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Blog Profile Tagboard Escapes MYshop Credits Rewind
Sunday, August 20, 2006
i hate this feelings im feeling now. i hate it so much. i feel so fucking shyty. urgh! its so frustratin! its so stressful. i cant be myself. i keep worrying bout stuff. doubting stuff. trying to look at the positive side. but i cant. theres so much ting going in my mind. i feel like crying. but i cant! these past few daes have been so depressing fer me. urgh! fuck lah!!!!!! fuck!fuck!fuck!
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ferget bout wat ever im feeling rite now. i just wana be happy. aniwaes! one of my hamsters died! WARNING! wat im about to tell u so disgusting! gore!! hahkz! it died like 3-4daes ago. and it was decomposing. my dad told me to throw it away. so. i took this thing. to scoop it. wen i was about to lift it up. omfg! it so freaking disgusting! u know y? this black-grey maggots starts crawling out of the decomposing body! it was soooooo fucking disgusting! i scream and left the scoop ting . i stared at the maggots. 1/2 hr later then i resume. i quickly scooped it up and put it in the plastic bag! ewwww!!!!!! you shud hav seen it!! luckily, i got a stuffed nose. so i cudnt smell anitin! ahakz! ewwww!!!!! well. aniwae. now i left one hamster. kwang3! frm 10 to 1! not my fault!dah ajal...!

u know! my ustaz say.... wen animals ferget bout god. they will die! so. if u're pets are still alive means they are still tinking of god. but if they die....means..they fergot bout god. serious..datz wat my ustaz say.... !! ahakz!

anihow!! my parents went batam again! so, after they left. went jamming wit P.O.D....my "band"! den zaini n wan mangkok went to werk. me n helmi went town. shopynk. walk2 ard town. den went home. at 11pm..we met again.wit zaini n wan. went to eat at simpang bedok. saw jai! u know...dat celebrity...alah..dis suria celebrity guy. den went shop n save! buy cereal! helmi brought tokyo drift dvd. so went back my hse. play this sto0pid game! ahakz! zaini lyk one fuck siak! juz bcoz of a plaster!!! hahkz! it was 3am! and we were laughing lyk shyte! den watch tokyo drift! till 4+ or 5 lyk dat....den at 6.30am! wan woke us up! he wana go home or werk lyk dat lah...so..dey left. i went back to sleep! woke at 11am...den my mum fren called. want me to tutor her son. i hate her son!! i hate teaching him! bcoz rite...i dun lyk to teach sto0pid kids! ahhahkz! nolah...but he like so dumb lor...n he lyk in pri4! it takes him 10 mins to find out the ans fer 3x10!! my lil cuzzin who now in pri 2 can do faster siak! its frustrating uh teach him. not bcoz of dat onie...but he lazy to the max! irritatin lor. then at 5+ juz now...my parents came back home. kwang3! ok.datz all. take cares. cheers mate!



yours truly,
ida