wake up almost the same timing as him! ahakz! clever ah...!

you know, being in the longest relationship for the first time, i'm learning alot and definitely sacrifice alot. i'm of course beyond content that this relationship lasted longer than i expect and i wish we will still be together 100years down the road. but i think i havent set my priorities right. i'm always thinking of someelse's happinest and not mine.

i've neglected school to be with zaini. i've neglected my friends to be with zaini. so now that zaini don't have the time for me, its time that i take this chance to change. now, i need to learnt time management! i don't want to be the typical girls who live for their boyfriends! i used to hate girls who forget their friends when they got a boyfriend. and i don't want to be that girl. i want to be the girl who can juggle everything perfectly. school, friends and boyfriend! i know, easier said than done. i really hope i can change. and i think i will! (:

on a different topic, HARI RAYA less than 2mths! yayness! ok!bye!

imissyou fuckloads!

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