Tuesday, August 15, 2006
urgh! i wana shyte! ahahkz!! i got gastric siak! yesterdae i dint eat the whole day xcpt during the 2nd breakout. not on diet. no appetite uh. me and hanis argued yesterdae. he emo lyk one fuck siak! he emo. i oso become emo. kwang3. the other dae.. at 2am...he called and told me to look out the window. i dint want to. im emo-ing....rmbr...!! ahahkz! bcoz of that he dint want to talk to me! irritatin!! then when i tried to talk to him..he dint want talk to me. i called like twice. after skool. i met him at lavender. he kept quiet onie... reach tanah merah den he talked to me! then everything was okay! on the way back. he told me more stuff that he hide frm me! but this tyme. dint cry. i just kept quiet. then walk me home. later at 12pm. he called and told me to look out the window again.ahakz! ahli mesyuarat tingkap!i go look. he was crying! i mean. frm far i cud see him lyk wipe his eyes. awwww........!! emo lah dis guy. ahakz! he cried bcoz of sumtin which is bout the 2 of us.canot tell wat! but yeah. todae meeting him again. i heart him so0 much! sorie nab. dint meet you at lib.
to someone,
you dissapoint me. there is no nid to get high to run away frm your problem. maybe it helps.but not long. when it all fade. it comes back and hits you back again....real hard.right? sorie if i wasnt der wen you need someone to tok to. but doing 'that thing' wunt solve it. dunt do stoopid stuff. dun let a guy destroy your future. you got read about the horoscope rite? you dun nid a man. why do all this stuff fer a guy worthless as him. burn him to ashes!!!! rmbr..wat i said...u gona look ugly!!!! u wudnt want that do u?!hahakz! you just gota say to urself that you dunt nid 'it'! there are other ways to de-stress. you know u can do it. if i can do it. so can u!! i love you babe! i dun want to see u hanyut! ahakz!ok. just call me wen u nid someone to tok to!!! though we rarely meet nowadays.aite? no matter if i in skool onot. just say. "i nid to tok to u".conferm i come to the rescue!! aite?? ok.babe.take care.cheers mate.
yours truly,
ida